VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

Kittydog - No Inbetween

prod. by me
epic vocals and artwork by @kittydoggo

woohoo collab track!!
I'm not entirely sure what genre to call this so I'm just gonna refer to it as "post-hyperpop"
172 bpm
stems available @ https://learke.github.io/bewildered-stems.html

bewildered

Stream/Buy

kittydog & learke - bewildered!!

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me

the game of life im playing it wildly
look in her eyes its virtual reality
i wanna lose my sense of humanity
i pet her fur all day its so sensory

the space time continuum don't matter to me
any time any place you're where i wanna be!!

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me!!

feel like a folder
feel like a folder cuz i
spill out my documents got 1000 love letters baby
find my directory ill be saving my progress
all ur files safe with me ill make sure ur work is a success!!
x2

8. feel like a folder

yep
og song by femtanyl 
this is just practice ir not meant to be good

KATAMARI kd cover

I FORGOR TO POST THIS HERE 💀 

lyrics:

(i love you vro
you're such a beautiful girl!
im so proud of you
ur a gift to this world!
i love u vro
im always here for u
yeah, yeah!
owo! wow!
im so grateful i get to spend time with u in real life!
thank u for being a part of my life!
yeah!
kittydoggo!!)

bring me
closer
2 the
horizon
make me
better
through pure
excitement

we've been
loving
through threads
of all time
i'll be
with you
through silence, distance, and life

you're my
soulmate (forever!)
as long as we need
breaking choking
perceptions off so i can breathe

take my
hand in
whatever's coming next
i'll take
your air
til i take my last breath!!

seeing the signals
steer to the left side
thinking i love u
even if hope dies

I love u vro!
today yesterday tomorrow
i love u vro!
Yeah
even thru the sorrow
gime what u want
yea u know those notes are borrowed
yea! yea yea yea!
love u every day that i know!

(youre all good!
for as long as we need
wow!
owo!
im arming the tracks...
oh my god)

[piano inst break]

Bring me
closer
2 pure
perfection
see the
future
we'll be creating

(Hello vro!)
see it in the way my heart flows
(i love u vro!)
see it when im looking out the window
increasing the pressure turn it all up when the wind blows
push it thru the speakers i can love through any highs and lows

one step at a time
feel like my heart is bleeding
you're slowly taken aback
when all the time is ticking
slowly increasing velocity
won't you stay next to me
holding my creativity in
your hands gently
nurturing my expression
baby i know it's just better
and u can confirm that
make it confirm that!!

(goodbye vro!
goodbye vro!
goodbye vro!
i fw u vro!
i fw u vro!
i fw u vro!
i love u vro!
i fw u vro!
i love u vro!
i fw u vro!
i love u vro!
i fw u vro!
stares directly into the
i love u vro! bye!
i love u)

i love u vro!

collab with @learkeoffic  !!! my wife!!! yeah oh yessa

[kittydog]
Baby, you’re like a worst kept secret
Put u in the bag and think when to release it
The cat’s out, I’ll chase her downtown
I scream out loud when I hear her sweet sound

[learke]
Baby, I swear I’ll never leak it
Take it into my thoughts and I swear I mean it
The cat’s out, i’m running ‘round town
I hear you scream out, want you to catch me now

[kittydog]
Wow!

[learke]
See you in my thoughts, wanna fall into your paws
[kittydog]
Barks inside my head, think of sinking in the claws/clause
[learke]
Chatter all around me but I’m only hearing yours
[kittydog]
Let's take a walk when it’s dark and fill the air with our voice
[learke]
See you in the street and it brightens up my day
[kittydog]
I’m in the headlights, close my eyes I see u anyway
[learke]
Yeah u crashed into my heart 
[kittydog]
I hope it doesn't fall apart
[kittydog & learke]
Now we’re picking up debris it's all falling into place!!

falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

[learke]
Loving ur barks, singing ur praise
Pouncing through the universe to see your face

[kittydog]
Ethereal meows through my headspace
Pawing through the pathways of time, you're my soulmate
The cat’s out of the bag, and I can't get enough dawg
Let’s stand on top of the world with you holding my paw

[learke]
Spread it through galaxies, until everyone hears,
Sitting paw-in-paw there’s nothing more sincere

[kittydog]
Nothing more real than ur love now
Hear in every bark and meow
That’s what its all about 
(Reow!! Bark bark)
Let’s escape under the sunset
Scenes we’ll never forget
I feel it in each time we progress
Our pawprints thru forests, the plants that we forage
Your tail wrapped around me, can’t escape the softness!!
Exploring the world with a brand new perspective
Our barks and our meows echothru every moment!!!

