i dont feel to good
bout this 
i play my games 
it feels like bliss 

wake up in my room at night
im still in my chair 
im not alright 
i play csgo 
to hide the pain 
and i scream and rage
im going insane
5 am and im still up
and i will not sleep till i get dubs
play valorant to hide the pain
yeah i scream and rage im going insane

Video Game Disease

@bloodsekai

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

i feel so
i feel so alone
i think no
i think no one knows
who i am
how i feel
what i can
cannot do
it makes me so miserable
cry in a cup
then i pour it down the drain
and i do it all again
cuz my tears fall like rain
and my chest fucking aches
pinch the cheek on my face
make sure i'm awake
cuz i feel insane

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

could i maybe crash down at ur place?
i think i put too much on ur plate
i like the blush u put on ur face
i should stop talking cuz i'm a waste
jus a burden
damn im hurting
im not a person
if i jus worsen
if i get worse
i can't be the same
if i get worse
i can't be the same

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

bloodsekai - im not good enough

prod. zakuro
i keep on letting everybody down again and again
i put my trust in u but u said things that u never meant
i hate myself just as much as u do
my life is fucked and this world is so screwed
push me away some more
shove my face in the ground
nobodys there for me
my life goal is to drown
i regret everything that i have ever done
my life is way too hard i will never be enough
i think god hated me cus i just cant do anything right
i cover up my face im not worthy to be in ur sight
the shooting star in the sky is my last hope
but its all useless everybody treats me like a joke
and now im staining the snow
cus im not meant to be here
can u tell that im trying
i wish id disappear
days are passing by the world still hates my guts
ill never get to heaven i will always be stuck
ill never get my wings
im hanging on by a string
i let you down once again
ik ik

i'll never get to heaven

loud

just did a brainrot cober, had nothing to do, my spirit said lessthanthree xD
I've been doing some shoegaze stuff recently, so I can share this brainrot with u. Mangled by 20 now, when I do 21 I'll do 21 brainrot cover lmao

I love dethtech :3 <3
intro;
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When I think about you, I feel weak
I can't tell you, you'd call me a freak
If you ever text me, less than three
It would mean the fucking world to me

You don't even know my name(my name)
'Cause to you we're all the same(the same)
You don't even know my name(my name)
'Cause to you we're all the same

You make me feel like shit 
But I still think you're worth it 
My chest is so fucking sore
I can't take this anymore 

I don't know 
What to do
You're so cute
I love-

I know that I'm a let-down, I don't care
You ain't much better to be fair
Guess I'm just a sucker for your dyed hair
I wish that we could talk but I'm too scared

You don't even know my name(my name)
'Cause to you we're all the same(the same)
You don't even know my name(my name)
'Cause to you we're all the same

You make me feel like shit 
But I still think you're worth it 
My chest is so fucking sore 
I can't take this anymore 

You make me feel like shit 
But I still think you're worth it 
My chest is so fucking sore 
I can't take this 

You make me feel like shit 
But I still think you're worth it 
My chest is so fucking sore 
I can't take this anymore 

I can't take this anymore 
I can't take this anymore 
I can't take this anymore 
I can't take this anymore

[cover by MANGLED - song by DETHTECH]

DethTech - Lessthanthree (brainrot cover)

bloodsekai x deathwish i'm thankful for you (reup)

@bloodsekai

u think that ur so funny
i wish that u'd stop talking
ur rly fucking stupid
i hope u get abducted
ur so fucking annoying
u should just die in a car crash
everything u say is worthless
i hope u get a heart attack

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

ur rly bad at talking
just go and blow ur brains out
u always think ur clever
just fucking go and die now
ur not a saint ur guilty
i know ur family hates u
everytime u talk my head hurts
i wish that u'd be quiet

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

bloodsekai - pls stop talking

@bloodsekai

i could do sm better
only if i wanted to!!!!!!
nothing's rly stopping me
besides my rly shitty mood
and lack of sleep i guess
and lack of friends too
there's so many things
that i dont rly care 2 do

more and more excuses
i'm running out of them
don't know what to do with
my fucking life again
i stopped trusting people
i have a messed up head
im sorry i ignored u
i dont mean 2 upset  :(((((

i must be
in that 1 game
where u can't logout
or they'll fry ur brain

bloodsekai - but only if i wanted to!!!!!

@bloodsekai @odihu @1zakuro

text my phone 
"emergency!!!"
i ask u where u are
n what u need
u said u lost ur cat
pls come to me
and a picture of him 
stuck in a tree..

drop all my things
i'm on my way now!!!! 
since u can't reach
well, i'll help u out

ur okay
you can count on me
jump in my arms when i count to 3
come here kitty kitty
i know you cant speak
but ur litte meows are everything to me
i will give you lots of treats
and a special place where you can sleep
but whatever u do 
dont jump out of that treeeeeeeee!!!

text my phone 
"emergency!!!"
i ask u where u are
n what u need
u said u lost ur cat
pls come to me
and a picture of him 
stuck in a tree..

drop all my things
i'm on my way now!!!! 
since u can't reach
well, i'll help u out

im so stuck up inside this tree
wont u come and please save me
send out all those
lost cat signs
they wont ever
come in time
all they have to do
is look up
and they'll see where im stuck

bloodsekai + odihu + zakuro - lost cat

deadcouple - 4chan girl

3 am, im up again (Prod. Sickboi)

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