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lyrics:
I could’ve called you, even if i would
I would’ve had you, it would backfire
Nothing will make sense, long as i live
Getting little tired, imma head home
Feeling so stressed out, brain is on fire
Where's the “love me”, where is that heart
Losing emotion, breaking like glass
And i’m so broken, nothing to fix

Too late to stop me, even if i could
I would’ve loved me, bet you never would
Dousing the fire, with the kerosine
All that is trusting, burns away to ash
I don’t wanna love you, i can’t help it
You were a mind freak, playing these games
It was so trusting, knowing it’s a lie
And i’ll just sleep now, in my coffin

mindfreak. [+ 02ashes]

featuring https://soundcloud.com/kurama_sd & https://soundcloud.com/wtchmesuffer
prod. https://soundcloud.com/heysavvy

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

falling down 
without a sound
turn around
i won't allow
'less you vow
i can't live without
the comfort that I used to have in this house
i remember time we spent in my room
held you in my arms and i swear thought it was true
then you left me and i felt that that was kind of rude
and to this day i still feel really confused

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

yeah i’m falling down i don’t wanna flaunt it 
see me come around i know what you want yeah 
a little honesty is all that i asked for 
but you went out the back door 
tried to save it but what for? 
you know i trusted you with all i had 
i tried to cut the ties 
but i can’t seem to get you out my head 
sleep in a lonely bed
i know u want me dead 
but i cant change the end

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

Spotify

falling down w/ kurama sd & suffer (savvy)

giving my all still wasnt enough,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. idly blare -+-
(lyrics)
i been lost again
these thoughts theyre freezing my brain
and the mirror is a portal to take me away
are you gone again?
always when i need you the most
can i call a friend?
or will they all be gone now

what did it really mean?
when you left here from my life,
why is this happening?
tearing me from the inside.
can we restart again?
oh how ive messed up this time
was that my final chance?
i guess youre gone for good now.

and now youre gone for good,
always thought that i am the worst
and its been killing me,
when you speak bad to your friends
i am sorry,
i was never the best
i was trying hard,
i really gave you my all.

made 7/7/2022

what did it really mean anyway (idly blare)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @auby4rc
Written by: Kurama SD, JoshIGuess, & auby
Produced by: moneo 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & auby
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Farewell to u 
Goodbye to me 
All the things I couldn't be
(I couldn't be)
Passing by in spring 
Strings cut to easy
(Too easy) 
u never needed me
I need time to breathe 
Lost my mind instead 
But I still miss the time we had 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I'll miss you
I'm waiting for you still
(Still)
Remember last year
I was crying tears 
So farewell to you
And everyone around here 
Your eyes were beautiful
Like fireworks

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
(On the 4th of July)
You had stayed home
We were making out on the couch
Nowadays I just wish you're in the ground
But I found a way to live life 
So I guess it's farewell
They say they don't care 
Well fuck yeah I can tell
Don't got much left to look forward to 
It's just another day 
Where the homies are ignoring you
I'm done with all this drama talk
And everyone Drifting away
(Fuck it I just might move out too)

[Chorus: auby]
I made the bed that i lay in
Please take my hand and say you're staying
If you're gone, I won't get over it
Say farewell to my innocence

I take back the words i said that night
I'm sorry
I'll miss you
don't leave me
I love you
Please hold me

Farewell w/ JoshIGuess & auby (Prod. Moneo)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

she dont love me anymore
at least thats what i think
cuz i'm not the same anymore
idk if she's okay with this

you say what i did is atrocious i don't remember a thing
i wonder if one day we can start it all over again

oh girl u know i'd like it if you could give me a chance
but i don't care
i'm good on my own
i need me some time to work on myself

gimme the face
or gimme a hug
i just need a fix i don't really need u
i don't got no feels
i'll jump down the hill
but before i'll see if you can get back with me

J'ressens pas grand chose mais c'est sympa d'être à tes côtés
(I don't feel much but its good being by your side)
Me demande pas c'que j'pense certaines questions seront sautées
(don't ask me what i think, some questions won't get answers)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

give me a chance ft. noxiousnights (mackk)

Featuring: @failure404
Written by: Kurama SD & epitomeoffailure 
Produced by: @sorrow_bringer
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & epitomeoffailure
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Horimiya (Anime)

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I don't need you
I don't want you
I don't care
It's not fair

[Post-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Give me a time
Give me a sign
Give me a rhyme
Give me some time
Give me a rhyme
Give me a sign

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Fuck I'm so pissed at you
I don't know what to do
I can't make no fucking stacks
Cause I'm broke as a bitch
I can't get what I want anymore ya ya ya

[Interlude: Kurama SD]
Someday's I just don't know where I belong in this fucking world
Because everybody fucking makes me feel like shit
I get angry, I get pissed
I don't know where I'm supposed to be
What I'm supposed to do
I guess that's all

[Chorus 2: epitomeoffailure]
walking through the forest
i’m not sure where i live
see the trees before us
reflecting from your iris
it’s so clear to me
that you don’t know where we’re going
cause you lie (you lie)

