keepsake

songs 3

Diary music is a raw, emotionally intimate style of music that feels like a sonic journal entry. It often features confessional lyrics about heartbreak, mental health, and personal struggles, paired with lo-fi or ambient production that enhances its vulnerability.

Diary 101

@loveboy00 @opal707
additional production by: @verdifullt

Give It Up (ft Spira &prod Opal)

prod https://soundcloud.com/0k1ro

You had a bad day at the job?
They need you to stay back? Well tell em that’s tough
Send me a text and i’ll come pick you up 
I’m over east w the bros pouring mud 
Matter of fact let’s go and get dinner 
I know a place that I think you will love 
Lobster and rosé that kinda stuff 
It maybe too much it’s still not enough

I booked us a table I got it for 8 
They’re open till 1 so we’ll never be late
I know that you’re stressed and that’s something I hate
They need me back soon but i’ll tell em to wait 
I won’t live forever so money gets spent
Spent more at Dior than I do on my rent 
Ofc if I cop i’ll get something for you
Shout out to Jimmy i’m smelling like Choo 
Bags in my hands when i’m walking down pitt 
Service superb so I left em a tip 
The harbour is calling let’s follow the glow 
Roll me a zoint then i’m ready to go

Afterwork (prod. k1ro)

@drrux @dedarredrengane

i’m on that remy, she hold me and i let go
i’m just twenty
economy is dipping, it goes down to a penny
sipping, smoking reggie
let me go & do it
who here got some money & speak business
do it fluent

I did my best let me shoot my shot ⛹️‍♂️⛹️‍♂️⛹️‍♂️
finish line, came in clutch
It got me like
oh my oh my god
It hits different than I thought
let’s get this last one

the kitchen fan eats up all the reffa smoke
see me tho, ceterine, flavored nicotine
accountants on the phone
budget would expand if you could be at home
promise bro
better times awaits you🧡

kitchen fan 🧩ft. Drux (subaru)

im sorry its another song abt you
prod @1revert @dimpleb

it sucks that we're not meant to be
im still going over everything you said to me
girl yk, i've thought about it in the past week
...i gotta move on gotta let it pass me 

do u remember we were walking on that beach at night...
...or when u were sad and i would tell you it would be alright
or when u said u wanted me and not that other guy
so many nights been sad about it i cant even cry

remember when he wouldnt talk to you, you'd talk to me
i guess im dumb for thinking you could get that far with me
and girl it hurts to know that I was just a second choice
but now I finally realize thats all im meant to be

and when I write this song im Knowing that you'll hear it too
I know i shouldnt do it, and I know you hate it when i do
but you havent heard like half the songs I ever wrote for you
I listen back to all the songs I never showed you

and I did not know what to do
Flight back home was taking off
You said you Love Him too
And you took the necklace off
The one I bought for you<333
30k feet above the ground
i think of you
30k feet above the ground
like is it true?
thinking back to everything we did like was it fake?
I wonder was it anything I did
To make it change
Open up that message
I did not know what to say
Looking out that window
almost crying on the plane

Nd baby since its over I just hope you know I tried
Kiss u thru the phone, we were on the call like every night
When u did it to me girl, you knew it wasn't right
But I know the way I make these songs about you isn't right

Just know I don't blame you girl
I think I understand
One day Im gonna see you
Im gon feel this way again
Reading over everything 
The messages we sent
It don't matter in the end...

