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Written by: Kurama SD
Prod by: emptychest
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 

Instrumental Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQ9E2iYPHyc

My Socials:
AudioMack: https://audiomack.com/artist/ghost-sd 
Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/kurama_sd/

emptychest socials: I copied and pasted the social links thanks for the amazing instrumental go check them out
ıllıllı 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓭 ıllıllı : ｡❈🌌https://soundcloud.com/user-450829837🌌❈｡​
🍬  🎀  𝒯𝓌𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇  🎀  🍬 : @𝒶𝓈𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓁𝓈𝓊𝒻𝒻𝓇𝒶𝑔𝑒
:･ﾟ  🎀  𝐼𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶  🎀  ﾟ･: : @𝑒𝓂𝓅𝓉𝓎𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉𝟫𝟣𝟩
Lyrics:
[Intro]
You ever get that feeling where you just
Don’t know where you are? or Who you are?
But you just feel fake because of everything that’s going on around you
I don’t know

[Verse 1]
I got anime hair that fucking drip
Grab that water and take a sip
Tryna run but you fucking slip
I'm not equip to deal with this
Everyone say I'm a bitch
But she's a witch
Tell you a secret then you go and snitch
(Why did you snitch?)
I just wish I didn't feel so fake
Losing myself in the fakeness around me
Chilling with the people that used to clown me
I’m supposed to have found me 
But, Nobody has a damn clue about me
The world is such a sight to see 
Somedays I wonder is this who I might be
The thunder lead me off course 
they’ll plunder right through you with force
Then take the key to the north
Leaving me all alone without remorse
(No Remorse No Remorse No Remorse)

[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel fake
Every time I remember you I feel a shake
It feel like an earthquake hit
Everytime I fucking wake up

[Outro]
Every time I wake up 
I feel a shake 
I don’t wanna feel fake

Feeling Fake (Prod. Emptychest)

Produced by: Riddickxbeats
Mixed by: Darth Rose
Mastered by: Bandlab 
Artwork from: Assassination Classroom the anime

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]: Kazo
not needed but needy
But it bares repeating.
Clearly victory is what we eating
Pass the plate a beast when feasting
I'm overheating 
Ceased to be what happened me
in the deep, and I'm overthinking
Mentally a different person
Am I still worth keeping 
Is the question that keeps on burning.
Everything sight on the surface.
Below that is a great ocean 
With all my pain and sadness floating 
I'll never go in


[Pre-chorus]: Kazo
Looked at all my sins I do don't lie
Karma came to me at the dead night 
With a bloody knife was terrified.
Gave me a curse now I hold tight

[Chorus]: Kazo 
Should have stayed on karma's, good side.
I have no lover now cause, she died
Think this some type joke? This is real life
Jailed in regrets, am not free now
Made many mistakes, not proud 
Have not many friends, they all gone
Buried my memories so they don't hurt me
Don't care what you think I'll keep moving

[Verse 2]: Kurama SD
Kurama gonna do his best 
Even if all he feels is stress 
staying humble cause I'm blessed 
Praying while wondering what's next 
Raking in dough and getting success 
But, I still pay my respects 
Feeling a rope around your neck 
You’re bound to end up a wreck
It’s not that complex just help yourself
And Fuck all the bullshit you flexed about
Stuck alone eating lunch
I got that one punch 
I don’t give a fuck 
Everything is just luck
So you better stand the fuck up
Stand the fuck up 
Stand the fuck up
Don’t give up
Don’t give up

[Pre-Chorus]:Kurama SD
You should deal with your trauma 
Even though I’ve changed form like water

[Chorus]:Kurama SD
Smile while suffering from trauma 
Foil me but you still cause drama 
soil covers me with a stone named kurama 
Oil fills the sea seems like my karma 
Feels like my karma
Karma Karma Karma Karma
Karma took Kurama 
Karma took Kurama 
He’s gone

Karma w/ KazèDaDarkBringer (Prod. Riddickxbeats)

Written by: Kurama SD 
Chorus lyrics by: 9tails
Prod by: Idealism 
Mixed by: Darth Rose 
Mastered by: Bandlab
Artwork from: sword art online

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it 
2x

[Verse]
Its been years since I felt connected to family 
Nobody agrees with the person I want to be
Flaunt it all but you'll never escape your wrong deeds 
Plenty offered me weed 
But I would never concede 
Cause I never wanted it to change me
I was never a big spender 
Was always the type to stay inside with a sweater 
Always liked the cold weather 
Gave me a reason to get better 
Even though it never lasted forever
Losing all self composer 
All my monsters are getting closer 
I'll never get closure 
Don't know if this is nature or nurture
On the keyboard with the cursor 
Feeling cold on these late December nights 
Tryna get everything right 
Even in the dark of night there's always light 

[Pre-Chorus]
There's always light 
Always light
Just know there's always light 

[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it

[Outro] 
It really was but 
Now it's faded away I guess

December (prod. idealism) [9TAILS - Christmas Party Remix]

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Afterlife 
Mixed by: JoshIguess 
Mastered by: JoshIguess 
Artwork by: Archibald White 

[Intro: Sample from Tokyo Ghoul]
Rize:
Learn the lesson that your mother couldn't seem to grasp
That sometimes to protect one thing you have to have the resolve to let go of another 
But you are not weak like she was You have the power to break this chain of grief 

Kaneki:
Anyone who tries to take them from me will get no mercy 

Rize: 
But what if your decision ends up being the wrong one in the end 

kaneki:
That won't happen because I'm not wrong what's wrong is this messed up world 

[Chorus]
Break me 
Take me 
Tell me that you hate me
(repeats 4 times)

[Verse]
Losing my grip as you come near 
Try to overcome my fear
But it’s always near
I see the glare of your scope 
I’ll pay a ticket to the fair just tryna cope 
Losing hope 
Ain’t no smoking no dope 
Thinking of my choices 
Hearing all these voices 
From this hell 
Cast me away ain’t no spell

[Verse]
Losing my grip as you come near 
Try to overcome my fear
But it’s always near
I see the glare of your scope 
I’ll pay a ticket to the fair just tryna cope 
Losing hope 
Ain’t no smoking no dope 
Thinking of my choices 
Hearing all these voices 
From this hell 

[Chorus]
Break me 
Take me 
Tell me that you hate me
I’m so sorry 
Woke up feeling groggy 
You don’t know me
(repeats 3 times)

[Post-Chorus]
You don't know me
You don't know me
You don't know me do you?

