i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

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aint feel like this in a while
only like me when im high
angel asked if im scared to die
nothing else to lose what do i hide

i couldnt love u so i moved on
i couldnt hold u had to let u go
drugs in my body giving me hope

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i cant trust u one more time
already heard all those lies
cant take back what you said i 
already knew i was right

u dont know why im like this
when im alone i get the highest
u dont evn know what sacrifice is
u know the truth but still hide it

sacrifice??? 犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠(kurai)

SOULZZZ ##2021mixx (kurai)

prod me & @x9p
drums i used r in my new drumkit cop it if u want 

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im gettn high in the afterlife
i cant trust a soul even angels lie
yea im powered up with my blud red eyez
i dont even know where my heart residez...

& i know im not strong
but i still try hold on 
why does pain last so long...

afterlife (katai, kurai)

updating traktrain again soon tapin 
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they wont know my name if i die rn...
theres nothing i would change if i die rn...
i dont have no love in my heart rn... 

i dont know why i cant love...
i try keep my guard up...
i cant make my mind up...
my soul feels divided...
i hold on regardless...

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lovelessSS: the beginning of the end...(kurai)

why does it feel like my heart aint here...
i wish i could  disappear..
no one told me life aint fair..

try 2 be strong but really im scared...
memories keep replaying in my head..
i dont ever listen i dont care..
i hope no one cries when im dead..

i dont have no love in my heart..
only hatred in my eyes..

let me: disappear...

prod &mixd byy urs trulyy @u8u 

rather be alone, lonely
i cant even lie, lying
girl theres nothing wrong you wyling
you wouldnt be here if i was dying

where was you when i was down and i was crying
i aint had no money my shit was declining
i look at his stats i see he declining
she is not my hoe play her like a violin

she say we soulmates i dont got no soul
she say its all fate she aint in control
i say its all fake have i ever been wrong

vvvulnerable; do you love me??왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금

prd && mxd by urs trlyy @u8u

guess my heart isnt cold enough
i shall never believe in love
i feel the hatred in my blood
protect my soul from the hidden doves

maybe i should give up
will i ever be enough
bury this pain it wont go away
bury this pain its here to stay

i feel this way i cannot change
i had to learn that you cant heal pain
i try so hard but i still stay the same

orokohanga; &&new beginnings..당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야

@u8u

aroha mai, aroha atu (love received, love returned)

aroha mai, aroha atu... ft. katai (SwagMāori4twenty) #Aotearoa'z realest

I’m tryna take you out
Take it slow like we on X or somethin
You know, I’ll take him out
There’s blood on my hands for you baby
Swear you got me in a trance
I ain’t even on shrooms baby
Baby just take my hand
We can go where ever you want
We don’t need a plan baby

Huh, we don’t need a plan
But the way we fuck
Shit get too rough
Swear to god you might just need a Plan B
It’s a party next door, she come and see me
See the way we roll, you’d think we on beans
One more drink, let’s live in the moment
O-one more drink, let’s lose control

And I love how you got this far just getting it on your own
I ain’t ever met no one like you, I’m tryna see what you on
You got me feeling some typa way
Every time you hit my phone
You got me feeling some typa way
Like I can’t leave you alone

I’m tryna take you out
Take it slow like we on X or somethin
You know, I’ll take him out
There’s blood on my hands for you baby
Swear you got me in a trance
I ain’t even on shrooms baby
Baby just take my hand
We can go where ever you want
We don’t need a plan baby