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my eighteen reason </3

<3 - 2

😴 - 5

Lyrics:

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do

When options are infinite
You're stuck in a limbo
Of stagnation and inaction
I won't forget

The times when I was
More than just another adult 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me 

Stagnation 
Kills me deep inside
It's all on me 
It's all on me 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me

They Told Me I Could Be Anything So I Became Nothing

You smoke too much pot 
I can tell that it's a lot
Burning through hash and green
Gosh, what a sorry scene
I'm concerned, know what I have seen
But you don't feel too keen

Wake up at 2pm
Toke some kush
Just need a little push
Again at ease, guess doordash again it is 
Pull up to the weed guy in my jammies
Gonna spend half my paycheck and some from grannys 
Finna fucking burn whatever is left in my brain
Can't believe you're asking me to abstain 
Don't need to greet me with a sobering kick
As you can see I'm not a dick

I'm not a dick, I'm not a dick
I'm not a dick, I'm not addicted
I can quit any time that I want
I just don't ever, ever, ever, ever ever want to

I'm not an alcoholic so get off of my back
I don't need to be lectured 
Stop coming after me, I'm not anxious I'm not crazy
Please repeat yourself because I'm a bit hazy

Yeah, call me stupid, reckless, lazy
Sorry that I'm not such a white daisy 
For you to pick on..

IMMA PULL UP TO WORK FUCKING WIPED
You don't get to say shit, this discriminatory 
IMMA BE A PAIN TO EVERYONE AROUND ME
Let me be in my permanent mental purgatory 
ABOUT FIVE EDIBLES SHOULD DO THE TRICK
AS YOU CAN SEE I'M NOT A DICK

I'm not a dick, I'm not a dick
I'm not a dick, I'm not addicted
I can quit any time that I want
I just don't ever, ever, ever, ever ever want to

I'M NOT ADDICTED

Originally by NEET

Lyrics:

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I feel like a fish up on land
Im out of control, I don’t understand
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever
I can never talk to you
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism (NEET Cover)

Maybe my favorite song by c9k, so good I had to cover it. 

Lyrics:

No I don't have an answer
To all your lonely nights
But I know this ain't it
Swiping left right left right left right
This is what we've been reduced to
Give ourselves away for free
But it only soothes the symptoms
Temporary company

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

This ain't no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
If you found happiness within you
Not inside someone else
You might say that I'm bitter
Might be correct as well
But I must pose the question
Are you happy ask yourself

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Now they're tryna figure out
Without being impolite
How to say they must be going
They got other plans tonight
They say "call when you get home
Cause that shit was really nice
We can do it anytime"
Maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
Just a Sunday afternoon
Where two lonely people met
And they licked each others wounds
It's a self sustaining cycle
Such a pitiful pursuit

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Imitation Intimacy (Cyborg9k Cover)

Stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/2kZbT5CeiMjJYxP6L9xmJP?si=1i0zQbrFRRS7yUM4SbB9cw

Lyrics:

Will you be my scene wife? 
We could be together for life
Start a nice family, just you and me
(Two that are one!)

I'll be your loving husband 
Together we will mend
All the wrongs of this world

Please take my hand
In marriage tonight 
We'll be at each other's side
Through thick 
And thin

Been waiting for you for what feels like forever
Bond so powerful even in death it won't be severed 
I'll protect your smile and do all of my duties 
(Just count on me!)

I love you more than you can imagine
(No, I love you more!)
You matter to me more than anything 
(No you matter more!)

Scenecore Wedding Song :3

leave me alone (prod by jaydes)

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:

please tell me if i ever hurt you
please kill me if i ever try 
youre my soulmate, im tryna tell you
i know it when i look in your eyes girl
i know it when i feel all the love girl
i know it when you push and i shove girl
i know it when you pulled a knife out
i know it when you cut my heart out

i promise that my minds not right
i promise that ur minds not right too
you need to eat food, cause youre in a mood
your words cut deep they leave a wound

we'll both be dead before twenty two
i hate you, i love you, my feelings move
i left you, i miss you, im dumb dude

we'll both be dead before 22

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:
the leaves are falling from the trees, the month of halloween
i've been wearing a mask though, i'm always hiding me
you should not lie to me, you always come and cry to me
but when i cry to you, you say there's something wrong with me

changes, wasted time
wasted lover of mine
zoned out, here in my mind
thinking of the girl that i like

tell me that you love me, i know you dont girl
tell me that you hate me, i know you wont though
cause we're so toxic, your eyes are hypnotic
your words cure my sickness, never boring topics
i feel like im blocked in, i dont see the logic
im an alcoholic, popping narcotics
youre so gothic, youre so exotic
all this is ironic, heal me with this chronic

u did something i cant explain to me that day - curseaugust

kouilleman