[learke]
Everything I’ve ever wanted
Hear it in my purring
Yeah you got me so certain
Let’s run away from this city
Make our own galaxy
I’m certain it’s better than perfect
Tangible feeling your love’s so appealing
From chasing our tails to feeling so astounding
Love every minute
Your barks all I’m hearing
Your fur in my arms, swear we’re more than just living, it’s

[kittydog & learke]
falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

[Instrumental]

falling into place [the cat's out]

falling into place [the cat's out!]

this is a remake of a song that i made in 2021, i remade it in 2025 as a reflection of who i was when i originally wrote it. i added more lyrics and breakdown sections

og from 2021: soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/so-numb-that-shes-in-hell
credit to jreg for the intro + outro samples! www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1ok44MXhrw

lyrics:
[jreg sample]
(hey doc. ive been wondering
is it me that's sick?
is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself
that dont fit neatly into reality?
or should i carve a hole in the world
that only i can fit in?

and who is it that has the authority to tell me that im sick?
is it you?
or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-)

[kittydoggo]
i feel so damn proud when im off the addy
when i didnt take them i see others and feel saddy (BOOOO)
cause when i do drugs man i feel so happy (YAYYYYY)
rack the dopamine up i need it all for me

i need happiness i dont need drugs, drugs
dope me up until my body's numb, numb
how come every day i feel so dumb, dumb?
i need that dopamine in my system, um

popping pills so i dont fail school
life's a trip and i was the stool
bump my toe on sadness pick myself up its the cycle

popping pills so i dont feel shit
call me blunt when i dont hear it
hand me the pistol
im feeling a little violent!!

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

i broke myself just to function
i did what all of them wanted
oh
just a shell void of emotion
working herself to exhaustion, no

i need happiness i don't need drugs
but where'd my happiness go?
you deceived me, left me bleeding
but i won't let you steal my soul!!

YAYYYYY-A-A-A-A-Y
x4

4 year overstimulation
my degree's in ceasing function
sharpest teeth are barely working
it's all pills and carbonation
had no graduation day
no paper shows my work
was so numb in hell for nothing
i should kill you first!!!!!!!!!

[jreg sample]
instead of doing the inhuman amount of work it takes to finish my degree,
i instead find myself doing useless things!
for some reason i just can't bring myself to focus!

SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2025 remake)

LUV3 SICK!! (feat. Kittydog)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/win-win-win
kind of a sequel to lose lose lose
probably gonna be a single to an ep/album lol

lyrics:
i feel like a _ fan
takin cards from ur hand
couldn't tell all my friends
but some of them would understand

when i look at my face
different person than yesterday
couldn't help but relay
cant say the same if i stay the same

so i cry, flowing tears of us
[data authenticating]
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
[recovery initiating]
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
[are you sure you'd like to clear trash bin?}
can i breathe one more time for love
[robot deactivated]

does the world even have enough time for me??
when i d** does the person i was release
tell ur friends that u were neverending
and then when u end it u can stop pretending

messed up the mixed sense of baggage
tore it all down to wreak some more havoc
it's so damn good i can almost taste it
feel the fur like grass flowing in the wind

wind, wind, wind, wind
win, win, win, win
i'm killing it, killing it

i feel crazy!! catastrophized anomaly!!
infected beauty!! take normalcy away from me!!
i'm fucking winning, i taste it in the air u breathe
stop talking to me, i'm embarrassed of this part of me!!

i need it put it on repeat so i never forget it
give me directions ill be sure to be them every second
it's irresistible, the feeling of a met condition
take off a layer theres another im fucking bionic

my face, different person than yesterday
win, win, win
you won't believe it if i say it to your face though!
fuck the w*rld
i'll make you scream
i want 2 make ur insides bleed
but a knife in your chest will never
return what you took from me !!!

so i cry, flowing tears of us
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
can i breathe one more time for love

return what you took from me
you better return what you took from me

im gonna
win win win my fucking mind
lose lose losing every time
i take a breath and feel confined
ive got to take back whats mine

WIN WIN WIN

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded