NEVER	

xxxtentacion - NEVER

A Message To Tina Belcher	

a message to tina belcher feat. Fifty Grand

04-LMAO

Happy Halloween 🎃 ~ (freestyle)


This beautiful beat was created by~ SICKID
https://youtube.com/@sickkidwav?si=V2DNAlxlWU_X2xF0



📸~verysickinhumancreature (instagram)



Lyrics:

Sometimes I feel like this love is made up
Like the love that I need, will never be with me 
Maybe I just think too deep
The weight of all this pressures making it harder for me to breath
I just been smoking all this weed, to try and fall asleep
Cauterize my wounds and my cuts that still bleed
Watch the blood drip off my body as it leaves
It's not something I want to have to need
My skin is something I'm just really not comfortable in
I've had a bad experience with love that makes it hard to love again
Especially when I've been changed through the pain from what i've had to live
It's been hard to explain to girls I've loved, I was touched by the devil as a kid
So now the love, that I desire, is unrealistic and adrift 
I've been traveling this void trying my hardest not to give
Nothing less than my truth 
& every more that I can gift
Trust me that I understand this pain
I see the evil of the world and wonder how it came
I just try to be a light of sum kind to guide the way
To those that I love and even those that seem estranged 
It's just hard when they start thinking of you weak enough to take advantage of
Cause of all the good that you do and unconditional love you that you been handin'
I'm blessed enough to say I have the strength to keep them banished 
I didn't think with how my love shined that it could be blinding
I should have known that with how I resemble some diamonds
Some people would try to take from me, so I've been taken for granted and taken advantage of
As they try to recreate the greatness of me
But I'm authentically myself  
As it is written in the scene
So you will never have what it takes to be me
And be as amazing as it seems
Lights, eyes, action,
and then seen.

a note to self

KING	

Dead Inside (Interlude)

Save Me

Goodbye & Good Riddance

Used To

it all comes back to love...


LYRICS :

I don’t know why we even tried this in the first place
But it all comes back to love 
Yea it all comes back to love 
I been tryna do my best in the worst way 
Cuz it all comes back to love 
Yea it all comes back to love

Met back in our twentys 
Ex wife wanted money
You still wanted me 
Back then but now you do not love me 
No affection 
No respect 
It's been too long since a check 
Came my way 
Not the same 
Ever since my fathers death 
No excuses yea I know 
I been tryin I been trying 
June I'm fine kids I'm fine 
I been lyin I been lyin 
So much pressure I can't sleep 
Everything about me aching 
It's so hard to accept my kid bringing home the bacon
I'm at fault I'm a loser best believe I've heard it all 
From the girl of my dreams that I married in the fall 
And I get it your resentment yea it's justified 
But I've had enough of arguing I've had enough of crying 
I know that you're mad but you were mad when I was paid too
I'm feeling helpless I just hope our love saves you 
It's been over twenty years recognize our blessings 
Even tho that we can barely co exist for more than 20 seconds 

I don’t know why we even tried this in the first place
But it all comes back to love 
Yea it all comes back to love 
I been tryna do my best in the worst way 
Cuz it all comes back to love 
Yea it all comes back to love

I love you Jim the way you grin the way you make me laugh
The way you helped me raise 3 angels
Wouldn't take it back 
I think you're a genius 
That's why I be stressing you 
CEO CEO I expect nothing less from you 
That's a compliment 
I know that I should show more 
gratitude for you 
I know my attitudes been so poor 
But so have we 
But this is deeper than a bank account 
I know that I got pent up shit 
I know I need to work it out 
Russell takes me traveling 
He just does our balancing  
He knows that you're strong
Meanwhile he knows that I'm unraveling 
He's not taking sides
Trust me he says that you're right 
He's just tryna help us both 
He don't wanna see us fight 
It rained when we got married 
And you know I love the sun 
I know I blame you for things outta your control but you're the one that I love 
(I’m sorry, I love you)

I don’t know why we even tried this in the first place
But it all comes back to love 
Yea it all comes back to love 
I been tryna do my best in the worst way 
Cuz it all comes back to love 
Yea it all comes back to love

September 16 (Prod. Russ)

a track orignally by Scott James before X added an additional feature....

Tightrope Feat. Scott James

Death Race For Love

Make Believe

"I'd rather chase a dream without having a clue where it'll take me." 🥀🌙

Wanderer.

a note to self

Kōru