LYRICS:
i’m so stressed out 
feel it in my chest now
smoking cigarettes
tryna fit with the depressed crowd 
can’t settle for less now

no money in my pocket 
gotta watch when i’m upset now
i feel so defeated when i look at my regrets 
face it like a man, they said i’d gain upmost respect 
but i lack the subtle feeling when i’m faced with the neglect 
i hate it, so i smoke till i’m yay high out of my head 

i speak of such dread
these dreams of lying dead
they seem to be a sign
a poet’s line of my own death 
i was trying just to find
where the time had been afflicted
used to say i’m sober
now i smoke like i’m addicted 
i swore that i was finished
to all the girls who came before 
here’s all the love i rented
all the love i meant it 
i don’t hold grudges
never take life for granted 

wish i had time to speak to some of those who have descended 
i get to feeling weak, blurry eyed, high and destined,
now i feel a bit more confident in what i dressed in 
a little less stressed and, 
bullet proof vest in, 
i don’t trust these pussies, 
jordan belfort i’m invested

as a child i was reckless
anger was no stranger 
punching holes and breaking dressers
i’m often used to falling apart sorry for making messes 
ship me off maybe a calm, Jamaican setting 
i let this mess undress it
i’m sorry

was i the reason that you left?
i was on my emo shit
being all sorts of depressed
i admit i should’ve kept it in 
locked it in my head
i have my insecurities
and they currently hurting me
i deserve it preferably 
if you’d just let it be
Paul McCartney with the Höfner let the music speak 
Meechy Darko i took over while my demons weep 
you mention enemies, 
yeah i got plenty see,
keep my circle real small i don’t fuck with many,
never stood tall always considered a deadbeat,
yeah i cry real shit, 
while i sink real deep 
if only half these people knew what i wanted to be
maybe they’d be more hype about the music that i release 
i repeat, yelling FTP
laying low with Skully 
smoking weed watching MTV
i hate it 
hope we make it
shake it off
i overthink
but i don’t have an ounce of doubt
i swim until i sink

loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere

krypt king