[Outro]
My life feels like a game
Now it's fallen into your hands
I don't know what to do with it
But you control me 
I'm so sorry
But I hate it too
Hate it too

Tell Me That You Hate Me (Prod. afterlife)

Featuring: @akiradoves
Written by: Kurama SD & AkiraDoves
Produced by: Fantom 
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
Why do I think like this
Crying about having no bliss
Sighing after every miss
Finding the pieces but they never fit
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Everytime I think of the things I do
I realize how much I hurt you
I don’t deserve you
I just want to stick like glue
But my plans never fall through 
I'ma call you
why people gotta doubt you
 
[Chorus: Kurama SD & AkiraDoves] 
Why do I think like this
(Why do I think like this)
Crying about having no bliss
(No bliss)
Sighing after every miss
(Miss)
Finding the pieces but they never fit
(Fit)
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
What the fuck is wrong with me
You did this oh I can't believe 
Everyday feels just the same 
Walk around
Crying on my on my bed does it matter
Hitting on my phone what's your after 
No way  to call me 
No one calls me cause I'm lonely 
Said what I said 
Enough what I said 
You tell me to my face 
Why you despise me 
Losing time 
oh oh why 

[Chorus: AkiraDoves]
Why do I think like this 
Having no bliss 
It can't be fixed 
Why do I think like this 
Having no bliss 
I can't be fixed

[Post-Chorus: AkiraDoves]
Why do you think all the time 
Spend time with me 
We're losing time time

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Why do I think like this
Crying about having no bliss
Sighing after every miss
Finding the pieces but they never fit
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

Whats Wrong With Me w/ AkiraDoves (Prod. Fantom)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Rizi
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork by: Me

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Losing all my sanity
Because no one could’ve handled me

[Verse 1]
I never saw the light and that why I could never fly
I think I aimed to high
Why did I even try to scream
My voice never seems to reach anyone
I can’t have any fun when I’m not sane
But, I’m the one to blame

[Chorus]
I’m the one to blame
I’m the One To Blame
I’M THE ONE TO BLAME

[Verse 2]
Did you even see what we could be
I’ve never felt free
I’m not about to fall to my knees
Cause you never needed me
You tried to plead with me
But, the other side is all that I could see
So don’t even bother
You were just another robber
That I place in that roster
No matter what it cost ya
All the sadness that you could foster
And I’m still the one to blame

[Chorus]
I’m the one to blame
I’m the One To Blame
I’M THE ONE TO BLAME

[Verse 3]
I’m sorry but, I’m leaving
You behind
Because I’m done receiving
All this damage
It has left me bleeding
I don’t want to shout
So all I can say is bye to you cause I’m out
Hope you have a good life
But, I’m done so bye

The One To Blame (Prod. Rizi)

Artwork by: TheDinkmaster
TheDinkMaster's youtube channel: www.youtube.com/channel/UCxfAhjqSleLeXhPThzVlGmw

Written by: Kurama SD and JustANPC
Produced by: AMPROD
Mixed and Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Discord: discord.gg/n7CmVujsZY
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I see you in the dark of night
Trying to fight so you can see the light
But nothing in this life feels right
You can try to climb but you'll never reach the top
Life will teach you not to trust but the truth is its a must
Everytime you complain it's unnecessary
You got to be preparatory
You choose to waste away like an abandoned car
I guess you'll never get that far
you might need some r&r
Just concede your free
You'll never be me
I've survived the dark, I've done my part
done my part
Done my part

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

[Verse 2]
Everytime you complain it's unnecessary
Before you know it you'll be in a cemetery
Think about it do you wanna be another in the obituary
My life was down but I turned that frown upside down
Don't clown around Cause I'm hell bound
Smoke clouds surround me like a fox
fight til the death thats me vox
Try to pike me you'll fall off that rock
Test my might you'll find out your a jock
Your a jock Your a jock
Ain’t no cops Ain’t no cops Ain’t no cops

[Bridge]
I don't wanna feel fake
Everytime I remember you I feel a shake
It feel like an earthquake hit
Everytime I fucking wake up
Everytime
I feel an earthquake feel an earthquake

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

[Verse 3]
just give me a year and I won't be your peer
Boutta jump ship fuck this shit
why she gotta act like this
oh thats right cause she's a bitch like karma
u know who it is your boy kurama dissing your drama

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

Seeing Red (Prod. AMPROD)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: afterlife & irby
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I wish you saw me 
I wish It was still all good 
But it’s for the better 

[Chorus]
Your so special to me 
Your so special to me
Your so
Your so special to me  
I’ll tell them all
Tell them all 
That’s your special to me 
Your so special to me 
To me
To me  

[Verse 1]
Told them all that your special to me 
Your reflection is what I see 
Weak in the knees 
Everytime I saw you I fell apart 
Wish I could restart 
Maybe replay that part 
Maybe replay that part

Told them all that your special to me 
Your reflection is what I see 
Weak in the knees 
Everytime I saw you I fell apart 
Wish I could restart 
Maybe replay that part

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe replay that part   
Wish I could restart 
Maybe replay that part 
Maybe replay that
Maybe

[Chorus]
Your so special to me 
Your so special to me
Your so
Your so special to me  
I’ll tell them all
Tell them all 
That’s your special to me 
Your so special to me 
To me
To me  

[Bridge]
Falling off in the darkness 
Falling off 
Into the light 
Stalling for time 
Off the grid of yours 
Still find it hard 
To find the source 
Of my pain 

I’m floating away in the dark of night 
Falling off 
Into the light 
Stalling for time 
Off the grid of yours 
Still find it hard 
To find the source 
Of my pain

[Chorus]
Your so special to me
Your so special to me
Your so
Your so special to me
I’ll tell them all
Tell them all
That’s your special to me
Your so special to me
To me
To me

Special To Me (Prod. afterlife & irby)

Featuring: @l_y_p_i
Written by: Kurama SD & l y p i
Produced by:  Boyfifty & Kndey
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Oregairu (Anime)
Sample from: Oregairu (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Ever since 2018 I've been chased by demons 
No one but me can see them 
Tried to fix it but nothing ever goes to plan 
Dusk was something but it meant nothing 
At this point dawn is all I'm wanting 
Money is all they flaunting 
Drugs is all they copping 
Don't even realize the grave they dug themselves 
All the pills on their shelves 
Hears the bells 
Its Christmas so they boutta sell the elves 

Looking at the way everything fell 
Now we stuck in a well 
With no way out 
You don't know nothing about me 
Searching for a reason to be happy
Wishing I was more connected with my family 

[Chorus]
Losing myself in the darkness 
Only have a harness 
Keeping my grip
But I know I'll slip
Telling me to leave you alone 
Well I can't imagine that 
At all 

[Verse 2: l y p i]
Wanna kiss her face all night 
Wanna see your face online
Please tell me you love me 
Cause I've been waiting so long 
Wanna see her face tonight 
Wanna see her face that's right 
Please girl save me 
Cause I've been waiting for you
 
[Sample From Oregairu]
Yukino: 
There's no balance to that at all
There's not that much value in the path that I walk to the future 
 In comparison, you have...

Hachiman:
That's a relief, then
As it stands, there's not much value in my life 
It's an unpopular brand that has so little value it can't get any lower than it already is 
It's basically bottomed out 

[Chorus]
Losing myself in the darkness 
Only have a harness 
Keeping my grip
But I know I'll slip
Telling me to leave you alone 
Well I can't imagine that 
At all 

[Verse 3]
Imagine if you never left 
Screaming for help but everyone deaf 
You always tried to impress them
But you  were just a guest 
They crept in your chest and ripped your heart out
Now you detest people 
Cause you never felt equal

Imagine That w/ l y p i (Prod. Boyfifty & Kndey)

featuring: @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Naruto (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I wanna know why
I'm only human 
I wanna Know why
I’m losing people
I’m not wise 
I’ll break the ties 
But it might end in my demise 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I’m only human 
But I hate it with a passion 
No Sewerperson 
No way of knowing 
No way of learning 
I’m only human 

[Verse 2: JoshIguess]
Still think it's for the better 
We left it in December
Nothing makes sense
there's no reason to remember
Said you were special, but you're the one to blame
Breaking down inside this room and I'll never feel the same
Clocks tick slow, wonder what's wrong with me,
Imagine that for days red is only what you see
Wish I could erase this, but I'm only human,
Better off numb but im no sewerperson

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I’m only human 
But I hate it with a passion 
No Sewerperson 
No way of knowing 
No way of learning 
I’m only human x3

Only Human (feat. JoshIGuess)

Visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryKXD6O2Q3Q
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: afterlife & 2001
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Devilman Crybaby (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Life brings hell
I'm feeling it though
Fell right through
I Know the truth
Looking in your eyes
Everything will be alright
As long as we stay alive
Hell with them x4
x2

[Verse]
I'll go berserk in the sewer
Nobody wants to die here
This situation is dire
I'm a liar
Look up and see burning trees
With orange leaves and a red sky
Scared I might die
See weird creatures start to fly
I Start to hear distant screams and cries 
Distant screams and cries
Screams and cries 
Screams and cries 
(Scream)
Trying to find what works
But I will always fall in a ditch of course
Don't wanna be like this
Don't wanna feel like this
But it is just hell
So I'm feeling it

[Bridge]
Falling down into hell
Falling down to hell
Falling down in a well
Falling down in a well
Feels like a cell
Falling down into hell
Feels like a cell

[Chorus]
Life brings hell
I'm feeling it though
Fell right through
I Know the truth
Looking in your eyes
Everything will be alright
As long as we stay alive
Hell with them x4
x2

Hell (Prod. afterlife & 2001)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: jolst 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Beat cuts done by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Sword Art Online (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Ran to your car
Ran to your car 
Ran to Ran to Ran to your car
I'll never get that far 
I'll never get that far 
Never get that far cause of my past mistakes 
Cause of my past mistakes
Cause of my past mistakes 
They always haunt me in the fray 
In the fray aye

[Verse 1]
Fuck this shit I wanna die
Ain't no time for suicide 
(Suicide)
Fuck this shit they talking shit 
I don't understand why they a bitch 
Just give me the shit in the back 
Ain't no time to clap back

[Chorus]
Ran to your car
Ran to your car 
Ran to Ran to Ran to your car
I'll never get that far 
I'll never get that far 
Never get that far cause of my past mistakes 
Cause of my past mistakes
Cause of my past mistakes 
They always haunt me in the fray 
In the fray aye

[Verse 2]
Fucked up on a Sunday
I'm going one way
Your going the other
I'll never be that mf
Fucking talk shit
But you toxic
Ain't nobody want it
I'ma flaunt it
While I'm up in the comets
(Up in the fucking comets)

They Still Haunt Me (Prod. jolst)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Idealism 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Beats Cuts: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Akame ga Kill
Lyrics:
[Verse]
Broken environments 
Fucked up and crying tears 
Why I wanna die
Can't find my own betterment 
This is just a sentiment 
I lose it 

Give me my divine creation 
I'm never the one hating 
All the love their faking 
Got me raging 
I was fading out 
Now I'm away in an early grave

[Bridge]
Losing track of my mind
(in an early grave)
Losing track of my time
I don't know why I'm on the grind still
Cause I'm losing my appeal 
To the people that I wanna be with

[Chorus]
I can't even find a grip
Of you still here
Wish I could be there for you
Even though I'm lost
I'm so lost
Without you here

[Outro]
With no one by your side 
You fall down and die
I'm sorry
But that's just how I feel 
Right now
Right now

Lost (Prod. Idealism)

Visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weTeOB7fn-g
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: dercept
Mixed by: JoshIGuess
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork from: Kaguya Sama: Love Is War
Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Doing this shit
Ain't no bitch
Fuck this shit
I'm fucking dead
Inside
I just can't seem to find
Just give me some time
Before I lose it
on a high speed chase
Ain't no time waste
(FUCK YOU!)
I need to be okay

[Verse]
Ain't no time to waste
Ain't no time to say (anything)
Now I lost you
Now I see you
Now I need you
Now I want it back
And that's a fact
All the help I lack
All the time flies fast
With nobody to catch it
Nobody to catch it
Nobody to to catch it, Catch it

[Chorus]
Doing this shit
Ain't no bitch
Fuck this shit
I'm fucking dead
Inside
I just can't seem to find
Just give me some time
Before I lose it
on a high speed chase
Ain't no time waste
(FUCK YOU!)
I need to be okay

Why Do I Even Try

Time Wasted (Prod. dercept)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Idealism 
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows
Artwork from: Clannad After Story(Anime)

[Verse]
Broken and alone 
Without no one to call home
Try to call my phone 
But I know you've lost hope
Holding back tears try not to choke
Fuck I can't even hit a note 
Feels like I fell off a boat
Now I'm Drowning in the sea 
I won't be okay if u leave 
Look In my eyes 
You'll see who I am inside 
The more I think about it
The more I begin to sink
I'm confused about everything 
Consumed with the fact I might lose you
If only u could see how much we need u
How much we need u

[Chorus]
Broken and alone 
(If only you could see)
(How much I fucking need you bro)
Without no one to call home
(how much I'm hurting, Knowing your considering it)
Try to call my phone 
But I know you've lost hope
(Take time but please don't end your life)
Holding back tears try not to choke
Fuck I can't even hit a note 
(I can't bare the thought of you not being here no more)
Fells like I fell off a boat
(I feel like a terrible friend)
Now I'm Drowning in the sea 
Look In my eyes 
I won't be okay if u leave
(I'm sorry) 

[Outro]
Holding back tears on a better day
I don't know what you need from me
I don't understand why I'm still here
Even if you leave I won't forget you

I Won't Be Okay, If You Leave (Prod. Idealism)

AMV link: https://youtu.be/7zqgsXxin-4
Featuring: @maesk337
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty & Pizzle
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & maesk 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: bungo stray dogs

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
It's such loneliness 
In this empty space 
I can't escape 
I'm sorry

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
You stabbed me in the eye
I think about your lies
Tell myself to let it go I sigh 
I just can't you should know this 
You didn't notice 
That I was lonely 
I was lonely 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 2: maesk] 
just leave me 
i think i need a break 
would u miss me if the copper wasn’t misplaced
and i been thinking that i need my brain inspected 
absorbing all substances think its leaving me infected
wanna move out of this town, but i got no goals
so baby fill me up with something warm for my damn soul
uh, yeah coz this cycle taking its toll
yeah its lonely in these nights 
but even waking up feels so cold

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: maesk]
its such a lonely paradise 
its so dark at night
feeling like everything 
in my life is so fake 
I'm so anxious I'm so sorry 
its so lonely 
u don't know 
u said u didn't n st leave me 
just leave me

Lonely Paradise W/ maesk (Prod. Boyfifty & Pizzle)

Featuring: @emptychest
Written by: Kurama SD & emptychest
Produced by: jabarionthebeat x red x ramo
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & emptychest
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro]
gotta feel something big
Your allowed not to stay
But the boredom we need all the passion today
If you say it is alright then we all would be fine
Can you read through the words that I'm trying to see

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Falling down again
I'm losing it
You're not my friend
So don't act like you are
Shoved a knife in my back
Now I can't relax
All the shit I saw from my past
My life flashes
And It all crashes
Time passes
Now I am bleeding on the floor
Thinking all the heights I'll never soar
All the blood I now pour
That's how you left me on the floor
Now I'm dying on the floor
FUCK YOU

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
I just can't take it
No more
No more
You left me
Dying on the floor again
I just can't blend in
I just can't be spending another minute
In this time in this grind
I don't wanna die

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Losing grip
Throwing a fit
All you do is bitch
Why do you always snitch
When the light goes out you switch

Iced hearts
Break apart
I don't feel a spark
Still wanna restart
Because of the past
You still haunt

[Interlude: Kurama SD]
you know you just get to that fucking point
In your life where
You don't care anymore
You don't care what people do
You don't care what people say
You just wanna be yourself
You just wanna fucking escape
From everyones fucking judgement
And I guess that's at the point I'm at

[Verse 2: emptychest]
u don't know shit about me
so don't say shit about me
in a world so low that no one even smiles
son hit the road and sold his soul a while back
and i ain't been alright since that
can u tell me how it went for we chilled all summer
i was posted up at your house said call my mother
tell her i wont be home tll the next fuckin summer and i'm sorry
gotta feel somethin better
gotta be someone better
its really hard not to copy someone else
cause i don't know myself at all
what do you want from me
could i ever fuckin be
anything but in my head
and have any thought but
"am i dead?"
the past two days have been absolutely shit and i know why
its my fault
yeah i gotta stay for him
but realistically
i don't know how much more i can take

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Losing grip
Throwing a fit
All you do is bitch
Why do you always snitch
When the light goes out you switch

Iced hearts
Break apart
I don't feel a spark
Still wanna restart
Because of the past
You still haunt

Iced Hearts w/ emptychest (Prod. jabarionthebeat x red x ramo)

Featuring: @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD & JoshIGuess 
Produced by: Boyfifty & Ross Gossage 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Everyday I fade away 
losing space in my head
feel so out of place 
why you still upset 
I don't say shit 
So don't get mad
I'm in the back 
Ask whats so bad
Why you such a bitch 
I died inside last night 
Night

[Verse: JoshIGuess]
last night I was with my ex in a nightmare
i want to forgive but you won't ever fight fair
if you were nice to me before 
then you know I might care
you can go ahead and block
you can press the button right there

don't know what the truth is
it feels so illusive
these papers are useless
they be leaving bruises
on old notes i won't cope
taking this abuse and
you never support
but you do what I'm doing

and i used to stay right beside you
now I'm lucky if I'm even right behind you
you go up i go down
but i'll climb I know how
gotta look at my surrounds
and listen to this sound

you are not around 
you think you were too good
years down the line 
you wish you had said you should
but i don't blame you for leaving
fuck I think I even would
i'm too weak for this shit 
you can read me like a book 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Everyday I fade away 
losing space in my head
feel so out of place 
why you still upset 
I don't say shit 
So don't get mad
I'm in the back 
Ask whats so bad
Why you such a bitch 
I died inside last night 
Night

[Outro: JoshIGuess]
every day i fade away
losing space in my head
feels so out of place 
why you still upset 
i don't say shit

Every Day I'm Losing Space w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. Boyfifty & Ross Gossage)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @auby4rc
Written by: Kurama SD, JoshIGuess, & auby
Produced by: moneo 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & auby
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Farewell to u 
Goodbye to me 
All the things I couldn't be
(I couldn't be)
Passing by in spring 
Strings cut to easy
(Too easy) 
u never needed me
I need time to breathe 
Lost my mind instead 
But I still miss the time we had 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I'll miss you
I'm waiting for you still
(Still)
Remember last year
I was crying tears 
So farewell to you
And everyone around here 
Your eyes were beautiful
Like fireworks

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
(On the 4th of July)
You had stayed home
We were making out on the couch
Nowadays I just wish you're in the ground
But I found a way to live life 
So I guess it's farewell
They say they don't care 
Well fuck yeah I can tell
Don't got much left to look forward to 
It's just another day 
Where the homies are ignoring you
I'm done with all this drama talk
And everyone Drifting away
(Fuck it I just might move out too)

[Chorus: auby]
I made the bed that i lay in
Please take my hand and say you're staying
If you're gone, I won't get over it
Say farewell to my innocence

I take back the words i said that night
I'm sorry
I'll miss you
don't leave me
I love you
Please hold me

Farewell w/ JoshIGuess & auby (Prod. Moneo)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: emptychest
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Re zero: Starting from another world (anime)

[Sample: Re-zero Saburu's speech]
Did you just say what I thought you said
"Sabaru your shaking"
Don't give me that crap
There's nothing easy about giving up
Nothing!
You think I'm just doing nothing
Thinking about nothing 
Cutting myself off from everything
Throwing my entire life away
Leaving every last thing I know
And care about behind
And that's all it took for me to call it quit's
That's a lie
It was never that easy for me
It was so much easier for me to go on thinking 
That there was something I could do
To make a real difference 
But I know now that there's nothing I can do
There's no way out
Understand!
The only path everything leads to is 
Giving up!
If I could do something 
then I'd do it 
I swear that I would 
You don't know what your talking about
I have given up
Caring at all was impossible from the very start 
My hands were so small that it all slipped through my fingers
Leaving nothing behind

[Intro]
I make my own path
Everybody talks trash
Everyone walks around
Hoping one day to be found
But I know one day I'll be found
(Don't give up)
Don't give up

[Verse]
I've never won a single battle 
I try to mingle but they take from u 
Take me away to the moon 
I'm sick of the walls in this room 
I wasn't born with no silver spoon 

[Pre-Chorus]
Nobody left 
Nobody here 
On my own again 

[Chorus]
Nothing left to say
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to do
Nothing left to say

I Make My Own Path (Prod. emptychest)

Featuring: @failure404
Written by: Kurama SD & epitomeoffailure 
Produced by: @sorrow_bringer
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & epitomeoffailure
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Horimiya (Anime)

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I don't need you
I don't want you
I don't care
It's not fair

[Post-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Give me a time
Give me a sign
Give me a rhyme
Give me some time
Give me a rhyme
Give me a sign

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Fuck I'm so pissed at you
I don't know what to do
I can't make no fucking stacks
Cause I'm broke as a bitch
I can't get what I want anymore ya ya ya

[Interlude: Kurama SD]
Someday's I just don't know where I belong in this fucking world
Because everybody fucking makes me feel like shit
I get angry, I get pissed
I don't know where I'm supposed to be
What I'm supposed to do
I guess that's all

[Chorus 2: epitomeoffailure]
walking through the forest
i’m not sure where i live
see the trees before us
reflecting from your iris
it’s so clear to me
that you don’t know where we’re going
cause you lie (you lie)

[Post-Chorus: epitomeoffailure]
and that’s fine
cause when i look into your eyes
i know (i know)
that you’ve been wasting my time

[Verse 2: epitomeoffailure]
nothing stays the same
and i already knew that
I've always been blamed
for problems on top of your back
but this is where it ends
you are not my friend
you are not my friend

It's Not Fair w/ epitomeoffailure (Prod. sorrow bringer)

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

Featuring: @auby4rc
Written by: Kurama SD & auby
Produced by: nevrfall
Mixed by: NOKERB & auby
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Why do I even try 
I'm boutta fucking cry
I just sigh 
I wish I was better
But I never will be
Hard to see clearly with 
all these tears 
In your eyes 
In your eyes
In your eyes

[Chorus: auby]
I don't wanna make this hard for you
Doing all the things I couldn't do
Feeling all this stress 
It weighs me down 
There's no one here 
Just me right now
Take it out of my hands 
I could float away 
No one here understands 
I don't wanna stay 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
Waking up still fucked 
Cause of my head
Dreams getting way too much 
Nightmares are too dark
My luck ran out
I'm done 
That's just how it goes 
Spent too much time in my lows
That's just how it goes 

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Why do I try
Despite everything 
Fucked up in my life 
I don't know why 

[Chorus: auby]
I don't wanna make this hard for you
Doing all the things I couldn't do
Feeling all this stress 
It weighs me down 
There's no one here 
Just me right now
Take it out of my hands 
I could float away 
No one here understands 
I don't wanna stay 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Why do I even try 
I'm boutta fucking cry 
I just sigh

Why Do I Even Try w/ auby (Prod. nevrfall)

Featuring: @yokaidreams 
Written by: Kurama SD & Yokai Dreams
Produced by: grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & Yokai Dreams 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
(Back off)
Life brings hell 
In the worst ways
Life is pain
(Life is pain)

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I walk through the burning path
Feels like broken glass
Every step is full of wrath 
The scars are still on my skin
From when you sunk your teeth in
Still I moved on though I'm bleeding 
at least I'm fucking breathing 
Everything is burning to pieces 

[Pre-Chorus: ]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(deep within)

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Fighting battles 
Its a handful
I'll mange somehow 
(Somehow)

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
Seeing red everywhere 
Nothing left here but pain to share
U stare in my eyes 
I can't help but glare 
Flames burn on
I can hardly bare 
All this pain

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(Deep within)

[Verse 3: Yokai Dreams] 
act right
if i could act right
i wouldn't be in this situation
for now i need to back off
i need to back off
i think the battle's about to begin
about to begin

[Outro: Kurama SD]
I'll be right 
There

Battles I Can't Win w/ Yokai Dreams (Prod. grayskies)

Featuring by: @l_y_p_i
Written by: Kurama SD & l y p i 
Produced by: @jolst
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & l y p i
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Horimiya 

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I don't know 
Where to go
But I'm trying
But I'm trying  
To make my way out
Of this hell 
I know I will fail 
But I know I can prevail 
If I try 
If I try my hardest 
My hardest
If I try

[Post-Chorus: l y p i]
Don't waste my time 
Don't waste my time 
I waited 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I lost it all 
And its so easy to see 
Easy to see 
All the problems 
All the problems
Everything is so temporary 
Nothing is always easy
Always easy 
Always easy
I have so much uncertainty 
In my head 
In my head

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
I don't know 
Why I'm still here 
I don't know 
Why you even care

[Verse 2: l y p i]
Why you care
Double it up
I got 2 pills to take and I can't get enough
Got this pain in my brain and I don't want to let it
Take what I am
Cause I know I'm misfit

Fine I said I'm sorry
That shit was just so low
Only in my head though 
Don't think I can do it
I think I'll go through it
I knew that you blew it
I don't want to do it

I don't want to do it but I guess that I will
That's the only story of my life that I know
Waiting for the day just to do all the things I want to do
Oh it's just a shame I know 

And how I've felt so alone 
It has been enough just to tear me apart
Waiting for the day that I got through it all
A have been alone

[Outro: l y p i]
oh oh oh 
x6

Prevail w/ l y p i (Prod. jolst)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fblB2JBzh_I
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & angelsofsorrows 
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows 
Artwork link: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/re-zero-emilia-halloween-2016-cape-witch-witch-s-broom-wallpaper-palcd

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I guess you're gone 
It's my fault in the first place
For thinking somebody would stay around
But that was just high school I guess 
Just people always leaving me for 
Someone that was better 

[Chorus]
I feel so empty 
I feel kinda safe
Somebody come get me 
I feel kinda safe

[Verse 1]
I never thought I would lose myself 
I don't want no fucking wealth 
I loved u that's how I felt 
But I know nothing about u
Wish I wasn't too 
Hung up on the past 
Time moving fast 
I just might crash 
might crash

[Reserved Bridge]

[Chorus]
I feel so empty 
I feel kinda safe
Somebody come get me 
I feel kinda safe

[Verse 2]
Taking breaks all the time 
To ease my mind 
Losing sunshine 
I don't mind the rain
Cause each day is just the same
I decay in my room 
It sucks but its true
Just don't lose 
Just don't consume nothing bad
Nothing bad 

[Bridge]
I reminisce on 
The times we had
Wonder what's new with you

[Outro]
I miss you still 
I wish you were
by my side 
by my side

Hung Up On The Past (Prod. Boyfifty)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: domesticsoul
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Your Lie In April (Anime)

[Intro]
Feeling so broke down
I wanna leave my own town 
Cause everybody fucking hates me here
I just wanna disappear 

[Verse]
I just wanna disappear 
Cause everday I feel worthless 
Maybe if I was gone it'd be painless 
Sometimes I wish I remained faceless 
Maybe then I'd be nameless 
I don't wanna be famous 
Everybody cares till it
Comes to this
Comes to this

[Bridge]
Broken too pieces again 
I just wish I could have a friend 
(Friend)
Don't know where I've been lately 
Just miss you everyday lately 

[Verse 2]
Plenty mistakes made 
I don't really know what to say
Just wanna get out my bed today 
Even if I fail just know I'm here for you
I don't really see things clearly 
Nearly jumping off the ledge everyday

[Outro]
Who the fuck am I anymore

Vanish (Prod. domesticsoul)

Featuring: @uukiyosrealm
Full Title: What If I Said What I Meant/Seeing Through The Shades 
Written by: Kurama SD & uuyiko 
Produced by: Michael Harrison(WIISWIM) & Christopher Mahoney (Seeing Through The Shades)
Mixed by: JoshIGuess, angelsofsorrows, & uuyiko
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows 
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
What if I said what I meant:
[Intro: uuyiko]
Please don’t make a sound my friends or I might wake too soon 
I think it’s save to say I’ve grown accustomed to the silence in this room 
But I hope when I wake 
I’m not dealt with the fate 
That I could never escape 
As All my files erase 

[Verse 1: uuyiko]
I’m barley alive 
My pulse is feint 
But it’s there 
Quick, pump his chest full of air 
I thought you’d die in that chair 
And leave me here all alone 
While you’re there comatose 
It’s fucking crazy cause rn it’s like I’m seeing the ghost of you
But you’re here and we’ll 
I’m Glad your Back so soon 
From that frozen hell 
An oasis only meant to consume 

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
What if I said what I meant 
My Memories reforming from nothing 
I'm sorry I never made amends 
Been too lost in my head
Lied to your friends
Too many times 
Too many times 
Lost too much
In the end of it all 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Finally waking up from this dream 
All I see is ice and frozen bodies here
The end is approaching now

Speech:
I can't seem to find the words
To say what I really mean 
I can't seem to find the words 
To say anything anymore 
Cause everyday I wonder 
Will it all fade away
When I turn these lights off 

Seeing Through The Shades: 

[Chorus]
Seeing through the shades 
But nothing lights the view 
I bet u don't like it too 
(Like it too)

[Verse]
Its December once again 
No friends left after the storm 
Every flower left is lined with thorns 
Blood doesn't drip it drys 
Everything is frozen in time 
What am I even hoping for 

[Bridge]
This cold is my home 
Feel it in my bones 
Found Myself 
Less alone 
But it took every connection I had
(I had)

[Chorus]
Seeing through the shades 
But nothing lights the view 
I bet u don't like it too

WIISWIM w/ Uukiyo. / Seeing Through The Shades (Prod. Michael Harrison & Christopher Mahoney)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: domesticsoul
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrrows 

Lyrics:
[Intro]
As I walk 
I think about everything I've lost
So much frost everywhere 
Cars with ice they wear 
Total silence around here 
Snow in the air 

[Verse]
I finally make it to the end 
I see all my friends are here
I see a light I ascend to the sky 
I begin to cry 
Realizing that I had already died
(Why'd you leave me behind) 
Once I reach the top 
I finally stop
I see pictures cropped
(I mean there was so many things u had left to do) 
And see candle lit atop 
The shelves 
(I miss you everyday man)

[Bridge]
Bells ring 
And people begin to sing 
They bring me to a tree 

[Verse 2]
I'm looking at friends and family 
Then it all begins to fade 
It all goes away 
If only I could've spent the time
I had with u
Maybe my days wouldn't feel so blue 
Its time for me too accept the ugly truth 
That it's time I moved on 
(Goodbye)
So goodbye
(My friend)
I found my Refuge

[Outro]
It's time for me to accept the truth that you're gone 
and I have to move on
So goodbye my friend

Refuge (Prod. domesticsoul)

Written by: Anti SD 
Produced by: Zyller 
Mixed & Mastered by: angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Thought u could escape 
But the cell wasn't the only thing holding u in place 
Holding you in place 
Call me fake but who beat u in the race 
Always feeling out of place but u never keep a quick pace 
U feel agitated 
U feel agitation 

[Interlude]
Ya know Austin
I really thought u would be stronger than this 
You're just too weak 
I think it's time to get rid of you 

[Verse 1]
Never had nothing in your life 
Yeah right keep saying that all damn night 
Maybe I should stab u in the back with a knife 
Even angels aren't always nice
U got scars from the claws of those wolves 
I'm laughing at u cause this is a world without laws 

[Interlude]
Ya know these days 
Have been so dark for you 
But that's just how it has to be Austin
Live in hell 

[Verse 2]
Live in hell thats where u belong 
Keep singing a stupid song 
But it won't save u for long 
When u realize that your in the wrong 
I know what u fear is death 
Scared that your life is pointless 
News flash it is so just die

Anti SD - Agitation (Prod. Zyller)

Featuring: @angelsofsorrows
Written by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows
Produced by: @jolst  
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & angelsofsorrows
Mastered by:  angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Kurama SD &  angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
I don't know what to do anymore tbh 
why does this shit happen all the time

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Pushing away my feelings 
Pursuing music 
Worried I'm useless 
Fucked over by my mind 
It's such a slow climb 
IDK why my health declines
But I'm so useless

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Dealt with pain 
In my brain 
I can't do it

[Verse: angelsofsorrows]
Cause I got these problems 
I don't know where I went wrong 
Swear to god I been like this ever since I was a kid
I been tryna runaway from my thoughts
Swear to god I might be going insane 
Always alone you ain't know my pain 
Yeah I got that flow and it hella cold
Close my bedroom door (yeah)
lay in bed (yeah)
I don't wanna get up 
Ever again (yeah)

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Dealt with pain
In my brain 
I can't do it 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Pushing away my feelings 
Pursuing music 
Worried I'm useless 
Fucked over by my mind 
It's such a slow climb 
IDK why my health declines
But I'm so useless

[Outro]
I don't know what to do anymore tbh

Pain! w/ angelsofsorrows (Prod. jolst)

Featuring @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD & JoshIGuess
Produced by: lathan
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows
 
[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
shawty hit up my phone like hi
she be like can you stay another night
but you know that i had to deny
cus you know that i'm too occupied
i waited one second now you're gone
and i thought that you had 0 flaws
i had to set my life on pause
did this song with kurama

