this is kinda reminding me of charry waves

this track's hella inspired by “Thinking bout you” by peep and BOYFROOT, just for fun mostly <3

lyrics:

tell me what it is you want me to be
imma give you more than you’ll ever need
sitting here waiting for your final breath

(grey era clique <3)

could you please fly away from my grave?
do it slow, it’ll numb the pain
watch me blow up, gonna happen one day
people switch up, it don’t matter ok

careful what you ask for
lining off my dashboard
is this what you wished for?
need you close, my paramour

guess some things were never meant
bleeding out slow on the pavement
took a couple xannies just to reconnect 
pop a bottle with it, let my body hit the bed

cutting real deep, thinking bout you
everything i shouldve done for you
hurt so bad so i blamed you
but we know its not true, never shouldve blamed you

if i end my life
do you honestly think she’ll love me then?
i could pull up in my ghost
i’ll be haunting her till the very end
when i hit it big
i just wanna be surrounded by all my friends
you could call me lxst boy
cause i cant wait for december to end

careful what you ask for
lining off my dashboard
is this what you wished for?
need you close, my paramour

haunting her (prod. skinwalker)

lyrics:
too late
you're far too late for me
you'll stay
far away from me

break away
break away from me
'til then
do good for me

far too late [prod. skinwalker]

@greenwood2000

prod. miercoles

(Lukas)

Thought you'd be dead by 16
im glad you're not
your still around
even if you
feel your body rot
most days...
I know when it gets hard for you
heartbreak...
ill always be a part of you

this wont drag me down
I cant pretend
to shut you out
thats wrong

she knows my true intentions
everyday with her is like heaven
if you had to die
I would kill myself
its the only way
nothing else would help
right the wrongs that I made for us
doesn't change the fact that you're gone

(Greenwood)

Loose ends
I’m closing in
I focus on the things
I try and tell her
Hoping I remember
The way that it felt last year

Deep inside I know it won’t get better
In the forest in the shelter,
Never wanted it to end here

Further on than I could ever be (if it’s all there)
Wish that I was anyone but me (know you don’t care)
Lights to guide you home and finally (in your cold hair)
Know it hurts, just something I could feel

So much to turn against
I’m choking on the things I try to tell her
Hoping I remember the way that it felt last year

irreplaceable (feat. Greenwood)

wanted to do a remake of an old song of mine, plus change/add some more verses. hope u enjoy!! :3

lyrics:

[verse 1]
ya'll ain't never seen me at my worst
throw me down in the dirt
and cast me out to the worms
cause there's too much going on with me
it's getting so hard to breath
everyday i'm drowning
h2o in my lungs

i'm never showing up
don't ever wanna grow up
with all this food on my plate
i think i'm throwing up
so cast me out to the gallows
water has never been shallow
people be wanting more and more
from me and i cannot handle

[verse 2]
blood dripping slow off the handle
it all comes from my wrist
forgot how my mom
she hates me
she don't care about the risks
went out, bought myself a handle
drink 'til i'm numb to this

[bridge]
stab a pin in my eyes
sacrifice my life for you

[verse 3]
switch up my flow
don't wanna go
come fuck with me baby
and i'm gonna show
hit up your phone
hit up your home
ask me a lot
but i do not know

how the fuck do i escape this?
how the fuck do i make it?
play this shit in your spot
i'll take it
hate me a whole lot
okay bitch

[breakdown]
pop an addy
cause it help me forget
i love you hard
now i'm ghosting
can't help but regret it

you said it one too many times
you only contributing
disbuting all your lies
i'll be dead by nightfall

[outro]
leave me alone with my dark thoughts please
too many people, they be watching me
if i fuck with you, please don't leave
i love you too much, give you what you need

soul train (chloe's version) [prod. skinwalker]

Gamma Ray - HeyLee Manzeron (Prod. Clav) PHEONIX COMPETITION

No, I shouldn′t think about it
Yeah it's fucking up my brain
I′m not missing you, I just fucking miss the pain
That you brought me every day
Now nothing is the same
I cannot forget all the games that you played

