VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

Lol i extended this old song a while ago  !!!!! broooo ......

i_do_not_want_to_feel_extended.wav

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

i hated this song when i made it so thats why i never posted it but screw it im posting it anyway XD!
Lyrics:
i overwork myself so much
it feels like every single day my brain is stuck in a rush
i wanna do this 
i gotta do that 
i gotta get this done in the time it takes to clap
take a deep breath they say please stay calm
i closed my eyes but i always felt wrong
what am i forgetting?
did i forget a project?
oh god, sorry i forgot your dm

i tried to deny it, keep trying and trying
pushing away deadlines, these lines say im dying
slowly dying not realizing 
3 hours of sleep and i woke up crying
i gotta do something about this
the voice in my head says "overworking is bliss"
i cant take it no more, yea im over it
im working on a new life for the positive

i dont want this life to be over
i kept on running felt like getting closer
if u fail, find a workaround
ur not on crumbling rocks ur on solid ground
im over it
its working
whats in your brain, whats lurking
please no more overworking
i found a bright light in the sky thats shining

i overwork myself, oh
i overwork myself but
i dont wanna hurt myself no
i dont wanna hurt myself

overwork (july 24 2022)

#SHITVENTMUSICBYKD omggg!!!!
ur gonna need the lyrics this shit is unintelligible otherwise:

ive been biting my claws until they bleed
ive been losing myself and losing sleep
ive recorded so much just to press delete
cause i cant fucking stand hearing myself speak
(kittydoggo)

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

im not fucking living in 2023
im living in a dissociated fantasy
where i'm always the center of attention
"everybody likes you!" so where is everyone then?

i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
dont wanna get fucking worse
dont wanna get fucking worse no
i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
wont let myself get worse
dont wanna let myself get worse

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

dissociated fantasy

Lyrics:

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I-

(Kittydoggo!)

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I meant by forever!

[🎶 Instrumental 🎶]

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I meant by forever!

kittydog- first thing

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

when has healthy ever been my priority (Remake Version) // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

cause when it speaks 2 me i get a little bit crazy
driving me insane
up the wall
back and forth the driveway
taking time to set me straight

cause when im over here
i feel a little bit wavy
calculate my day
hold the light in what's beside me
saying it will be okay

i wanna make a change with just a little more action
pave the way for a life with no distraction
turn the page turn the paage
dont even think dont even speak about the last onee

keep the pace, it's just a little more to hold on
have the faith, mix it with efforts and foundation
but no matter if you leap today
im sayin it will be okay !!!

okay let's
continue adding on
falling back just to pick it back up
spherical parallel lines, we always certain to cross
meet me at the intersection happiness with the heart
it's not a bottomless pit, it's got an ending
told you when i reached it we could stop pretending
could say im hyperbolic way i got more space per space
so lets take it and formulate a brand new way

(yeah, yeah!!)
(everythings gonna be just fine)

it speaks to me, tell me it will be okay
the future holds the key, i say secure it every day!!!

it will be okay
in each unique way
focusing on what
happens if you stay
it will be okay
letting myself say
what i really need
accurately portrayed

i will be okay
you will be okay
we will be okay
all will be okay
even through the pain
even if it breaks
we can put it back
we can make it great!!!

it will be okay!!

Last Night

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded