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still a masterpiece such a eerie but peaceful and beautiful vibe with really unique vocals

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: emptychest
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Re zero: Starting from another world (anime)

[Sample: Re-zero Saburu's speech]
Did you just say what I thought you said
"Sabaru your shaking"
Don't give me that crap
There's nothing easy about giving up
Nothing!
You think I'm just doing nothing
Thinking about nothing 
Cutting myself off from everything
Throwing my entire life away
Leaving every last thing I know
And care about behind
And that's all it took for me to call it quit's
That's a lie
It was never that easy for me
It was so much easier for me to go on thinking 
That there was something I could do
To make a real difference 
But I know now that there's nothing I can do
There's no way out
Understand!
The only path everything leads to is 
Giving up!
If I could do something 
then I'd do it 
I swear that I would 
You don't know what your talking about
I have given up
Caring at all was impossible from the very start 
My hands were so small that it all slipped through my fingers
Leaving nothing behind

[Intro]
I make my own path
Everybody talks trash
Everyone walks around
Hoping one day to be found
But I know one day I'll be found
(Don't give up)
Don't give up

[Verse]
I've never won a single battle 
I try to mingle but they take from u 
Take me away to the moon 
I'm sick of the walls in this room 
I wasn't born with no silver spoon 

[Pre-Chorus]
Nobody left 
Nobody here 
On my own again 

[Chorus]
Nothing left to say
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to do
Nothing left to say

I Make My Own Path (Prod. emptychest)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]
holding onto you is what i need i don't wanna spend time listening everytime we fight and you're always crying oh why feel your touch i want you tonight i don't know where you are quit hiding from me 

don't know where you're going i keep calling your phone pick up the call before i lose tone oh i apologize

i don't know whats going on i feel so dead inside all i see is black and white no longer I'm alive 

holding onto you is what i need i don't wanna spend time listening everytime we fight and you're always crying oh why feel your touch i want you tonight i don't know where you are quit hiding from me

i can't escape from all of this pain just take me away far away from this place x2 you treated me so bad i didn't take you back i know that I'm a mess but baby can you wait for me 

goodbye (nevrfall)

prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

meet me in michigan..

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
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Lyrics
(hoepless)
she said i think i'm over u
so take away my breath
i'm tyna figure out how i can kill u 
without hurting my head

taking xans taking handfuls of meds
u wanna know how we ended up friends
i'm smoking gas in the back of the benz
i run away from my problem no end

ur like the match and i'm like the gasoline 
i drink a whole bottle of whiskey before i leave
i'm smoking weed taking acid popping hella beans
u fucking with another guy like what the fuck u mean

(akiradoves)
how am i supposed to be
when i see all these vivid dreams
i don't care too much to find out why
i just noticed that ur not here

i'm doing nothing ur doing something 
i'm seeing no point in us so why we fucking 
and are we just friends it's hard to fucking tell
can you tell me now if you love me now

this is not suppose to happen 
tell me lies and than move on 
finding out ur all i got
i wish things could change for us

and ima dropout 
now i'm doing LSD at my friends house
and i don't even care how the fuck u shut me down
the way ur crawling fucking back how u love me now 
u love me now 
think too much in this 
i'm just hoping u are certain of it 
when you tell me lies and than move on 

you need me 
i want you 
you need me 
i need you

spotify

vivid dreams w/ hoepless (siem spark)

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@kuriositylol
@emptychest

War w/ 1fern, NAVYXOWER, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

beat prod by: dercept x jang0
written and performed by: popularreject x kennedyxoxo
insta: @rejectvswrld & @kndyxoxo

funny kid + kennedyxoxo (p. dercept x jang0)

worry 'bout urself w/Bmurph [+gaxillic]

seejay stinks and sent the open to too many people so here's the other version

seejayxo x kenny orlando - "moonlight" LEAK

pre-save this song on spotify! it helps a ton ! <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/gtf-away-from-me-feat-onlyfriend

@onlyfriendyeah
prod. metlast

(kanashi)
i been down bad, bad
a panic attack away from living out a backpack
yes, im high af you aint even gotta ask that
ppl say they love me but i know they be lying
brain explodes every time you fuckin imply it
and i dont wanna hear that shit
no no, i never had a truthful friend
and thats the end of it

yeah i dig myself to the depths again
question my very existence
and this pain up in my head
it paints my thoughts a shade of red

this existence, yeah you know its fuckin narcissistic 
cuz i only exist to hurt
a trail of dead bodies left in the dirt

and i leave pain in my wake
every single word that leaves my brain...
so full of vindication...pushing them away...

(onlyfriend)
feels like i been this way from the start
just keep your distance as i fall apart
get it off of my chest
hard to breathe through this stress
every word that they say
platitudes and charades

because hell is other people, if not myself
i don't wanna fuck with anyone else
and there's nothing you can say to change it

gtf away from me w/ onlyfriend [+metlast]

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

I Make My Own Path (Prod. emptychest)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

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