I used to listen to the auto tune garbage version because when I entered 6th grade everyone told me to grow up and I felt like I couldn't talk to anyone because I felt like everyone expected me to be perfect and so I bottled up my pain, im glad this

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH I LOVE IT SM SO DOPE EPIC AAAAAAAA IT SO OMEGA COOL AND DOPE!!!!!!!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️🎊🎊🔥🔥🔥

Yellow Worms

Lol i extended this old song a while ago  !!!!! broooo ......

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stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
--
they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

:)

late for graduation
i felt like im lacking
my attention's fleeting
wanna keep on going
but i dont have to be perfect
cause all i wanna do is try my best
let free, girl your 
little fragile gems are glowing
dont leave for good,
i lost five grams of seratonin
hurt by lying faking gaslighting
youre logical, ferociously genuine

l, f, g
lets fucking go
go where? bitch i dont fucking know
but
l,f,g
lift, fly glide
ur my little flaming galaxy
brighting up the sky
yea
l, f, g,
lets fucking go
loser failure garbage people
will never make us slow so
l, f, g,
lift glide fly
lets forever gravitate towards
positive vibes

LFG !!

really proud of this one 
--

is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

all these people think they know me
they dont know me
all they fucking know is pixels on a screen
its all lies its all lies its not wrong its not right
if i fucking close my eyes and see the poison one more time

ive got blood on my hands splattered all across the walls
ive got years of lacking empathy i dont need it at all
fuck your reason fuck your meaning fuck your stupid fragile feelings
all you ever feel is pain so i would rather just feel nothing

its controlled, its all gone
nothings right, nothings wrong
i do not want to feel oh
they all think im not real so
lies, lies, i could fill my head with lies
choke me out ill just be fine
leaking out all of my insides woah

lies, lies, fucking feed me lies oh
likes hit that like button dont forget to follow
lies, lies, all my feed is full of lies
screen that keeps me up at night and notifies me when i die woah

LIES

more shit vent music by kd this one from this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOHBAl-zzow

even when im not ok ill be ok

forgot to post this to soundcloud woopsies
lyrics:
escape please let me escape
ive been stuck for ages
i need a new way

dreamscape
please break me out of this damn cage
im filled with nothing but pure rage
i feel like im just a disgrace

im just a disgrace
why did god make me
why did you make me so useless?
why would you make me so broken?

help me
you were supposed to be perfect
you were supposed to be something
but im just so fucking empty

escape room
only one light shines through
i know i can't fight you
i cannot fight the moon
borders through
every corner soon
i'll be a goner to
everybody but you

escape room

We Not Making It Out The Suburbs With This One

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

Fill my timeline /sx

May Death Never Stop You

Famous Last Words

[Verse 1]
Empty rooms
Still hold your scent
Where did we go wrong
Come back to me
Come back to me

Time moves slow
When you're not here
Days feel incomplete
Come back to me
Come back to me

[Pre-Chorus]
I keep waiting by the window
Watching cars that aren't yours
Every footstep in the hallway
Makes my heart stop

[Chorus]
Come back to me
Come back to me
The silence is too loud
Come back to me
Come back to me
Without you I'm lost somehow

[Verse 2]
Remember when
We used to dance
In this same kitchen
Come back to me

But now I'm here
Dancing alone
To songs we loved
Come back to me
Come back to me
Come back to me
Come back to me

[Pre-Chorus]
I keep waiting by the window
Watching cars that aren't yours
Every footstep in the hallway
Makes my heart stop

[Chorus]
Come back to me
Come back to me
The silence is too loud
Come back to me
Come back to me
Without you I'm lost somehow

[Bridge]
I wrote you letters
Never sent them
Words I should have said
When you were here
Come back to me

[Extended Vocalization]
(Ooh-ahh, come back)
(Ooh-ahh, come back to me)

[Rap]
See I've been thinking 'bout the way we used to be
Every morning coffee ritual, just you and me
Now I'm staring at this empty chair across the table
Wondering if this heartbreak's something I can handle
Used to have your laughter filling up these walls
Now it's just an echo when the evening falls
Check my phone a hundred times but no reply
Tell me was it something that I didn't try
All these photographs remind me what we had
Makes me realize what I lost and now I'm sad
Come back to me, come back to me
That's all I need, that's all I need
Come back to me, come back to me
Please set me free from this misery

[Final Chorus]
Come back to me
Come back to me
The silence is too loud
Come back to me
Come back to me
Without you I'm lost somehow
Come back to me
Come back to me

Come Back to Me

Sweet

In Utero

Heart-Shaped Box

Fuck this is awful lmao im sorry i only make autotune garbage nowadays

lyrics:
u miss 100% of the shots u dont take
and baby i didnt take shit when i saw ur face
i get so damn overwhelmed thinkin bout outcomes
that i forgot to do anything in the first place
i got a hundred regrets yea baby i know that
"shes not the right one" get it in my head yea
i tried to make something happen but tryings not enough
you cant make someone love you thats the truth of what im saying

im not in love im just a mixed bag
mixed up
cant tell u the outcome
schrodingers cat schrodingers dog
uncertainty comforts 
i might be a retard
i might be a freak
a little pathetic person that cant explain what i mean

im not in love im just a
bitch that wants to be loved truly 
someone i can love as much as they love me
hoping i can fix my self enough
to be loved

im not in love im just a mixed bag

Emotions through playlists I play on loop =)=

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

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