really proud of this one 
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is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

this is kinda a sequel to: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/fl-studio-test-bruh-moment

This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
Imma try out new things
even if im never perfect
And even when im dead in the ground
I'll still be glad i played with sounds
It doesn't matter what DAW
Don't Avoid What it's about

First Test Song In Ableton XD!!!!!!!!!!

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

Lyrics:

(Kittydoggo, kittydoggo!)
(Kit-Kit-Kit-Kit-Kittydoggo!)
(Kittydoggo, kittydoggo!)
(Kit-Kit-Kit-)

You're both in love and you're a mixed bag, mixed up.
Can't tell you the outcome.
Superpositioned cause when they see your pain it's long gone.
I might be a @$^#%@.
You might be a >!^#?!.
But baby, when they become you they finally see what you mean!

Mixed bag, mixed up.
Can't tell you the outcome.
Superpositioned cause when they see your pain it's long gone.
I might be a @$^#%@.
You might be a >!^#?!.
But baby, when they become you they finally see what you mean!

I popped a gummy to make pain go away,
But what happened next is that I started questioning pain.
You need pain to make pleasure.
A thing and vise versa.
A Superposition of painless and painful.

So that's when I realized the truth of this game is that we're all eternal, and we're all the same.
A renewable resource of giving and gain,
So no matter what happens we'll break through the pain!

Why does my love not last?
It lasts forever and you didn't know!
Why do I love so fast?
You never want your happiness to go!
Why can't I just relax?
You just want to feel stronger!
I feel so damn detached.
You won't feel like this forever!

Why does my love not last?
It lasts forever and you didn't know!
Why do I love so fast?
You never want your happiness to go!
Why can't I just relax?
You just want to feel stronger!
I feel so damn detached.
You won't feel like this forever!

Love yourself.
Break the cycle!
Freeze up, thaw out.
You're delightful!
Your emotions are divine.
It was true when you said that you would never die!

True love will always win.
And you've always had it deep within.
You've been living the dream, you're always going far and there's no need to chase them cause you are the stars!

Kittydog will never die.
Kittydog will only fly!
I'll always be right by your side,
It's always "see you later" it's never "goodbye"!

Constantly everywhere, Superpositioned.
That is the reason that they wouldn't listen.
Everything that I have said is a given, that we're all immortal and made in our image!

kittydog- superposition (old verson)

NEW SONG WITH @kittydoggo
LYRICS:
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me

guess i'm thinkin' bout all of that sh!t again
it never leaves my mind it's like it's wired in
search for all the answers on the internet
i'm not satisfied with any resolution cause
it kills me to deal with but i'm all good
look at the site but i'm scared to book
thoughts in my head telling me i should
call the f*!ckin' number (now i'm feeling better)
woah
i just wanna feel like myself
woah
never gonna give up my sense of who i am

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

i need you to see me
all i do is look into the screen
won't you perceive
anything i do just to be free
i'm so frantically trying
feel like i'm dying
save me from my split reality
i need u to help me
the internet it has me in a trance
be the real me
take me to a world where we can dance
i'm so tired of lying
bout who i am
so tell me whatever u want
and i'll be down with the plan

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

woah

Tell me!! (ft. kittydog)

when has healthy ever been my priority (Remake Version) // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

never die

another  original song  ;;w;

lyrics:

i think youre damn beautiful
and i dont understand why i think that
but i think  youre damn beautiful
 youre damn beautiful

i think maybe
it might be the way that you move
or the way that we talk all day afternoon
or the way that you look in the light of the moon
or the way that i know youll be back soon

you make me feel so comfortable
youve got my eyes spinning in swirls
youre a blessing to my world
and on my bed im laying curled
next to you
your arms are like heavn to me
the softest embrace one could feel
your existence couldnt be real

youre damn beautiful
and i dont understand why i think that
but i think  youre damn beautiful
youre damn beautiful

Voice Memos

damn beautiful 💜

idk, but im gonna fix it.

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/heart-broken-bitch-instrumental

what's it like to be a heart broken bitch? [autotuned]

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im gonba die instantlky

space e-nby

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded