fun fact i recorded this during my last couple days of being sick to meet the deadline for the album. made sure to give it my all despite how i felt

Artwork by: TheDinkMaster 
Written by: Kurama SD, AkiraDoves, JoshIguess, l y p i, Kezadadarkbringer & JustANPC
Produced by: Nevrfall, Rizi, Fantom, afterlife, Idealism, spalshgvng, emptychest, irby, Boyfifty, Kndey, Starbeats, AMPROD, Riddickxbeats,& Eric Godlow
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves, JoshIguess, Darth Rose, & TheDinkMaster

This is My 1st Official Album/actually mixed and mastered album set to release Early 2022

It has had so many setbacks from my laziness, to personal issues, and losing Motivation

I described this album as “A journey from a broken self hating kid to a self confident focused man” but I feel like it’s more of an album about
“Becoming an adult and learning about what it means to be one and learning that you have to be yourself and learn to accept you will lose people on that journey but You will be fine take the time to become better as a person you will make it just stay strong and don’t give up”

For The Better

Bloodsport prod. by Wyshmaster Beats

Grinch Mask (Xo Album)

Written by: Kurama SD 
Chorus lyrics by: 9tails
Prod by: Idealism 
Mixed by: Darth Rose 
Mastered by: Bandlab
Artwork from: sword art online

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it 
2x

[Verse]
Its been years since I felt connected to family 
Nobody agrees with the person I want to be
Flaunt it all but you'll never escape your wrong deeds 
Plenty offered me weed 
But I would never concede 
Cause I never wanted it to change me
I was never a big spender 
Was always the type to stay inside with a sweater 
Always liked the cold weather 
Gave me a reason to get better 
Even though it never lasted forever
Losing all self composer 
All my monsters are getting closer 
I'll never get closure 
Don't know if this is nature or nurture
On the keyboard with the cursor 
Feeling cold on these late December nights 
Tryna get everything right 
Even in the dark of night there's always light 

[Pre-Chorus]
There's always light 
Always light
Just know there's always light 

[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it

[Outro] 
It really was but 
Now it's faded away I guess

December (prod. idealism) [9TAILS - Christmas Party Remix]

Go stream Love. Lust. Lost The project out now on all platforms! make sure you show love if you want more projects from idkkahari this year and for years to come! This album is a gift from idkkahari to you on his birthday!

INSANE! (prod. Zeldris)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Afterlife 
Mixed by: JoshIguess 
Mastered by: JoshIguess 
Artwork by: Archibald White 

[Intro: Sample from Tokyo Ghoul]
Rize:
Learn the lesson that your mother couldn't seem to grasp
That sometimes to protect one thing you have to have the resolve to let go of another 
But you are not weak like she was You have the power to break this chain of grief 

Kaneki:
Anyone who tries to take them from me will get no mercy 

Rize: 
But what if your decision ends up being the wrong one in the end 

kaneki:
That won't happen because I'm not wrong what's wrong is this messed up world 

[Chorus]
Break me 
Take me 
Tell me that you hate me
(repeats 4 times)

[Verse]
Losing my grip as you come near 
Try to overcome my fear
But it’s always near
I see the glare of your scope 
I’ll pay a ticket to the fair just tryna cope 
Losing hope 
Ain’t no smoking no dope 
Thinking of my choices 
Hearing all these voices 
From this hell 
Cast me away ain’t no spell

[Verse]
Losing my grip as you come near 
Try to overcome my fear
But it’s always near
I see the glare of your scope 
I’ll pay a ticket to the fair just tryna cope 
Losing hope 
Ain’t no smoking no dope 
Thinking of my choices 
Hearing all these voices 
From this hell 

[Chorus]
Break me 
Take me 
Tell me that you hate me
I’m so sorry 
Woke up feeling groggy 
You don’t know me
(repeats 3 times)

[Post-Chorus]
You don't know me
You don't know me
You don't know me do you?

[Outro]
My life feels like a game
Now it's fallen into your hands
I don't know what to do with it
But you control me 
I'm so sorry
But I hate it too
Hate it too

Tell Me That You Hate Me (Prod. afterlife)

Featuring: @akiradoves
Written by: Kurama SD & AkiraDoves
Produced by: Fantom 
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
Why do I think like this
Crying about having no bliss
Sighing after every miss
Finding the pieces but they never fit
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Everytime I think of the things I do
I realize how much I hurt you
I don’t deserve you
I just want to stick like glue
But my plans never fall through 
I'ma call you
why people gotta doubt you
 
[Chorus: Kurama SD & AkiraDoves] 
Why do I think like this
(Why do I think like this)
Crying about having no bliss
(No bliss)
Sighing after every miss
(Miss)
Finding the pieces but they never fit
(Fit)
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
What the fuck is wrong with me
You did this oh I can't believe 
Everyday feels just the same 
Walk around
Crying on my on my bed does it matter
Hitting on my phone what's your after 
No way  to call me 
No one calls me cause I'm lonely 
Said what I said 
Enough what I said 
You tell me to my face 
Why you despise me 
Losing time 
oh oh why 