I know you didn't mean to hurt me and I promise its okay:)))

it don't matter in the end prod revert dimple

prod @trynnax
#scarves

tell me did it hurt you
to hurt me
you left me standing out here
in cold rain
and sand is falling thru my hands
you found me
i wish i'd never taken that chance
destroyed me

i hate when Im thinking bout u
when Im alone
like the time when I went up there
you were my own
told me that you didnt want me while im headed home
and when u didnt say you loved me girl
i shouldve known

i close my eyes youre right there
a nightmare
and she wanted him the whole time
its not fair
can you kiss me like the first time
your wet hair
said if i was in a hard time
youd be there

told me i should open up to you
dont want to
i couldnt get enough of you
its all for you
I look stupid writing songs for you
i swear its true
ask a question when I talk to you
what did i do?

you found me prod trynna15

feat @iloveyelowandmom
prod @1revert @backxster

time moves fast 

broken promise ft nicky prod revert backxster

kisses in the wind

keepsake - kisses in the wind (halo) [hosted by jane]

a song about the past year and a half of my life

you fool me once thats shame on you
but fool me twice its all on me
i been going thru my life
i dont know where Im trynna be
I could give it all away
the pressure weighing down on me
you would never try for me
wonder why she'd lie to me

back when I would talk to you
I used to bleed a lot for you
But you would rather bend the truth
Lie on my name you isn't true
And why you do the things you do?
Diamonds and the jewels for you
Parker Cannon, feeling blue
I  would cry because of you

You caused that pain, it hurt a lot
So fck that hoe, she piss me off
And that other one was nice
Your blonde hair, left without a thought
And she broke my fkn heart
I bet you still bump all my songs
And you know you did me wrong
Say "I love you" thru the phone

You thought I would try too much
But I say you don't try for me
I think this is how it felt
Back when that one girl cried to me
How she'd never let me leave
Said she wanna be with me
How she was in love with me
She just wasn't meant for me

And back in May I graduated
A new chapter of my life
We would drink and we'd get high
Making music every night
Then my friends all moved away
I barely see them anymore
And I just hope they feel okay
I never wanted this to change

I never wanted you to leave
And I still have all those questions
That you never answered me
Feel the wind blow thru the trees
Its keepsake spazzin on the beat
You can't make me feel the least
I don't care hoe you can leave
My music make me feel complete

changes prod keepsake

My life hasn't been the best I know that bc I'm just not like the rest. I'm feeling blue inside cuz I'm so depressed, I dunno how else I'm being so upset. Gotta put a smile on my face I don't want no one to know, I know that I'll die one day but I just wonder how I'll go. Will I kill my self, or will I die unexpected? Yeah she broke my heart, that was sum expected, what did i do wrong? Bitch u left me for dead. I just hate her guts, now I know where we stand.

I can't eat no more, cuz I feel sick. Anxiety it took over my body now bruh I feel sick. I relate so much to Travis cuz these girls are all the same. they don't care about me, yeah they're all the same. I was high on the streets and it was 3 AM, was high asf on the streets and they were worried man. 

I could've died that night, it was just one of those damn nights. But I always get back to my demons, I'm positive that my shadow is my mfing demon. Bleeding cuts and stitches, dying's on my wishlist. Bro I don't like college, it feels like prison. I don't want a future job no I just wanna make that music, that's all I wanna do I really wanna make music. 

No im not satisfied (x2) I just wanna escape, I  wanna escape this life. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends bro. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends no, I'm in my bedroom I got no friends no. In my bedroom I gotta record yuh. Huh.

my shadow is a demon

SPOTIFY

my shadow is a demon (prod dimpleb + backxster)

Dunno where to go, I've been in this place before. Picked blades up bro at 13 I wasn't enough, just like my scars bro I'm so fucking lost. Serb I miss u so much yea I just wanna talk, I got scars on my body don't remind me I fucked up. Suicidal thoughts rip robin Williams, no matter what I gotta push thru that shit is resilience. 

She doesn't care about me she she doesn't care bout my feelings. Life's bout learning lessons bro and life's bout all that healing. Guess I got no friends left that shit happens when you're winning.

I make mistakes mistakes mistakes sometimes I fuck up okay, I'm just human don't u understand. I'm just like Gia no one understands, my wrist is bleeding yea it's burning man. These niggas hate me, but I’m not Caring man. She just talked to me but that girl's full of lust, been thru so much pain bitch all I want is love.

