THE WAY MY EYES WIDENED WHEN I SAW THIS..,,- the og was like one of my faves on soundcloud and THE REMAKE IS SO GOOD TOO !!! AND IVE ALWAYS WANTED THE LYRICS POSTED TOO!!! TY FOR THISSS

poppin pills so i dont fail school ^_^ !!

poppin pills so i dont feel shit, call me blunt when i dont hear it >w< !!

I'M SAYING FUCK YOU TO THE SYSTEM THAT NEVER HELPED. :/ IT'S BREAK YOURSELF JUST TO FUNCTION, AND NOTHING ELSE! @~@

POPPING PILLS SO I DONT FAIL SCHOOL LIFES A TRIP AND I WAS THE STOOL BUMP MY TOE IN SADNESS PICK MYSELF UP ITS THE CYCLE.

Me when I love her music (this isn’t all her songs it’s just my favorites which is wrmmm almost all of them LMAO)

Kittydog Shit Idk

VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

when has healthy ever been my priority (Remake Version) // Kittydog

memories won't leave me alone
catch me rebuilding my home
what i need isnt unknown
next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

my patience being tested
im feeling damn infected
im losing all my senses
baby i need to scream it

im up against the pressure
im fighting for the future
something we can believe in
baby can you believe it??

been so long, and i cant take the pain
just give me some time to breathe and some personal space

they make me feel alive, like my time's not a waste
so catch me making the best of the rest of my days!!

memories won't leave me alone
i need to restart
catch me rebuilding my home,
made out of my heart
what i need isnt unknown!!
i know what i want
so next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

2. before i explode

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me

the game of life im playing it wildly
look in her eyes its virtual reality
i wanna lose my sense of humanity
i pet her fur all day its so sensory

the space time continuum don't matter to me
any time any place you're where i wanna be!!

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me!!

feel like a folder
feel like a folder cuz i
spill out my documents got 1000 love letters baby
find my directory ill be saving my progress
all ur files safe with me ill make sure ur work is a success!!
x2

8. feel like a folder

im feeling more like myself everyday
i feel each version of life rippling through my waves
yeah, you see the vision, you get my perceptions
you alongside me makes harmonic chord progressions

we're making new formations in lifelines
confidence in this lifetime
pull me closer thru spacetime
create the moment with every line

i feel your love through my voice now
patterns thread through my art
so let's intwine thru the world
ill express you right from my heart!!

all my frustrations go away with you
every day, idk what id do
i just want to be the moment with you
all day and all night and all afternoon
let me into ur past, present and future,
i'll give you mine, theres no way i could hide it
let me out of my mind's self confinement
and into a life with symbiotic intwinement

approximately, youre where i want to be
i'm in proximity, of infinity
so i want to be in our space
live our escapades
using frequencies i never knew id say
so now that i know who you are
it's symbiotic intwinement to my core~

11. symbiotic intwinement

microtonal ghost by kittydog

this is a remake of a song that i made in 2021, i remade it in 2025 as a reflection of who i was when i originally wrote it. i added more lyrics and breakdown sections

og from 2021: soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/so-numb-that-shes-in-hell
credit to jreg for the intro + outro samples! www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1ok44MXhrw

lyrics:
[jreg sample]
(hey doc. ive been wondering
is it me that's sick?
is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself
that dont fit neatly into reality?
or should i carve a hole in the world
that only i can fit in?

and who is it that has the authority to tell me that im sick?
is it you?
or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-)

[kittydoggo]
i feel so damn proud when im off the addy
when i didnt take them i see others and feel saddy (BOOOO)
cause when i do drugs man i feel so happy (YAYYYYY)
rack the dopamine up i need it all for me

i need happiness i dont need drugs, drugs
dope me up until my body's numb, numb
how come every day i feel so dumb, dumb?
i need that dopamine in my system, um

popping pills so i dont fail school
life's a trip and i was the stool
bump my toe on sadness pick myself up its the cycle

popping pills so i dont feel shit
call me blunt when i dont hear it
hand me the pistol
im feeling a little violent!!