[Chorus: AkiraDoves]
Why do I think like this 
Having no bliss 
It can't be fixed 
Why do I think like this 
Having no bliss 
I can't be fixed

[Post-Chorus: AkiraDoves]
Why do you think all the time 
Spend time with me 
We're losing time time

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Why do I think like this
Crying about having no bliss
Sighing after every miss
Finding the pieces but they never fit
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

Whats Wrong With Me w/ AkiraDoves (Prod. Fantom)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Rizi
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork by: Me

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Losing all my sanity
Because no one could’ve handled me

[Verse 1]
I never saw the light and that why I could never fly
I think I aimed to high
Why did I even try to scream
My voice never seems to reach anyone
I can’t have any fun when I’m not sane
But, I’m the one to blame

[Chorus]
I’m the one to blame
I’m the One To Blame
I’M THE ONE TO BLAME

[Verse 2]
Did you even see what we could be
I’ve never felt free
I’m not about to fall to my knees
Cause you never needed me
You tried to plead with me
But, the other side is all that I could see
So don’t even bother
You were just another robber
That I place in that roster
No matter what it cost ya
All the sadness that you could foster
And I’m still the one to blame

[Chorus]
I’m the one to blame
I’m the One To Blame
I’M THE ONE TO BLAME

[Verse 3]
I’m sorry but, I’m leaving
You behind
Because I’m done receiving
All this damage
It has left me bleeding
I don’t want to shout
So all I can say is bye to you cause I’m out
Hope you have a good life
But, I’m done so bye

The One To Blame (Prod. Rizi)

Killa Vanilla - DIFFERENT FT Mrs.Vanilla

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Nevrfall
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: TheDinkmaster 

Lyrics:
[Intro]
No one holds hope
cause the future is static
I had heard love is like magic
But love couldn't fix
Something like it's so tragic

[Chorus]
Everytime you see yourself you frown
You never come around
It’s sad cause you never make a sound
I know you wanna break down
I know you wanna break down
I know you wanna break down
Every time you frown

[Verse 1]
Saw the puddle on the ground
All this rain got me feelin down
I don’t care if they come around
Cause I found that Life is like a puddle
Here today and gone tomorrow
Here today and gone tomorrow
It's all like a puddle

[Chorus: Anti SD]
When you see yourself you frown
You never come around
you never make a sound
you wanna break down
you never make a sound
you wanna break down
you wanna break down

[Verse 2]
The way you try to convince yourself
You realize you need help
These are the cards you’re dealt
All these emotions that you’ve felt
Say you need me there
I got's you
Let me know if you need me
I’m here and that’s true

Breaking Down (Prod. Nevrfall)

featuring: @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Naruto (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I wanna know why
I'm only human 
I wanna Know why
I’m losing people
I’m not wise 
I’ll break the ties 
But it might end in my demise 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I’m only human 
But I hate it with a passion 
No Sewerperson 
No way of knowing 
No way of learning 
I’m only human 

[Verse 2: JoshIguess]
Still think it's for the better 
We left it in December
Nothing makes sense
there's no reason to remember
Said you were special, but you're the one to blame
Breaking down inside this room and I'll never feel the same
Clocks tick slow, wonder what's wrong with me,
Imagine that for days red is only what you see
Wish I could erase this, but I'm only human,
Better off numb but im no sewerperson

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I’m only human 
But I hate it with a passion 
No Sewerperson 
No way of knowing 
No way of learning 
I’m only human x3

Only Human (feat. JoshIGuess)

i’m at a funeral

You know how certain foods taste better with certain wines? And how really snobby wine people take pride in shoving their noses in the air while discussing different types of grapes and processes of fermentation? Well, "Knobody's" take pride in shoving our noses into dank clouds of smoke while discussing different types of highs and levels of THC. We also happen to know how certain songs just sound better after you’ve smoked a certain strain of weed. Here is your anthem for the whip(Vehicle)! This a vibe you could ride and HOT BOX!
Mix: @kuku4life
Beat Prod: @NugLifeproductions

Hot Boxin

im feeling overlywaved
im not, im not the same
shits changed, im realising
all the fake, like whats it take?
just take another so i cant feel my face
i been in a daze for days

i been, i been lost inside a maze
look up, look up at the stars
look how they fall in place
wish i, wish i was outter-space
but im just outta-breath
its breathtaking take another
now im feeling like the best

lonely, lonely in the mix
but 30s still my friends
OD, overdoing it
my sprite dirty again
hold me, hold me close
and dont let go until the end
i wanna see u in the light
just as long as it aint red

i wish, i wish i never had to get out of my bed
i’d do, i’d do anything to get u out my head
im like, im like an open text im only seeing red
cuz im, im not worthy yet take percocets instead

<3

Look Up (erra)

I Will Always Love You

Get away - yksae

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

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