OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS.
(Lyrics)

I’m sitting in silence
I’m trying to fight this
Feeling inside me
It’s so uninviting
I’m hiding behind this
Beautiful Angel
Behold the gold halo 

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I lay awake in my bed almost every night
Counting all my flaws like stars that decay my pointless life
I’m not okay
I’m not alright
I probably never will be fine
So I go and grab a knife and mark a few more lines 
But the thought of loving you is too strong
It fans all the fumes that I’m running on
So I gotta let you go
I won’t pick up the phone
I’ll let all the blood flow
You won’t see me anymore

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me
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My biggest drop yet, I hope you guys love it as much as I did creating it. This is Dead Diary.

Dear Diary (Prod. CapsCtrl)

fucking up my life 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I don’t know why I try
why they all hate me for no reason?
I’m bleeding 
babe I’m fucking 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 
baby it’s all the same 
I don’t wanna walk away 
you left me with no choice though 
I don’t wanna feel this way 
I bet you feelin good though 
life’s a trip 
he gon sip 
he gon slip away 
into 
something quick
something to ease the ache 
someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 
I said I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 

I know you feel like giving up 
trust me 
we are still same old 
in the same loop
I know you feel like you’re drowning 
I know that you feel like you are not enough 
but don’t turn back now 

someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 

you’re more than enough

EASETHEPAIN (prod. Rxhff)

produced by melon
guitar by melon

wake up in the morning got no text from you
and i start wondering what you might do
and i cant hold it back all of the time
this jealousy inside me is gonna grow

jealous, all those shitty troubles make me
panic, tell me how can i stay true to myself please
all i want is you to like me too
but do you like me im not even sure

oh im just really sure that i should try
it left me so fucked up
when i pushed you away
it looked really bad
then i said sorry again
knew that i could do it again

(im) jealous, all those shitty troubles make me
panic, tell me how can i stay true to myself please
all i want is you to like me too
but do you like me im not even sure

oh im not even sure
your voice just feels like its the fucking cure
for you i stay awake, damn im just an idiot
oh, im acting insecure

im acting not matured
yeah im in love
and it feels is so strong
yeah you might be the one
for me, for me, for me, for me, for me

jealous, all those shitty troubles make me
panic, tell me how can i stay true to myself please
all i want is you to like me too
but do you like me im not even sure

EASETHEPAIN (prod. Rxhff)

Kota Cry