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

i broke myself just to function
i did what all of them wanted
oh
just a shell void of emotion
working herself to exhaustion, no

i need happiness i don't need drugs
but where'd my happiness go?
you deceived me, left me bleeding
but i won't let you steal my soul!!

YAYYYYY-A-A-A-A-Y
x4

4 year overstimulation
my degree's in ceasing function
sharpest teeth are barely working
it's all pills and carbonation
had no graduation day
no paper shows my work
was so numb in hell for nothing
i should kill you first!!!!!!!!!

[jreg sample]
instead of doing the inhuman amount of work it takes to finish my degree,
i instead find myself doing useless things!
for some reason i just can't bring myself to focus!

SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2025 remake)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/win-win-win
kind of a sequel to lose lose lose
probably gonna be a single to an ep/album lol

lyrics:
i feel like a _ fan
takin cards from ur hand
couldn't tell all my friends
but some of them would understand

when i look at my face
different person than yesterday
couldn't help but relay
cant say the same if i stay the same

so i cry, flowing tears of us
[data authenticating]
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
[recovery initiating]
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
[are you sure you'd like to clear trash bin?}
can i breathe one more time for love
[robot deactivated]

does the world even have enough time for me??
when i d** does the person i was release
tell ur friends that u were neverending
and then when u end it u can stop pretending

messed up the mixed sense of baggage
tore it all down to wreak some more havoc
it's so damn good i can almost taste it
feel the fur like grass flowing in the wind

wind, wind, wind, wind
win, win, win, win
i'm killing it, killing it

i feel crazy!! catastrophized anomaly!!
infected beauty!! take normalcy away from me!!
i'm fucking winning, i taste it in the air u breathe
stop talking to me, i'm embarrassed of this part of me!!

i need it put it on repeat so i never forget it
give me directions ill be sure to be them every second
it's irresistible, the feeling of a met condition
take off a layer theres another im fucking bionic

my face, different person than yesterday
win, win, win
you won't believe it if i say it to your face though!
fuck the w*rld
i'll make you scream
i want 2 make ur insides bleed
but a knife in your chest will never
return what you took from me !!!

so i cry, flowing tears of us
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
can i breathe one more time for love

return what you took from me
you better return what you took from me

im gonna
win win win my fucking mind
lose lose losing every time
i take a breath and feel confined
ive got to take back whats mine

WIN WIN WIN

```i'm like a secret agent
creeping up in the night
does it make ur skin crawl
when i don't tell u goodbye

sick and twisted joke
playing up in ur life
ill smile while the slow burn
of fantasies die

im like a cryptid
feel unsubstantiated
but i'd feel so real
petting me thru the matrix

say my name under ur breath
i'm folklore around the fire
ill crawl round ur perception
i eat away at ur wires

i flicker on in the night

crawling away as i smile

dont turn ur back on the time
cant delete me from subconsious
power on from just your sight

cuz ur realitys dyin
i forgot i existed
my humanity's defiled

burned my sense of being
u stared clip off the airplane mode
silence from the screen
speakers blown out chewed em up like bones
falling from the earth
check it out, ive been here before
im inhuman, mechanical animal anthromorph

i can't fall anymore,
it's bound to the floor
cursed to all fours
u fw this form??

now i'm just a myth
so compute me some more
ill claw right around
some unnatural force

I'm so tired of it
Want to be something less ridiculous
had my ups and downs
now i'm fluctuating
cursed 2 on all 4's
all suffocated

so i crawled my way up high
told myself 10 times i'd never die
plastered all my pain on a saturday night
if there's nothing left, it'll be alright

down to the floor
it's warm and it's cold
it's wrong and it's right
it can't be ignored

it's just a myth
so just write me some more
i'll display a pattern
never seen before```

1. cursed2all4s

