Down Bad

fucking up my life 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I don’t know why I try
why they all hate me for no reason?
I’m bleeding 
babe I’m fucking 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 
baby it’s all the same 
I don’t wanna walk away 
you left me with no choice though 
I don’t wanna feel this way 
I bet you feelin good though 
life’s a trip 
he gon sip 
he gon slip away 
into 
something quick
something to ease the ache 
someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 
I said I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 

I know you feel like giving up 
trust me 
we are still same old 
in the same loop
I know you feel like you’re drowning 
I know that you feel like you are not enough 
but don’t turn back now 

someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 

you’re more than enough

EASETHEPAIN (prod. Rxhff)

i’m sorry 
that i always seem to miss you 
and you know that
 i got some fucking issues 
all these drugs
 i mix and always misuse 
and i wish that 
i can find a way to fucking fix you 

all these nights i stay awake 
and every promise i always break 
i hate myself in every way 
i wish the rain would go away 

yuh i wish it’d go away 
lost in thought while i paint ur face 
writing love notes on the bathroom stalls 
carve our names in random walls 
 
yea just tell me that you love it 
the spark we got i don’t think we can ignore it
we’ll runaway and never have to look back
they’ll call us crazy but it’s not like we didn’t know that

call us crazy (prod. jolst)

83HADES - 5TH (SNIPPET)

Lil jumex - Numb

produced by THRAXX
Mixed & Mastered by London Grey & Sinizter

[London] Hook:
Paranoia here entirely/
Mirror, mirror, mirror after me/
He tryna hold me down/
No gravity/
He tryna hold me down/
No gravity/

London Verse 1:
Aye/
I'm running real fast
Don’t think I'm fast enough/
I pull it and blast/
Don’t think he had enough/
I empty my flask/
The feeling is adding up/
I'm speeding and swerving/
Hope he not catching up/
Hope he not catching up/
He held me back enough/
I been fucking around way to much/
And all this shit adding up/
Hope he not catching up/
Hope he not catching up/
Cause if he start gaining I'll pop this shit out and see if he bad enough/

[London] Hook:
Paranoia here entirely/
Mirror, mirror, mirror after me/
He tryna hold me down/
No gravity/
He tryna hold me down/
No gravity/

London Verse 2:
Aye/
I got shit up on my brain made me upset/
I keep gas and I keep games just to function/
Swear I'm crazy I feel sane on a substance/
Never less, all my pain I need focus/
I need focus/
Cant be choking/
I be dealing day to day with the doses/
I need focus/
From the locusts/
My enemy in the mirror tryna close in/

Sinizter Verse:
Try to hold me back I stay winnin’ -yuh/
Pockets full, I ain’t trippin’ -no/
Opinions, I ain’t feelin’ -yuh/
Jack Daniels, still sippin’ -hol’ up/
Don’t fuck with me cause I be on that bullshit/
10 toes so ima hit that killswitch/
Misfit, I keep it punk like Danzig/
Mask on, I’m on the creep like Jason/
Try to hold me down I knock that pussy out his sneaks/
Hustle day to day I get that bag and then repeat/
Mind in outer space, I’m in a different galaxy/
Ima break the rules 'cause there’s no fuckin’ gravity...GO/

[London] Hook:
Paranoia here entirely/
Mirror, mirror, mirror after me/
He tryna hold me down/
No gravity/
He tryna hold me down/
Aye/
No gravity/
Paranoia here entirely/
Mirror, mirror, mirror after me/
He tryna hold me down/
No gravity/
He tryna hold me down/
No gravity/
Aye...

Lost in London

Gravity (Remix)

Gravity (Remix) [prod. THRAXX]

Lyrics:

if you doubted me 
i'm running circles round you
your whole clique is clowns
it's like a circus came thru
running up the racks 
in my vivienne shoes 
they all come around 
when the money turns blue

but they won't stick around
they gonna stab your back 
and watch you bleed
throw you in the gutter 
throw you in the fucking street
out in public 
off the drugs 
but i stay discrete 
yeah i stay lowkey
get away from me

don't know why i still try
but i still try 
woke up in bad dream 
nothing seems right
i would give bout anything 
just to feel alive
just to feel your touch
and look you in the eyes

rolling 
rolling 
don't know where i'm going 
i'm just floating now
off the potent
my eyes red and swollen
i'm not coming down 
bitch i'm broken
all my serotonin 
keeps on leaking out
leaking on the ground
when i walk around

they don't get no money 
they just run their mouth
try and play me like a goofy
imma block you out
lil boy you should be worried bout 
your bank account
but i know that clout is all you care about

vivi steppin
takahashi denim
with the knife on me
mix and match it
this expensive fabric 
on my cdg
if you test me
it's gonna be a motherfucking tragedy
if you cross me 
imma cross you out
with no apologies

if you doubted me 
i'm running circles round you
your whole clique is clowns
it's like a circus came thru
running up the racks 
in my vivienne shoes 
they all come around 
when the money turns blue

don't know why i still try
but i still try 
woke up in bad dream 
nothing seems right
i would give bout anything 
just to feel alive
just to feel your touch
and look you in the eyes

EASETHEPAIN (prod. Rxhff)

Kota Cry