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I was Surprised 
Because u cared
I couldn't help but stare 
I wouldn't dare
Say how I felt
the damage they've dealt
Won't ever melt away
Walking miles for a day
How you say my name
Makes me feel safe 
I finally feel okay 

[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
shawty hit up my phone like hi
she be like can you stay another night
but you know that i had to deny
cus you know that i'm too occupied
i waited one second now you're gone
and i thought that you had 0 flaws
i had to set my life on pause
did this song with kurama

[Post-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Wasted my life at home
Made old songs on my phone
Walking through the halls alone 
All these feelings I own 

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
My apologies are long overdue 
Always feeling like I lose 
But not when I'm with u
Putting on my shoes 
It's time I get out my room 
Staring up at the moon
(At the moon) 
The sky is navy blue 
Maybe I found something new
(Something new)

[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
shawty hit up my phone like hi
she be like can you stay another night
but you know that i had to deny
cus you know that i'm too occupied
i waited one second now you're gone
and i thought that you had 0 flaws
i had to set my life on pause
did this song with kurama

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Life On Pause w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. lathan)

Featuring: @uukiyosrealm
Written by: Kurama SD & uuyiko
Produced by: Michael Harrison
Mixed by: JoshIGuess, angelsofsorrows, & uuyiko
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
What if I said what I meant:
[Intro: uuyiko]
Please don’t make a sound my friends or I might wake too soon
I think it’s save to say I’ve grown accustomed to the silence in this room
But I hope when I wake
I’m not dealt with the fate
That I could never escape
As All my files erase

[Verse 1: uuyiko]
I’m barley alive
My pulse is feint
But it’s there
Quick, pump his chest full of air
I thought you’d die in that chair
And leave me here all alone
While you’re there comatose
It’s fucking crazy cause rn it’s like I’m seeing the ghost of you
But you’re here and we’ll
I’m Glad your Back so soon
From that frozen hell
An oasis only meant to consume

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
What if I said what I meant
My Memories reforming from nothing
I'm sorry I never made amends
Been too lost in my head
Lied to your friends
Too many times
Too many times
Lost too much
In the end of it all

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Finally waking up from this dream
All I see is ice and frozen bodies here
The end is approaching now

[Speech: Kurama SD]
I can't seem to find the words
To say what I really mean
I can't seem to find the words
To say anything anymore
Cause everyday I wonder
Will it all fade away
When I turn these lights off

What If I Said I What I Meant w/ Uukiyo. (Prod. Michael Harrison)

Written by: Kurama SD 
Produced by: Christopher Mahoney 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & angelsofsorrows
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Seeing through the shades
But nothing lights the view
I bet u don't like it too
(Like it too)

[Verse]
Its December once again
No friends left after the storm
Every flower left is lined with thorns
Blood doesn't drip it drys
Everything is frozen in time
What am I even hoping for

[Bridge]
This cold is my home
Feel it in my bones
Found Myself
Less alone
But it took every connection I had
(I had)

[Chorus]
Seeing through the shades
But nothing lights the view
I bet u don't like it too

Seeing Through The Shades (Prod. Christopher Mahoney)

Featuring: @akiradoves
Written by: AkiraDoves & Kurama SD 
Produced by: @neverforevermusic 
Mixed by: AkiraDoves, JoshIGuess, & angelsofsorrows 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork by: Kurama SD

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I can't take you seriously
When you say that shit to me
I've barely begun my journey
Tbh I just

[Post-Chorus]
Wish I was aware
You don't fucking care
All I see is dark blonde hair
On your eyes
On my eyes
On your eyes

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Don't let me down 
I can't save you at all 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
The light Is dying out
All you ever did was shout
Don't know whats u talking bout
All I ever had was doubt
I just need to get out
Of my head today
Fucked up in my head again

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
She don't like the way
That she hurts me
I don't like the way
You desert me
Why you moving on so quickly
I hate the fact that
You're with someone else
Don't understand what is happening
I wish I could just shut my eyes

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I can't take you seriously
When you say that shit to me
I've barely begun my journey
Tbh I just

[Outro: Kurama SD]
I can't take you seriously
When you say that shit to me
I've barely begun my journey
Tbh I just

don't desert me

AkiraDoves x Kurama SD - Don't Desert Me (Prod. neverforever)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: @idealismus
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows 
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows 

[Verse 1]
Didn't think I'd be making this song 
Till I found out u were gone 
So much things I wanted to tell u 
That now I'll never get the chance too

[Bridge]
You made me feel like I belonged 
Now all I can do is sing along 
To your old songs

[Verse 2]
It feels like a part of me shattered 
And I haven't found the pieces 
That had scattered across my mind 
The memories hit so hard 
That I can't get out of my own head
I hope you'll rest easy
Up there in heaven

[Chorus]
Sleeping won't make this heartbreak 
Break away from my chest 
Wish I could tell u this again
You inspired me bro
Your impact will last for a long time

[Verse 3]
So much time I wasted 
Now I want those days back 
But the rain always falls down 
Mind races more than a car on a race track

[Chorus 2]
I remember last Febuary 
Like it was yesterday
We would talk in vc all day
Me, You, & Hira
(Fuck I miss it man, I wish you were still here) 
& everyone else
But now that you've passed 
It will never be the same

[Sample from: Kurama SD: sleepwater home reaction]
"I need you in my life
I wants you here with me 
I'm not losing my mind 
I just need you here 
To make everything clear" 

[Outro]
Ya know it's crazy
To think that a year ago
We were all together 
We were having the best times of our lives
But now I'm sitting here 
On a fucking June day
But now you're gone
& it's too late to turn back time 
So goodbye my friend 
Sleepwater or also known as Jude

It Will Never Be The Same (Prod. Idealism)

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