schizo luv prod. @michael harrison

wanted to drop this a bit sooner, oopsie daisies. check out the telegram if youre interested

p.s. this song sucks assss <33

lyrics --

break me, kiss me, and remake me,
darling dont you hurt?
darling dont you hurt.
darling wont you, 
break me, kiss me, and remake me,
know i wont regret, anything at all,
just put me through the wall,
just leave me upside down.
smack me across my face,
darling, kiss me on the same
mark then, tell me how ashamed
you are to be, someone like me.

whatre you-
whatre you-
whatre you hiding for?
only girl i adore, knows that
shes worth fighting for.
know it all just too well,
sent many men down to hell,
im not one. 

darling wont you, 
break me, kiss me, and remake me,
know i wont regret, anything at all,
just put me through the wall,
just leave me upside down.
smack me across my face,
darling, kiss me on the same
mark then, tell me how ashamed-
youll tell me how ashamed 
you are to know my name,
you are to know my face.
put me in my place, darling,
cut me up i beg darling.
look me in my eyes,
look me in my eyes,
look at me.
look at me

regret (prod. everestdidthis)

wifiskeleton

Why is my heart beating fast?
Or maybe I was just entranced
Are these moments here to last?
Well she's on the move, gotta make a plan 

Keep the faith alive
Have a little hope, just give it time
Will the stars align?
Is it someday, one day?
Can you be our guide?
So it won't feel daunting
Can she share the love?
So it will find me

We'll write our names in the sand
We'll build a castle that will withstand
As the rain clouds form upon the land

Everywhere I turn
I always panic in despair
As the emotions start to flare
Can she fix me for repair?
And as our souls intertwine 
She'll deliver them with care

Do I even deserve your love?
She's always gentle as a dove
She brought me peace, always let it flow
If I wait for her, will she ever show?

Keep the faith alive
Have a little hope, just give it time
Will the stars align?
Is it someday, one day?
Can you be our guide?
So it won't feel daunting
Can she share the love?
So it will find me

We'll write our names in the sand
We'll build a castle that will withstand
As the rain clouds form upon the land

Everywhere I turn
I always panic in despair
As the emotions start to flare
Can she fix me for repair?

Hopelessly I yearn 
Patiently waiting for your return
As the desire emerge
Can she break me from this curse?

And as our souls intertwine
We can shape it by design 
The day our hearts become enshrined 

And I wonder
Will it be you and me?
Til the end

Can She Share The Love?

bite marks

https://open.spotify.com/track/1qe5pnoZDpFYngWbhrstvi?si=fdec3d9e5f8e473d

I fear a raving flame never lasts
And so with the ticking time that we have
And before we extinguish,
Let me love you

I want to thank you 
For taking the time here to wonder why I deserve you
I'll lead you, by you taking my hand in love
Oh god, I won't hurt you

Have you ever loved me before?
When you're daydreaming..
Thinking of our love?
I think I'm the nameless face in your head

And if I'm the face, then let's make it last
For as long as the time that we have 
And all the moaning and wishing for a maiden lover..
All ends if you look at me

But don't look too much
'Cause we're young and loud 
And boredom manifests into the nature of our love
And how I feel about how..

*produced by thomasp

Never Lasts

one man guild

when

paper boats

🎶 NEW SONG - ‘When will it stop?’ 🎶
Sometimes people talk - and talk... and you listen, out of politeness. But where does that leave you?
My new song tells with a wink and a touch of despair about all those moments when you say ‘Yes’ even though you're already shouting ‘Stop!’ inside.
👉 A song for everyone who is too kind to interrupt - but too honest to stay silent forever.
➡️ Listen to it - and write to me: Do you know it too?
https://youtu.be/i-QyJoB9o1w?si=sW1hQUm9czddIOBd 

🎶 NEUER SONG – "Wann hört es auf?" 🎶
Manchmal reden Menschen – und reden… und man hört zu, aus Höflichkeit. Doch wo bleibt man dabei selbst?
Mein neuer Song erzählt mit einem Augenzwinkern und einem Hauch Verzweiflung von all den Momenten, in denen man "Ja" sagt, obwohl man innerlich schon "Stopp!" ruft.
👉 Ein Song für alle, die zu freundlich sind, um zu unterbrechen – aber zu ehrlich, um ewig zu schweigen.
➡️ Hör rein – und schreib mir: Kennst du das auch?
#NeueMusik #Liedtext #SmalltalkTrauma #WannHörtEsAuf #SatireMitTiefgang

When Will It Stop?

I say nothing, just nod along,
you’re in full swing, your story’s strong.
Talking ‘bout people I’ve never met –
but I’m too polite to hit reset.
I smile and nod, it’s my disguise,
but deep inside, my patience dies.
You’re fired up, oh, here we go –
I mutter softly: „Well, whoa, whoa, whoa!“
You take that as a green-lit track,
keep talking – I can’t talk back.

Chorus:
When will it stop?
I can’t defend,
was never taught how to offend.
It never stops unless I steer –
but I permit it, year by year.

You love small talk – but yours is vast,
you’ve been to space, and every class.
You’ve danced at balls, seen every land –
I just stand still and barely stand.
I scan the room for some escape,
a tree to climb, a fire escape.
But still I nod, with helpless cheer,
you sense approval – shift a gear.
You talk even more, it’s quite the feat –
I smile while sweating in defeat.

(Repeat Chorus)

Then finally – you're about to go,
I feel relief begin to grow.
But wait – you turn and say: “One more!”
My inner self collapses to the floor.
We’re stuck again, me mute, you loud –
I’m way too nice to break the crowd.
You talk, I shrink – still locked in place,
with fake concern upon my face.

Final Chorus:
When will it stop?
I can’t defend,
was never taught how to offend.
It never stops unless I steer –
but I allow it, year by year.

Lyrics & Music by Gert Holle - 10.06.2025

when

cl4w

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