VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

when has healthy ever been my priority (Remake Version) // Kittydog

memories won't leave me alone
catch me rebuilding my home
what i need isnt unknown
next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

my patience being tested
im feeling damn infected
im losing all my senses
baby i need to scream it

im up against the pressure
im fighting for the future
something we can believe in
baby can you believe it??

been so long, and i cant take the pain
just give me some time to breathe and some personal space

they make me feel alive, like my time's not a waste
so catch me making the best of the rest of my days!!

memories won't leave me alone
i need to restart
catch me rebuilding my home,
made out of my heart
what i need isnt unknown!!
i know what i want
so next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

2. before i explode

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me

the game of life im playing it wildly
look in her eyes its virtual reality
i wanna lose my sense of humanity
i pet her fur all day its so sensory

the space time continuum don't matter to me
any time any place you're where i wanna be!!

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me!!

feel like a folder
feel like a folder cuz i
spill out my documents got 1000 love letters baby
find my directory ill be saving my progress
all ur files safe with me ill make sure ur work is a success!!
x2

8. feel like a folder

im feeling more like myself everyday
i feel each version of life rippling through my waves
yeah, you see the vision, you get my perceptions
you alongside me makes harmonic chord progressions

we're making new formations in lifelines
confidence in this lifetime
pull me closer thru spacetime
create the moment with every line

i feel your love through my voice now
patterns thread through my art
so let's intwine thru the world
ill express you right from my heart!!

all my frustrations go away with you
every day, idk what id do
i just want to be the moment with you
all day and all night and all afternoon
let me into ur past, present and future,
i'll give you mine, theres no way i could hide it
let me out of my mind's self confinement
and into a life with symbiotic intwinement

approximately, youre where i want to be
i'm in proximity, of infinity
so i want to be in our space
live our escapades
using frequencies i never knew id say
so now that i know who you are
it's symbiotic intwinement to my core~

11. symbiotic intwinement

microtonal ghost by kittydog

this is a remake of a song that i made in 2021, i remade it in 2025 as a reflection of who i was when i originally wrote it. i added more lyrics and breakdown sections

og from 2021: soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/so-numb-that-shes-in-hell
credit to jreg for the intro + outro samples! www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1ok44MXhrw

lyrics:
[jreg sample]
(hey doc. ive been wondering
is it me that's sick?
is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself
that dont fit neatly into reality?
or should i carve a hole in the world
that only i can fit in?

and who is it that has the authority to tell me that im sick?
is it you?
or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-)

[kittydoggo]
i feel so damn proud when im off the addy
when i didnt take them i see others and feel saddy (BOOOO)
cause when i do drugs man i feel so happy (YAYYYYY)
rack the dopamine up i need it all for me

i need happiness i dont need drugs, drugs
dope me up until my body's numb, numb
how come every day i feel so dumb, dumb?
i need that dopamine in my system, um

popping pills so i dont fail school
life's a trip and i was the stool
bump my toe on sadness pick myself up its the cycle

popping pills so i dont feel shit
call me blunt when i dont hear it
hand me the pistol
im feeling a little violent!!

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

i broke myself just to function
i did what all of them wanted
oh
just a shell void of emotion
working herself to exhaustion, no

i need happiness i don't need drugs
but where'd my happiness go?
you deceived me, left me bleeding
but i won't let you steal my soul!!

YAYYYYY-A-A-A-A-Y
x4

4 year overstimulation
my degree's in ceasing function
sharpest teeth are barely working
it's all pills and carbonation
had no graduation day
no paper shows my work
was so numb in hell for nothing
i should kill you first!!!!!!!!!

[jreg sample]
instead of doing the inhuman amount of work it takes to finish my degree,
i instead find myself doing useless things!
for some reason i just can't bring myself to focus!

SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2025 remake)

I hope her man know she a hoe 
Fucked on a xan, Fucked up fosho  
You know I you took cover, before you explode 
I’m trapped underground, but I’m covered in gold 
(Yeah,Yeah,Yeah)

Couldn’t move lil bitch, my wrist’s on froze 
I seen the snow, when it fell out her nose 
Dripped down in Amerikid, head on the toes 
She love how I move, wanna take her around 
She said I switched up, put the switch back down 
I’m smoking that skunk, this shit to loud 
That 808 thumping got Lydon proud  

Had to switch that bitch, tryna fuck right now 
She said she love it inside of my mouth 
Kill that boy, let me walk him down 
I walk with a lip and I walk with a crown (Yeah, Yeah)
I’m sippin’ that drank until I drown 
I’m ‘bout to paint that bitch, right now 
Drip right down in her taint, right now 
Had to switch to her face, and I cum in her mouth 
Where’d you get that drip? That shit downtown 
I’m making her drip and switching her frown up Tryna fuck right now cause my wrist on drown, bitch (Yeah,Yeah)
Tryna fuck right now but don’t come around, bitch Let him talk his shit then we gun him down, bitch 

I hope her man know she a hoe 
Fucked on a xan, Fucked up fosho  
You know I you took cover, before you explode 
I’m trapped underground, but I’m covered in gold 
(Yeah,Yeah,Yeah)

Couldn’t move lil bitch, my wrist’s on froze 
I seen the snow, when it fell out her nose 
Dripped down in Amerikid, head on the toes 
She love how I move, wanna take her around 
She said I switched up, put the switch back down 
(Put the switch back down, Put the switch back down)
I’m smoking that skunk, this shit to loud 
Uh-Huh
That 808 thumping got Lydon proud  

Tell a bitch to “back that shit right down” (Right now, Right now)
Tell a bitch to “back that shit right down”  (Right now, Right now)
Tell a bitch to “back that shit right down”  (Right now)
Right now 
I told her I spin it for my twin 
(I Spin it, Spin it for my twin) 
And now we spinning in that Benz (Spinning, Spinning in that Benz) 
But now she tryna suck my Dick (But now she tryna suck my Dick) 
Uhh but im just tryna Rich (Tryna get , Tryna, Tryna, Tryna get rich) 
(Tryna get , Tryna, Tryna, Tryna get rich) 
(Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch)
Written by: hotdogs

BackiTDown (prod. Lydon)

boo man!! p. placidmoonlight

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded