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Hyperpop/ digicore and scene memories - 2

it's a vicious cycle

on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/3EJTOCGarlDLV1uppBHBSI?si=90a3317e8a2f4c9b
soundcloud.com/creativeravine

cherubim 😇 + ravine (hokoi + ravine)

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

tmntet on all services

argyle

@janeremover
@chiefjuno

fight back ur tears when ur crying :')

wide eyes (feat. Jane Remover & juno)

i made this the night jane showed me the song (may 1st) when the song was originally just the last part of what the song is now
frailty is a beautiful once in a generation album very important music, this is just my ode to it
love u jane
lyrics im pretty sure:
i see u every time
i'll break ur glass of wine
and let the pieces stab ur eyes
and i see u scream and cry
but i wont help this time
and let u bleed out on the sidewalk
when they come to ur house
ill turn the tv on
and you'll b there on channel  9
then you take the remote
ill get kicked out the house
cause u said, "this movies just for guys"
i dont really wanna be someone
that gets in your way
but i wont let it slide past my face
what u said yesterday
i dont rlly wanna be someone that gets in your way
gets your way
but i guess you'll aways have you're way
have you're way

movies for guys (jane remover cover)

prod. immortal

notes: where has the time gone? @angelus7k

lyrics:

are you ok?
are you ok?
are you ok?

where has the time gone?
are you ok?
in louis vuitton
why did you stay?
i don't need reasons
falling like may
i just can't keep on
just not today

where has the time gone?
i couldn't tell yuh
feel like i'm boring
feel like a failure
i don't remember
but you is familiar
and i got all these problems in my head
and i can't help them
so it's fuck shit
hiding all my feelings from my friends
just like it's nothing
designer drugs just so my body to feel something
and these n****s down bad
that shit got my trifling
and you're going out sad
i don't give a fuck bitch
i got a few best friends i can rely on
and please don't act like you're my friend
because you're not one
and imma keep on going crazy
bitch i'm not done
cut you for just a second
it was a good run

are you ok?
are you ok?
are you ok?

where has the time gone?
are you ok?
in louis vuitton
why did you stay?
i don't need reasons
falling like may
i just can't keep on
just not today

are you ok?

are you ok? (feat. angelus)

(Around, around, around...)

---
She's not around no more (no more)
I heard that she's got a new man she adores, but
He doesn't treat her right
I wish I could've done more, but
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, didn't tell you why

You can count the days all on your fingers
But it don't make a difference
The world still spins around, around, around
You can tell yourself that you don't miss her
But when your heart is blistered
The world still spins around, around, around

She's not around no more (no more)
I heard that she's got a new man she adores, but
He doesn't treat her right
I wish I could've done more, but
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, didn't tell you why

You can count the days all on your fingers
But it don't make a difference
The world still spins around, around, around
You can tell yourself that you don't miss her
But when your heart is blistered
The world still spins around, around, around

And it's all your fault
And it's all your fault

The world still spins around, around, around
The world still spins around, around, around
---

blisters

stream

You don't have to call me back if you don't want to
That's alright
Yeah, take care
Heh

Three bands on me
Walking 'round the store off a oxy
T-T-Take a picture, I'ma pose, paparazzi
I've been drinking, moving like a zombie
Three bands on me
Walking 'round the store off a oxy
T-T-Take a picture, I'ma pose, paparazzi
I've been drinking, moving like a zombie

She said, "Do you hate me?" (I don't know, maybe)
Seratonin got the cannon, I ain't talking 'bout the Navy
Simp off to a bitch, I know that nobody can save me
Roll up in a taxi, eyes getting hazy
I'm not for this I must admit, baby, I can't
I know that I can touch the sky, things that I can do
I've been feeling better ever since that we're through
And I project onto you, I have a feeling I'm screwed

DPK certified, boy, you not us
M-Money fall from the trees like it's sawdust
Hello, my name's Dante, I don't know where I popped up
Fuck, oh well
Baby, I'm a fighter, not a helper
Catch me posted with the welters
Yeah, I'm a fighter, not a helper
You catch me posted with the welters

Three bands on me
Walking 'round the store off a oxy
T-T-Take a picture, I'ma pose, paparazzi
I've been drinking, moving like a zombie
Three bands on me
Walking 'round the store off a oxy
T-T-Take a picture, I'ma pose, paparazzi
I've been drinking, moving like a zombie

movinglikeazombie

i do but its remixed (rans0m)

@50Landing

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down

ghost for a whole week
thought i really want your love but you don’t know me
text you all damn night hour unholy
i couldn’t get a second of sleep when i found out you were just my type 
it was dead wrong but it felt so right when you
caught my gaze with those dark green eyes
and i’m never gon change thinking bout that twice
it’s all chords changes and vocal lines
i’m a mess and it looks like you got your shit together
but despite all of the firsts impressions
i can imagine what’s gonna happen when you get your ass back here

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down again
can’t get you out of my head
said nothing changed but i doubt it
i wouldn’t leave you in the past tense

if all is lost i got the peace in my mind we’ll probably be fine
i was scared of what you’d say but since i made some more mistakes

nosering (ft. 50Landing)

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

ginger tea

dropout (w/ blackbear)

woodside gardens 16 december 2012

(the story of my blackout summer '20)
w/ + produced by @janeremover
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4hkrL4HTjJMdRUF5wWTWDm?si=902059c455c944c5
[lyrics]
(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
i was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone"

(jane)
so i brought yesterday back around
and i know how i feel bout u now
im coming over and taking ur crown
been thinking bout how u let me down
and ur not even being mean ur just dishonest
got me repeating myself i think i lost it
and i told u i knew it all just like a prophet
theres this new idea: its called listening when im talking
and now im running out of options
u called my number but i blocked it
im waiting outside and ur stalling...
dont wanna say i called it but i think i called it

(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
I was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone" (x2)

wide eyes (feat. Jane Remover & juno)

kmoe

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peacefully deceased

Steffann

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