Bitch i want is love (x)

awakenings

awakenings (prod dimpleb)

At this point I'm scared to open up and fall in love, cuz I don't wanna be in broken fucking pieces. My blood it hit the floor as I was praying to Jesus, like please help me like can you tell me... I can't even eat today nah and i puked too, nigga as a child I had a dream and it was YouTube. Yea I still got dreams yuh, yeah i gotta chase them. 

I wanna go up w my friends I gotta rest up, wait wait wait I don't even got that many friends. I don't got that many friends, cuz I'll die a lonely man. I'd rather be lonely than to hang with all these fake guys, shoutout to my dad cuz that man taught me much about like. Gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler I can't give up I'm a hustler. 

My dad went to the Netherlands from Ghana and didn't die, yea that nigga saw so much but he's still standing tall. Yea lil boy I got many cuts, but I'm still alive now. They're wanting me to fail yea they're wanting me to fall. I don't owe nobody shit get out ion gaf. Ion owe nobody shit no I don't give a fuck

can't eat (prod 77mending)

I’m surrounded by these people but I'm still feeling isolated, all these niggas wanna sleep on me they all know that I'm underrated. Why'd she kiss me on the lips she knows that she's not gonna see me later. Why'd she do this shit to me she's playing guess bro I’ll be crying later. I don't wanna go to  college I wanna do what I love, I thought that she was the one but I guess that girl she gave up. 

These girls ain't shit they're all the same they're all the same, cuts on my wrist I went thru pain I went thru pain. You tried to kiss on my bro you're nothing but a hoe. Blood it dripped on the floor oh no, oh no-oo-oo.  

I'm tryna make it cuz I wanna give back to my parents, I wanna make it cuz I wanna live life like it's my last day. The only reason I'm still breathing's cuz of my nephew. Whenever I see that lil kid I tell him I love you. I want nothing but happiness for you. 

[osei... 'hello osei'] <3

I hope that you're not gonna go thru what I went through, if u wanna talk ill be there bro I gotchu. niggas is all talk yea they're lame I gotta block u  

Mm-mm-a aa I'm alone

caged

why i'm still breathing (prod backxster)

[I'm dying you know that? I'm dying here.]

I just dunno who to talk to, you lied to my face when you said Osei I love you. Ion think love exists I think that shit is fake, hoes they stay on tinder they can't get away. Am I good enough? Idk. Bitch why'd you leave me? Those times were a lie, yeah I know, the times that you kissed me.

Stop looking at my body and please look at my heart, I'm not made for lust I got pain and I got scars. Whenever I love, I just be loving too hard. And that shit hurts me all the damn time I should do better. I stopped cutting on myself I’m doing better, it's almost been a year yeah I hope I don't relapse. Loneliness follows me everywhere, used to cut my wrist yeah my blood it was everywhere. 

I know that there's something wrong with me, I should try to sign up for that therapy. But last time it felt like no one was helping me, there's no hope, oh. I don't think I wanna go. I got no one left like oh.

hopeless romantic

hopeless romantic (prod dimpleb)

https://soundcloud.com/sglily https://soundcloud.com/sg37 
mixed by me

picw/me +sglily

featuring @swoopyy
produced by @adioboy
mix/cover art by me

i- i change my mind like all the time
i yoloed twice i changed my life
i cant decide cant make it right
im so tired im so tired all the time

rent out the bnb, ok lets do it again
ill show you decency, ill treat you like a good friend
i dont wanna sound pretentious im really not that special
i dont have alot maybe you like the imperfection

(i cant make sense of it)

im 18 & shes 25
i roll up while she drives
we argue alot
but she’s too hot to pick side

the lifestyle i live
just fried in the crib

im not paranoid i just check the window alot
not insecure im just rlly scared of ur thoughts
not the man i wanna b that stuff cant b bought
i need new reason’s for me to wake up