```i live to see the look in ur eyes
when u made the mistake, stagnant waters align
i feel my heart crush and tar into brine
so one could conclude this concoction is mine

I'M ONE WITH MY OWN INTENTIONS
WHEN I SAY I CANT MOVE MY BODY
I WON'T LOOK AT MY OWN REFLECTION
BUT I CAN LOOK INTO THE MIRROR JUST PERFECTLY

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

i live to see your deep loving smile.
i live to see us around the table.
i live to see us travel the world.
i live to hold our souls together.
i live to cherish every moment
i live to figure out each sentence
i live to love each passing day
ii wish id never ran away

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[%

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

stitch the memories together
to match my unsteady heartbeat
well loved plushie made of
pieces of reality

i control my breathing
im sedated situationally
rhythmic power flowing
thru my expressive embroidery

now crush my heart
with the tightness of your love now
get the river flowing
so the water makes a crashing sound
open up the windows
there's an ocean circulating around
broke the water cycle
but the memories come flooding out

crush. my. heart.
[insane instrumental breakdown]!!!!!11!!!1

2. stagnant waters

```I NEED THAT
panting like a dog
drooling like a maniac
I NEED THAT
clawing on my walls
mewing for it back

i need you more than words can quantify
fossilized my human life
drugs fucked up my state of mind
now is my personality a lie???

killed my brain, it's void of all purpose
self reflection ain't no subscattered surface
when do you gotta realize it's worthless
kill my ego so i cannot get nervous

i literally killed my brain
i literally killed my brain so bad
i hated myself too much
but that hate is love
now im breaking all the walls of that

forgive me ive had enough to think abt
resent me til every bit of me comes out
forget me im trying not to make a sound
but youll find me the moment i speak it out loud

kill me slowly
what do i do?
i wanna leave my body
exit me soon
so can ya

[so kill me, so kill me slowly]]]

killing me slowly youre like a demon
eating my soul for stimulation
breathing me in then choking bleeding
breath me out in the wrong direction

i need that badly, the pure sensation
praying that you don't steal my consience
reset reality can't forget it
desperation for no dependance!!!!!!
```

3. I NEED THAT

```i could see directions
in my view
becoming a compass
magnetizing you
looking out from on the summit
coming thru
do you see the vision
it's becoming all i knew

could it give me some direction?
come anew
wanna be infinity
no catching 22
looking down onto the sunset
see the truth
letting go of something senseless
at the altitude

im fed up at the moment
cuz im right where i started
nothing left to be losing
when im down to keep trying

when my mouth cant keep screaming
think at least i'm still living
try my best to keep going
so bring forth all that's coming

i could be ur additive inverse
or your equippolent
direct me to the edge of the earth
or dont see me again

i like your thoughts on public stances and opinions
so baby are u perpendicular to what im singin?

dont know where im goin

could you give me some direction?
[[[could you give me some direction??]]]

i'm too forward when i'm speaking to you
too many variables
thinking XYZ
can you free me?

i'm too backwards when it comes to worldview
i told myself im
forced to the back seat
please let me

hold the gps, i can give me the directions
all 360 degrees with my intentions
spacetime oh it's lookin like breakfast!!
i could take us to another dimension!!!!

im not a Letdown, ill be upright
in the brightest days, on the darkest nights
who knew, a calculation that could save my life
scratch the hierchy, youre my player i

'm too high at the moment
now i'm right where i started
as a singularity, with a taste for creating
spacetime oh it's lookin so epic!!
i could take us to another dimension!!!!!

UR GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
wHICH WAY IS THE RIGHT DIRECTION??
UR GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
tHAT WAY IS THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
```

5. Directions

KUSHUP 2 W/Fall/Direkt!

say sum ft. Datboy_X (prod. wild)

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

Hai :3
Uhh ummmmmmm man idk I’m just here to listen to music

SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2025 remake)

kittydog

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