Diary 101

heavenBound 2k24
@lilsadboiiudig @1luvpurp @3xogmel

1sadboii - sorry (luvpurp & 3xogmel)

@ose1y

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Osei - Hurt U (yungdni) (@bl4nk.radio)

she just broke my heart (w0kki)

let me know when its game on

@ose1y
@finbow
@spirit1004
@cloudbxy1

last kiss - osei & finbow (spirit, cloudbxy)

osei - help me please (prod yungdni) #twilight

backxster - lifes a mess (sentencc)

kin:
I’m into you (x2)
I’m missing you
baby
I’m missing you
her love fake i knew
knew it wasn’t true
but i believed in you
i was telling you to stay
bullets fly to you
bullets they fly away
jannah hit parlay
ts ain’t the same
i’m the one to blame
fucked this bitch forgot her name

scarpeels w/osei (halo)

hapy new years

new found love x2
i just want your love
i know im a dub
i know i fucked up
hold me when im down girl im a screw up

tell me that im wrong
hoping that you stay strong
cuz i cant last too long
this our favorite song
i know that you hate me now but tell me that im wrong

hold me in your arms

hold me in your arms because these lies wont last for long

hold me in your arms prod dimpleb + revert

a song about the past year and a half of my life

you fool me once thats shame on you
but fool me twice its all on me
i been going thru my life
i dont know where Im trynna be
I could give it all away
the pressure weighing down on me
you would never try for me
wonder why she'd lie to me

back when I would talk to you
I used to bleed a lot for you
But you would rather bend the truth
Lie on my name you isn't true
And why you do the things you do?
Diamonds and the jewels for you
Parker Cannon, feeling blue
I  would cry because of you

You caused that pain, it hurt a lot
So fck that hoe, she piss me off
And that other one was nice
Your blonde hair, left without a thought
And she broke my fkn heart
I bet you still bump all my songs
And you know you did me wrong
Say "I love you" thru the phone

You thought I would try too much
But I say you don't try for me
I think this is how it felt
Back when that one girl cried to me
How she'd never let me leave
Said she wanna be with me
How she was in love with me
She just wasn't meant for me

And back in May I graduated
A new chapter of my life
We would drink and we'd get high
Making music every night
Then my friends all moved away
I barely see them anymore
And I just hope they feel okay
I never wanted this to change

I never wanted you to leave
And I still have all those questions
That you never answered me
Feel the wind blow thru the trees
Its keepsake spazzin on the beat
You can't make me feel the least
I don't care hoe you can leave
My music make me feel complete

changes prod keepsake

My life hasn't been the best I know that bc I'm just not like the rest. I'm feeling blue inside cuz I'm so depressed, I dunno how else I'm being so upset. Gotta put a smile on my face I don't want no one to know, I know that I'll die one day but I just wonder how I'll go. Will I kill my self, or will I die unexpected? Yeah she broke my heart, that was sum expected, what did i do wrong? Bitch u left me for dead. I just hate her guts, now I know where we stand.

I can't eat no more, cuz I feel sick. Anxiety it took over my body now bruh I feel sick. I relate so much to Travis cuz these girls are all the same. they don't care about me, yeah they're all the same. I was high on the streets and it was 3 AM, was high asf on the streets and they were worried man. 

I could've died that night, it was just one of those damn nights. But I always get back to my demons, I'm positive that my shadow is my mfing demon. Bleeding cuts and stitches, dying's on my wishlist. Bro I don't like college, it feels like prison. I don't want a future job no I just wanna make that music, that's all I wanna do I really wanna make music. 

No im not satisfied (x2) I just wanna escape, I  wanna escape this life. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends bro. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends no, I'm in my bedroom I got no friends no. In my bedroom I gotta record yuh. Huh.

my shadow is a demon

SPOTIFY

my shadow is a demon (prod dimpleb + backxster)

@ose1y 

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ose1y - old wounds (sennai + 1mint) [slump audios exclusive + #2003 + chin0gl6ss]

its all gone prod me

Dunno where to go, I've been in this place before. Picked blades up bro at 13 I wasn't enough, just like my scars bro I'm so fucking lost. Serb I miss u so much yea I just wanna talk, I got scars on my body don't remind me I fucked up. Suicidal thoughts rip robin Williams, no matter what I gotta push thru that shit is resilience. 

She doesn't care about me she she doesn't care bout my feelings. Life's bout learning lessons bro and life's bout all that healing. Guess I got no friends left that shit happens when you're winning.

I make mistakes mistakes mistakes sometimes I fuck up okay, I'm just human don't u understand. I'm just like Gia no one understands, my wrist is bleeding yea it's burning man. These niggas hate me, but I’m not Caring man. She just talked to me but that girl's full of lust, been thru so much pain bitch all I want is love.

