i look away but i cant stand a world without you here
waking alone was my biggest fear

i close my eyes your still in my arms
if i were to die would it mean you no harm
i know that i lied just to cover your scars

do you ever feel as if the world is against you
the girl that i knew could never leave she would hate to
i promise ive changed who i was im more stable
~
im fucked up been here before
cant have it cant have whats yours
i ghosted shes on the floor
i woke up straight to the pour

fucked up been here before
been here before
too many times ive done this
cant think its gone ruin my stomach

im fucked up come heal me
think you know me nobody knows what im feeling
i tried to show her but she kept seeing things
i cant get involved with her feelings
lie on the floor yeah yeah

katai/trapmako - look away/heal me (prod. kurai x pyojun)

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u take things like way too far
cant love you with this cold heart
watch everything fall apart

i cant finish what i started
all these emotions i hold in regardless
dont kno the reason why i feel so heartless
dont kno the reason why i try the hardest
would i be the same if my whole life restarted

冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心(kurai)

prod me & @x9p
drums i used r in my new drumkit cop it if u want 

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im gettn high in the afterlife
i cant trust a soul even angels lie
yea im powered up with my blud red eyez
i dont even know where my heart residez...

& i know im not strong
but i still try hold on 
why does pain last so long...

afterlife (katai, kurai)

why does it feel like my heart aint here...
i wish i could  disappear..
no one told me life aint fair..

try 2 be strong but really im scared...
memories keep replaying in my head..
i dont ever listen i dont care..
i hope no one cries when im dead..

i dont have no love in my heart..
only hatred in my eyes..

let me: disappear...

prd && mxd by urs trlyy @u8u

guess my heart isnt cold enough
i shall never believe in love
i feel the hatred in my blood
protect my soul from the hidden doves

maybe i should give up
will i ever be enough
bury this pain it wont go away
bury this pain its here to stay

i feel this way i cannot change
i had to learn that you cant heal pain
i try so hard but i still stay the same

orokohanga; &&new beginnings..당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야

prod and mix me
sample & cover art from Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle 

know i have a purpose, im not thankful
didnt know the truth could be hurtful
i dont have nobody i can turn to
u dont understand what ive been through

i would k*** m***** if i had to
scars on my wrist look like tattoos
i wont eva change cause i stay true
true religion on my jeans cause i stay true

i cant change myself for nobody
got too many scars on my body
i dont wanna change for nobody
got too many scars on my body

傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡     (kurai)

prod &mix by me the main melody preset is from let me take a selfie 


i dont wanna stay where i cant hide
see the fake love with my third eye
dont wanna feel a thing so i stay high
i dont have a soul i don't deserve mine..

can u tell me why im hurtin inside 
i just want ur body right next to mine
take a look at my soul tell me what u find..

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@u8u

aroha mai, aroha atu (love received, love returned)

aroha mai, aroha atu... ft. katai (SwagMāori4twenty) #Aotearoa'z realest

katai - nights (@1ggbrl & @eqzs)

prod & mix me
#2023

cant take my eyes off u
take my time with u
heart cold but not when im with u

and u know u the baddest
earth angel u belong on a canvas
from my understanding
this love that we have they wont understand it

girl u my drug im addict
void getting bigger damn what happened
im still the same couldnt change my habits

me&u forever... (kurai)

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