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fucking up my life 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I don’t know why I try
why they all hate me for no reason?
I’m bleeding 
babe I’m fucking 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 
baby it’s all the same 
I don’t wanna walk away 
you left me with no choice though 
I don’t wanna feel this way 
I bet you feelin good though 
life’s a trip 
he gon sip 
he gon slip away 
into 
something quick
something to ease the ache 
someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 
I said I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 

I know you feel like giving up 
trust me 
we are still same old 
in the same loop
I know you feel like you’re drowning 
I know that you feel like you are not enough 
but don’t turn back now 

someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 

you’re more than enough

EASETHEPAIN (prod. Rxhff)

I know it’s been a minute since I’ve crossed 
Your mind 
Tell me one more time 
What were you preaching?
Thinking that I’m blind
Bitch I got nothing but eyes 
I can see the shit you’ve done 

You lost your hope?
That’s a shame
I slit my throat
I hope you seen the pain up on that note I Wrote
No you never read it though 
Oh 
I was stuck In pain 
Screaming out your name 
But you never even came 
Oh 
Now it’s Novocaine 
Dope straight to my brain 
Ima OD on the way 

Hold me all the way 
Hold me half the way 
Show me what you’ve made 
Even though it caused me pain 
You don’t care 
No I know you never did
Leave it in the past 
That’s just where it is 
I hope you love them better than you did me 
Because that would be unfair 

You lost your hope?
That’s a shame
I slit my throat
I hope you seen the pain up on that note I Wrote
No you never read it though 
Oh 
I was stuck In pain 
Screaming out your name 
But you never even came 
Oh 
Now it’s Novocaine 
Dope straight to my brain 
Ima OD on the way 

Hold me all the way 
Hold me half the way 
Show me what you’ve made 
Even though it caused me pain 
You don’t care 
No I know you never did

EASETHEPAIN (prod. Rxhff)

Kota Cry