[Post-Chorus: epitomeoffailure]
and that’s fine
cause when i look into your eyes
i know (i know)
that you’ve been wasting my time

[Verse 2: epitomeoffailure]
nothing stays the same
and i already knew that
I've always been blamed
for problems on top of your back
but this is where it ends
you are not my friend
you are not my friend

It's Not Fair w/ epitomeoffailure (Prod. sorrow bringer)

Psychosis w/ Hoepless + Procaine + Shilo [heyylotus]

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fblB2JBzh_I
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & angelsofsorrows 
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows 
Artwork link: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/re-zero-emilia-halloween-2016-cape-witch-witch-s-broom-wallpaper-palcd

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I guess you're gone 
It's my fault in the first place
For thinking somebody would stay around
But that was just high school I guess 
Just people always leaving me for 
Someone that was better 

[Chorus]
I feel so empty 
I feel kinda safe
Somebody come get me 
I feel kinda safe

[Verse 1]
I never thought I would lose myself 
I don't want no fucking wealth 
I loved u that's how I felt 
But I know nothing about u
Wish I wasn't too 
Hung up on the past 
Time moving fast 
I just might crash 
might crash

[Reserved Bridge]

[Chorus]
I feel so empty 
I feel kinda safe
Somebody come get me 
I feel kinda safe

[Verse 2]
Taking breaks all the time 
To ease my mind 
Losing sunshine 
I don't mind the rain
Cause each day is just the same
I decay in my room 
It sucks but its true
Just don't lose 
Just don't consume nothing bad
Nothing bad 

[Bridge]
I reminisce on 
The times we had
Wonder what's new with you

[Outro]
I miss you still 
I wish you were
by my side 
by my side

Hung Up On The Past (Prod. Boyfifty)

august cover (splashgvng)-safeatlast

PROD MOUTHGUARD
GUITAR BY MOUTHGUARD
MIXED BY MOUTHGUARD + NINA EXE
MASTERED BY NINA EXE

Mouthguard - FREAKS (ft. 6arelyhuman, JoshIGuess, D34D)

Written by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Produced by: Papapedro Beats
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: PixAi
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Yeah it's Christmas morning 
Fuck up on the fucking rain pouring 
Just wanna get my presents fuck yo presence 
Don't want no one but myself bitch 
It's Christmas so do your best 
To give instead of take 
Like it's thanksgiving 
Nobody wanna be themselves nowadays 
Just wanna get paid then steal from the weak

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line
But just know you'll find your way

[Bridge: JoshIGuess]
You'll find your way, you'll find your way
I pull up in Santa's sleigh 
The way you gon treat me today
Better watch my fucking weight

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
Sweetie making sweets that's so sweet
Then the sweet in the sheets i'm complete
Hehe, eat the pussy
Sitting through the night like it's milk and cookies
Binging all of these christmas movies once again

The laptop i'm making this with 
It's getting more fucked up by the day
Got it for Christmas 9 years ago ayy
I'm lucky that it's actually working 
Song in process for a year you fans are deserving this

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

Holidays W/ JoshIGuess  (Prod. Papapedro Beats)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @akiradoves
Written by: Phantom Eclipse, JoshIGuess, AkiraDoves 
Produced by: Grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Mengo Yokoyari
Artwork edited by: Phantom Eclipse 
 
[Intro: Phantom Eclipse]
Putting my emotions on display
I survey the coming storm
To the vultures I'm just prey 
Wish this regret would go away 

[Bridge: Phantom Eclipse]
But somehow
I will find my way

[Verse 1: JoshIGuess]
I've been lost and I've been trapped
And I've been gone it's on your behalf
And all of your friends try to follow your steps
But that couldn't be any more incorrect
I feel like I'm on a time lapse
You act too cold and I get sidetracked

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(I know you miss me but I'm gone)

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
But i'm gone wasting your time
It's always gotta be you
& now you're always coming back
When will you
Just let me go

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(SNOW!!!!)

I've Become Cold W/ JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves (Prod. Grayskies)

##destroyed-me

Snowstorm JoshIguess Ft HoosWrld

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
cover by me (D34D)
produced by Artixan

Lyrics:
D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

Josh:
I'm destroying the whole universe
Cus I already rule this world
Matter fact I am out of it
Just like yo girl, she dance and twirl
And she always getting turnt
But I'm always feeling burnt
Cus she always want things the same
But who am I to blame?
When all of my verses always turn into flames
Bitch I'm insane
Bitch this is a rave not a dance ball
Bitch this a fireball no alcohol
Let's get fucked up to the sounds hitting off the walls
Pin you against the wall I know you like that
Call from your homegirls I'll hit em right back
Stay on hold cus I got you on the irl ima be hitting it like

D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

D34D x JoshIGuess - BEAUTY!

Out Here

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

Farewell w/ JoshIGuess & auby (Prod. Moneo)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

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