1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

hysteria

@maxrrss

(kitsu)
(x2)
theres to many people
i swear im not evil
we fight time and time again
i think i had enough
ohhhh
im tryna find a way
from u
talk like yk me
just hold me
just make me
ur one and only

(maxrrss)
i hope u think abt me
when u talk to anybody
i hope i haunt ur memory 
like ima ghost
i cant leave u alone
i wish that u would know
i want u for my own
i need u in my home
so we can be together
i want u here forever
i wish our souls would tether
u feel like sunny weather
and yk i try
i need u in my life

(kitsu)
to hold me
to break me
she knows what she did to me
she can never get it back
cause....

theres to many people
i swear im not evil
we fight time and time again
i think i had enough
ohhhh
im tryna find a way
from u
talk like yk me
just hold me
just make me
ur one and only

evil +maxrrss (joshwa)

[lyrics]
we’re walking round the fucking city
like we own the place
baby we own the place
you tell your friends that we’re just friends
but thats just not the case 
no thats just not the case

cause what am i
supposed to do
when all my skies
turned blue, for you?

(im talm bout)

i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
i think i got you out my head until 
i close my eyes
im just another guy you dont want
in the story line
i tell myself to stay away 
it happens every time
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

its complicated i can stop if you want me to 
do you want me to?
but i'd give you everything i own if you wanted me to, 
i'd do right by you
i'd play the fool for this shit
i cant put two and two together
im so stupid for this
but you make me feel like no one else
i think im losing my shit 
and when my lifes falling apart you're the glue for this shit
nothing you couldn't fix 

(im talm bout)
i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
i think i got you out my head until 
i close my eyes
im just another guy you dont want
in the story line
i tell myself to stay away 
it happens every time
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

cause what am i
supposed to do
when all my skies
turned blue, for you?

falling in love (hallow + joeboi)

mesmerized w/aftrr (cian)

yungspoiler beat

https://open.spotify.com/track/6etCzRbJ1l9hMi1X0OQSuD?si=609b87a56b0a42e7