And with those dark lies
Came all the dark times
You don't fucking get it, you were fucked up all the time
I've been up for days
It′s like I′m working overtime
Nothing feels okay not even when you're all mine

I don′t wanna think about you
I don't wanna think
I don′t even like you

No, I shouldn't think about it
Yeah it′s fucking up my brain
I'm not missing you, I just fucking miss the pain
That you brought me every day
Now nothing is the same
I cannot forget all the games that you played

And with those dark lies
Came all the dark times
You don't fucking get it, you were fucked up all the time
I′ve been up for days
It′s like I'm working overtime
Nothing feels okay not even when you′re all mine

nothing feels okay (ciche&jarn)

probably the most personal track on the ep

lyrics:

my mama say she love me
but thats just her intuition
she says that im not a burden
but she goes and treats me different
tell her that im dying slowly
i dont think she ever listens
kill myself the way she said
she wont notice me, whos missing?

i be drinking empty bottles
in hopes that it change my feelings
but my brain aint wired right
i be lacking serotonin
lay awake, too late at night
i could use some melatonin 
screaming at the top of my lungs
“mama, could you please just hold me?”

i can still feel the disappointment in your eyes
never had a chance but i’ll try to rest
finding sick comfort in my isolation 
rotting in my room cause mother knows best

now i don’t wanna stand here and wait too long
you can call me @xxxlacuna as i hit my bong
gave that shit away
i been getting too baked
smokin kk to the face
i’ll be dead by tomorrow

hearts hollow
i’m on my own
i don’t show
won’t leave my room
i’m in my tomb
but i miss you
so i’ll see you soon my dear

oh i don’t think you’ll ever get to see me again
oh i hope you don’t find me in a way you’ll forget
i’ll write a note, catch up on what we said
i’ll see you tomorrow, my only friend

my mama say she love me
but thats just her intuition
she says that im not a burden
but she goes and treats me different
tell her that im dying slowly
i dont think she ever listens
kill myself the way she said
she wont notice me, whos missing?

i be drinking empty bottles
in hopes that it change my feelings
but my brain aint wired right
i be lacking serotonin
lay awake, too late at night
i could use some melatonin 
screaming at the top of my lungs
“mama, could you please just hold me?”

momma [prod. skinwalker]

prod. by: @prodcxrter
mix, mastered by me :3
say hi to mochi (she’s in the cover art)

lyrics:

[verse 1]
talking all the time
but you sound so damn obnoxious
i don’t want that shit in my life
so i’ll move to other options
hearing all your complaining
got me going catatonic
i know that you mean well
but im leaking serotonin

[chrous]
hitting up my phone like
“how’re you doing?”
i know it’s been a couple months
but you’re back like remission
fucking up all my thoughts
like a shot of radiation
never cared about the cost
no, i shouldn’t want it all with you

x2

[verse 2]
but im not gonna lie
and say i didnt like it
kinda fell in love
with how we was always fighting
sorry that i ruined your makeup
with tears running down your cheeks
oh, they were for me

reconnected with my boy
and he better than you
i was never one to gloat
so don’t misconstrue
cause i really do think that
i still love you
but i don’t want you back
no i don’t want you

[bridge]
calm down
you’ll be fine
i know it’s a lot
but you can make up your mind
whether you live like this 
or if you wanna die
cause either way baby
this is your life

(you’re still-)

[chrous]
hitting up my phone like
“how’re you doing?”
i know it’s been a couple months
but you’re back like remission
fucking up all my thoughts
like a shot of radiation
never cared about the cost
no i shouldn’t want it all with you

x2

remission [prod. cxrter x chrismarek]

make no sense w/ popularreject

falling (lxst boy remix) - moethekidd

Imaginary Weaver

miserygarden collective
“🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈” safe space <3
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archive page - @beruthiel-music

far too late [prod. skinwalker]

kobayami

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