Bitch i want is love (x)

awakenings

awakenings (prod dimpleb)

At this point I'm scared to open up and fall in love, cuz I don't wanna be in broken fucking pieces. My blood it hit the floor as I was praying to Jesus, like please help me like can you tell me... I can't even eat today nah and i puked too, nigga as a child I had a dream and it was YouTube. Yea I still got dreams yuh, yeah i gotta chase them. 

I wanna go up w my friends I gotta rest up, wait wait wait I don't even got that many friends. I don't got that many friends, cuz I'll die a lonely man. I'd rather be lonely than to hang with all these fake guys, shoutout to my dad cuz that man taught me much about like. Gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler I can't give up I'm a hustler. 

My dad went to the Netherlands from Ghana and didn't die, yea that nigga saw so much but he's still standing tall. Yea lil boy I got many cuts, but I'm still alive now. They're wanting me to fail yea they're wanting me to fall. I don't owe nobody shit get out ion gaf. Ion owe nobody shit no I don't give a fuck

can't eat (prod 77mending)

@keepsake

y i gotta pressure u 2 get the news out?
dam u rlly breakin my heart, so took da noose out
screws dey feeling loose too

i would never lose you,
unless you wanna lose boo

its up 2 youuu
if it was up to me
im jus tryn make u scream
put sum cash right in between
he aint even see the tween
he got hit right by that screen
i got wisdom on my jacket
jean dey Japanese

baby can u cover me
im tryna keep u company
he jus ran he seen the beam
she jus wan uninstall my love like its steam
y dis nigga claim db5, no bitch u not on my team

in dis hoe wit keepsake
i couldnt get in wit da blick
so you kno i bought da shank
slime yr brudder jus like ace
how u play dem cards
my bro tweakin off dem bars
you alr kno we hoppin in dem cars

sunday prod keepsake

I’m surrounded by these people but I'm still feeling isolated, all these niggas wanna sleep on me they all know that I'm underrated. Why'd she kiss me on the lips she knows that she's not gonna see me later. Why'd she do this shit to me she's playing guess bro I’ll be crying later. I don't wanna go to  college I wanna do what I love, I thought that she was the one but I guess that girl she gave up. 

These girls ain't shit they're all the same they're all the same, cuts on my wrist I went thru pain I went thru pain. You tried to kiss on my bro you're nothing but a hoe. Blood it dripped on the floor oh no, oh no-oo-oo.  

I'm tryna make it cuz I wanna give back to my parents, I wanna make it cuz I wanna live life like it's my last day. The only reason I'm still breathing's cuz of my nephew. Whenever I see that lil kid I tell him I love you. I want nothing but happiness for you. 

[osei... 'hello osei'] <3

I hope that you're not gonna go thru what I went through, if u wanna talk ill be there bro I gotchu. niggas is all talk yea they're lame I gotta block u  

Mm-mm-a aa I'm alone

caged

why i'm still breathing (prod backxster)

[I'm dying you know that? I'm dying here.]

I just dunno who to talk to, you lied to my face when you said Osei I love you. Ion think love exists I think that shit is fake, hoes they stay on tinder they can't get away. Am I good enough? Idk. Bitch why'd you leave me? Those times were a lie, yeah I know, the times that you kissed me.

Stop looking at my body and please look at my heart, I'm not made for lust I got pain and I got scars. Whenever I love, I just be loving too hard. And that shit hurts me all the damn time I should do better. I stopped cutting on myself I’m doing better, it's almost been a year yeah I hope I don't relapse. Loneliness follows me everywhere, used to cut my wrist yeah my blood it was everywhere. 

I know that there's something wrong with me, I should try to sign up for that therapy. But last time it felt like no one was helping me, there's no hope, oh. I don't think I wanna go. I got no one left like oh.

hopeless romantic

hopeless romantic (prod dimpleb)

All I know is loneliness, cuz u abandoned me yea u left me so hurt. I don't wanna live no more I wanna die like Kurt, I dunno why I'm the one that always gets hurt. Bro  I would've shot myself if I just owned a gun, one day bro I swear that I'll be gone. I just hope that I'm gonna die young. I'm not gonna lie I don't even wanna reach 30, I give love and these hoes wanna fuck yea they're so dirty.

Just know that I gave u my all, but u tried to fuck on my bro. Are you serious? Bitch I should've never opened up, cuz I thought that I loved u when I kissed you. You weren't ever serious that was the issue, bitch I hate you. You should've never let me kiss you, I never said that I missed u I don’t wanna boost ur ego. Go and talk to him go to ur new mans, we don’t needa talk bitch we can't be friends. 

You rly made me think that I was at fault, sometimes I look at my skin I'd be like bro why now. Is it because I'm not white now? Fuck that white bitch she just saw me as a fetish, but you're a bitch I had to block u u are manic. I feel like Rihanna I'm a savage, I knew u were wrong the moment I was in bed and so depressed. 

I knew it when that bitch stopped texting me
I knew it when they bitch started ghosting me

Diary 101

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