im gone from the universe oh no
what happened to my wings and halo
it happens to be a phase of changing and growing no one knows
alone in the universe
it seems like all of my body hurts
but these pains all around me seed the trees that are my potential
im part of the universe
i know
your flaws are as perfect as ever
i cant convey this with words
but as long as we try we'll be happy forever

happy forever happy i wanna be happy forever happy
nobody can take this happiness from me
im gonna be happy forever happy
we're gonna be happy forever happy 
cause all of the sadness is a fantasy
i switched up my consiousness its time to see
how much of a happy person i can be

happy forever

melatonin doesnt work on me
im in ur water in ur air cause im the next disease
clean the infection in your mind with a little caffine
pushing my system to conform wasting your energy

dont you have better things to do than waste your mind on me
i'll make you read into perceptions call that r.i.p.
opened my eyes to broken shackles, and escaped to sea
ill make the ink bleed
cause god i hate conformity

i hate conformity
its all a prison
no one will fucking listen
im saying fuck the system
god i hate conformity 
keep your chaos in a line
cause ill be fucking with mine
no correlation this time

i hate conformity

VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

NEW SONG WITH @kittydoggo
LYRICS:
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me

guess i'm thinkin' bout all of that sh!t again
it never leaves my mind it's like it's wired in
search for all the answers on the internet
i'm not satisfied with any resolution cause
it kills me to deal with but i'm all good
look at the site but i'm scared to book
thoughts in my head telling me i should
call the f*!ckin' number (now i'm feeling better)
woah
i just wanna feel like myself
woah
never gonna give up my sense of who i am

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

i need you to see me
all i do is look into the screen
won't you perceive
anything i do just to be free
i'm so frantically trying
feel like i'm dying
save me from my split reality
i need u to help me
the internet it has me in a trance
be the real me
take me to a world where we can dance
i'm so tired of lying
bout who i am
so tell me whatever u want
and i'll be down with the plan

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

woah

Tell me!! (ft. kittydog)

Ps:This song doesn't belongs to me, it belongs to Kittydog and Joshua Lanuarii

Kittydog - RIP Creativity (feat. Joshua Lanuarii)

life gets cold p.drewtek

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZmg_NQog8s

crystal spray (remastered)

more autotune music yaaayyy i wrote and sang this last year but it didnt rly have an instrumental so i tried  to add one

//

2009 to 2013 i was
drawing on my dsi screen now im
crying was it all just a dream
its been 7 whole years since ive been happy
where have the good times gone?
emotions that i lack
dont even care about false reporters or star beggars
i just want hatena back

i just want hatena back

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded