VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

really proud of this one 
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is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

ahahahahahAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lyrics:

(music make you lose control)

i feel ur music with all of my senses
it moves all the mountains and changes perceptions
i know it isn't the purest intention
but i listen to you like i have an addiction

the way u make ur drums
makes me fall in love
ur mixing is my drug
i wanna chop myself into a million pieces
ooh ooh
i want to be like you 
i want to make myself into the perfect person

but why arent i perfect
am i even worth it
and do i deserve to be your friend
i dont understand why
i expect perfection
cause isnt it something that doesn't exist

i strive to be stronger, work harder, but comparing myself thinking others are better is only a pathway to make myself sad music made me lose control and i think i can get it back

(music make you lose control!)

p-p-perfection doesnt exist, i-i-i dont wanna listen to you oh
p-p-perfection doesnt exist, i-i-i dont wanna listen to you oh
im perfect in my own way, and thats okay, that's okay. okay?
im perfect in my own way, and thats what you'll get from me today

perfection DOESNT EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!This is NOT my song!! Credits to the owner, I will take it down if they ask.

Kittydog // It's all love

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

see into forever // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

Waves

fl studio 20 song!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah default fl studio instruments time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

now im crying in the club
tears they wont shut up
cry in the club
and i wont shut up
im a little baby kd
and i need a head rub
i cant stand 2020
year of big fuck ups
im a dog im a kitty
and im givin u my love
ur an angel
always floatin in my dreams tho
ur a rainbow
blue black red and yellow
its late though
way to late to make a change oh
now ur on a second date owo
(u know im cool with that yea)
crying in the club
but my tears are made of love
cried enough to fill my cup
and ill serve it at the pub
x2

crying in the club

fuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkk fl studio :drooling: i am trying to  production good hhhhjhfdhfdghfgdhfhs

Edit: i put vocal chops and made tge song longer its  i think more sexy lol idk i might have to fix how loud some parts are later fuck

damn that's unfortunate 
all this is irrelevant 
the future ive stepped in it
it makes me so confident

bright in the sky
no you will never stop my sporkle sparkle
imma pick myself back up 10 times if i fall one time
imma never stop flying flying

jus make it go boom
jus make it go boom
i make u uwu
i make u uwu

bright in the sky
no you will never stop my sporkle sparkle
imma pick myself back up 10 times if i fall one time
imma never stop flying flying

jus make it go boom [prod. kittydoggo]

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded