i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

prod. by me
epic vocals and artwork by @kittydoggo

woohoo collab track!!
I'm not entirely sure what genre to call this so I'm just gonna refer to it as "post-hyperpop"
172 bpm
stems available @ https://learke.github.io/bewildered-stems.html

bewildered

Stream/Buy

kittydog & learke - bewildered!!

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me

the game of life im playing it wildly
look in her eyes its virtual reality
i wanna lose my sense of humanity
i pet her fur all day its so sensory

the space time continuum don't matter to me
any time any place you're where i wanna be!!

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me!!

feel like a folder
feel like a folder cuz i
spill out my documents got 1000 love letters baby
find my directory ill be saving my progress
all ur files safe with me ill make sure ur work is a success!!
x2

8. feel like a folder

collab with @learkeoffic and @joshualanuarii !!!
lyrics:
[all]
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit!

[kittydog]
if you wanna talk to us, u better watch out
bitch we clear the air, cut thru it til we on top now
shatter LED's, look right at me with ur eyes or
ill press ctrl a delete and remove u from my life

if they resonate with my vibe, ill talk to em
and if they wanna talk shit n hide, ill see thru em
yea we driving music into the night, we straight cruisin
and u know we always fuckin survive, thats how we do it!!

[all]
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit!!

[learke]
I don't wanna talk em if they wanna talk shit
I don't wanna talk to em cause they fuckin toxic
See into your thoughts, all you think about is gossip
Better gas me up cause I'm not playin round- type shit
(type shit)
you gotta give me a damn minute
butcher with my words how my cuts hit, are you with it, bitch are you listenin'?
Leave you in the background, yap sesh, i aint fuckin with it
Just another waste of time, no I'm not going online cause

[all]
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit!!!

[joshua lanuarii]
if they say that talk is cheap, i know that you ain’t shit
they white flag with weapons up, i dodge it and i rave it
i don’t give a fuck hoe, you fakin that you famous
i spiral out like pretty hoes, you thinkin you a bad bitch
(hah) (oh)
every time i walk around i feel it in the air (like)
diamonds got me safe, too
i’m really about that flair
i dont give a fuck about a love if they don’t care
(i) i got all my swords, like the king you get despaired

[all]
i don't wanna talk to 'em
i don't wanna talk shit
i don't wanna talk to 'em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit!!!

Stream

TALK SHIT!!

this is a remake of a song that i made in 2021, i remade it in 2025 as a reflection of who i was when i originally wrote it. i added more lyrics and breakdown sections

og from 2021: soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/so-numb-that-shes-in-hell
credit to jreg for the intro + outro samples! www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1ok44MXhrw

lyrics:
[jreg sample]
(hey doc. ive been wondering
is it me that's sick?
is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself
that dont fit neatly into reality?
or should i carve a hole in the world
that only i can fit in?

and who is it that has the authority to tell me that im sick?
is it you?
or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-)

[kittydoggo]
i feel so damn proud when im off the addy
when i didnt take them i see others and feel saddy (BOOOO)
cause when i do drugs man i feel so happy (YAYYYYY)
rack the dopamine up i need it all for me

i need happiness i dont need drugs, drugs
dope me up until my body's numb, numb
how come every day i feel so dumb, dumb?
i need that dopamine in my system, um

popping pills so i dont fail school
life's a trip and i was the stool
bump my toe on sadness pick myself up its the cycle

popping pills so i dont feel shit
call me blunt when i dont hear it
hand me the pistol
im feeling a little violent!!

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

i broke myself just to function
i did what all of them wanted
oh
just a shell void of emotion
working herself to exhaustion, no

i need happiness i don't need drugs
but where'd my happiness go?
you deceived me, left me bleeding
but i won't let you steal my soul!!

YAYYYYY-A-A-A-A-Y
x4

4 year overstimulation
my degree's in ceasing function
sharpest teeth are barely working
it's all pills and carbonation
had no graduation day
no paper shows my work
was so numb in hell for nothing
i should kill you first!!!!!!!!!

[jreg sample]
instead of doing the inhuman amount of work it takes to finish my degree,
i instead find myself doing useless things!
for some reason i just can't bring myself to focus!

SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2025 remake)

THIS SONG IS REALLY HORNY
i am not typing the lyrics

Choker

```eventually youll find what youre looking for
laying in the back of your eyes, quantify the score

holding you so tightly knowing things never known before
want to be the question to the answer you most adore

wanna be said by you, wanna be sang by you, baby
wanna do everything, just lower my eyelids a bit

what's a girl got to do, just to love you all night
lights all round, see that smile of yours one more time

to see that smile of yours one more time
never get a last one
see us glowing through the night~
re written re drafted n fin al ized
held forever in the hands of time

heaven's door, such a fanatic (wow!!)
u been drawing hearts in my fabric <3
punctuating new thoughts like magic
presence on stage, gotta make the brain elastic

feels like i know every time
how it feels 2 make u mine
to make that smile of yours
always shine

eventually i knew what i'm looking for
laying in the back of my mind, always wanting more
what's a girl got to do, wanna do everything for you
we can make all our dreams come true~
we gon make it thru!!

so hold my paw as time goes on
from the night to the crack of dawn
i adore you with all my soul
so ascend my mind cant be undone

i feel the lights on stage calling our names
ima just say, everythings gonna be great
it;ll all be okay!!!

ur smile spans a thousand lifetimes
ill see u again everytime
ur fire is persistance realized
cuz no matter where she is, she burns bright

she's in everything u do, every little passion
baby keep on shining thru, i can feel the magic
so hold me closely thru the rain and the shine
till we're stars in the air, let's do this one more time!!

if there's one more chance
to make you smile
i'll make the clock stand back
live unlimited lives [with you]
i want
to flip more pages so
hold on tightly to the
pure ideas
concentrated inside of us
Let's create new seasons
evolution combines
to feel the new sensations
warm as sun cold as ice
you make my heart beat patterns
composed onto the timeline
then i lose composure
when im seeing ur smile !!! :D

i could spend a thousand years just loving all the time
cause when i see u smiling feels like i will never die!! <33```

7. smile of urs

chrome hearts jeans (ft. BiC)

PHASE

Talmbout

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded