Featuring @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD & JoshIGuess
Produced by: lathan
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows
 
[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
shawty hit up my phone like hi
she be like can you stay another night
but you know that i had to deny
cus you know that i'm too occupied
i waited one second now you're gone
and i thought that you had 0 flaws
i had to set my life on pause
did this song with kurama

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I was Surprised 
Because u cared
I couldn't help but stare 
I wouldn't dare
Say how I felt
the damage they've dealt
Won't ever melt away
Walking miles for a day
How you say my name
Makes me feel safe 
I finally feel okay 

[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
shawty hit up my phone like hi
she be like can you stay another night
but you know that i had to deny
cus you know that i'm too occupied
i waited one second now you're gone
and i thought that you had 0 flaws
i had to set my life on pause
did this song with kurama

[Post-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Wasted my life at home
Made old songs on my phone
Walking through the halls alone 
All these feelings I own 

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
My apologies are long overdue 
Always feeling like I lose 
But not when I'm with u
Putting on my shoes 
It's time I get out my room 
Staring up at the moon
(At the moon) 
The sky is navy blue 
Maybe I found something new
(Something new)

[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
shawty hit up my phone like hi
she be like can you stay another night
but you know that i had to deny
cus you know that i'm too occupied
i waited one second now you're gone
and i thought that you had 0 flaws
i had to set my life on pause
did this song with kurama

Spotify

Life On Pause w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. lathan)

Bob's Bazaar Bizarre prod by ERROR.MP3

9TAILS - arctic eyes (cover)

(prod. jolst)
feat @notcursed

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

we can stare at the stars
even when we're apart
you know its just us
my heads been at war
let me pull you close
for this noise to stop
coz ive been hurt myself
paranoid its hell
and i never needed no help
coz your what helps
i feel so selfish

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you 

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

(not cursed)

Wish i could stay
And even though we’re miles away
I miss the days
You helped me through your pain
But now i’m too far out
Baby don't you even doubt
I still want you forever
I could never be without
Missing the way, you smile at my face
Brighten up my day, but now i have to wait
To see you, counting down the days till it'll be true
I’m waiting too long
Being away from you for this long, it feels so wrong
By my side is where you should be, that's where you belong
Need you everyday
I’m thinking of ways, to reach you

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

stay (w/ notcursed) (jolst)

lyricz
Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

Confidence aint the highest
But boy im feeling the flyest
Best fit here, these motherfuckers aint trying
Designer mixed with the thrift find, double downed to the riptide,
Boy you falling on slipslide, rearrange ur thoughts see the flipside
With a womens 19th century watch see my wrist shrine
You might think u fly, but u aint coming close this time

Running through a field, saddle me up a horse
I be at max caliber srt4 of course
Or a dodge neon, i dont want a porsche
My drip cause a flood, yeah u might an oar

Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

GLASSHALFFULL [prod.  ETERNETY x inuyasha]

prod. @alivetonight

amazing prod and vocalist <3

lyrics: (shoutout to @kurama_sd for putting my lyrics in the description)

[Verse]
This isn't what I signed up for 
I act like I'm fine 
But inside I'm losing my mind
Hello there
I'm a lonely soul 
With no where to go
I don't know my own future 
What am I doing here I don't know 
I thought I had everything I want
But I still feel empty 
I still feel sad 
I try to rest at night 
But I fail at like everything I do
And I just can't get out of my head 
Not even for one moment 
(Not even for one moment)

[Outro]
And No one knows 
and no one knows 
and no one will ever know 
All I have is my songs
(All i have is my song-)

this isn't what i signed up for :( (prod. alivetonight)

baby don't leave
you own me 
you own me

i keep seeing shapes in the corner of my room now
i don't feel okay, im not a bitch so i won't back down
girl we're young
girl we're young
yeah i know 
but im fucked
in the head
my vision slowed
when i walk in, no one ever fucking knows
day n night
everynight 
im dying slow
i don't mind
smoke a blunt
watch me choke 
alright,rewind
i need you home
blue eyes
my arms
tight rope

bitch im never going back
i can't even smoke a pack
anxiety fucks my head
keep thinking i'll have a heart attack

i can't even drink so im dying with no comfort 
she don't wanna link so im dying in my converse 
pick me up, let me in, take me home
i hate this view i call my own

baby don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

i don't even know whats fucking real
i can't even tell whats fuckin real
shell of who i once was
im just a shell of who i once was
i won't sip it till i see the seal
i will pop that pill if it's real
i am just a shell of who i once was
i don't even know who i once was 


when will this feeling fucking end?
they don't even notice what i said
if you point the gun i won't run
if you point the gun i won't run
i don't even care anymore
i just throw up on the rug then i sleep on the floor so
bed sweats every night when i wake up 
im soaking in the sheets with my own blood

baby 
don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

You own me :( (Prod.stillvanishing)

Connections v2 w/ HeyLee Manzeron (prod teddyboi)

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

Life On Pause w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. lathan)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)