Artwork by: TheDinkMaster 
Written by: Kurama SD, AkiraDoves, JoshIguess, l y p i, Kezadadarkbringer & JustANPC
Produced by: Nevrfall, Rizi, Fantom, afterlife, Idealism, spalshgvng, emptychest, irby, Boyfifty, Kndey, Starbeats, AMPROD, Riddickxbeats,& Eric Godlow
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves, JoshIguess, Darth Rose, & TheDinkMaster

This is My 1st Official Album/actually mixed and mastered album set to release Early 2022

It has had so many setbacks from my laziness, to personal issues, and losing Motivation

I described this album as “A journey from a broken self hating kid to a self confident focused man” but I feel like it’s more of an album about
“Becoming an adult and learning about what it means to be one and learning that you have to be yourself and learn to accept you will lose people on that journey but You will be fine take the time to become better as a person you will make it just stay strong and don’t give up”

For The Better

Produced by: Riddickxbeats
Mixed by: Darth Rose
Mastered by: Bandlab 
Artwork from: Assassination Classroom the anime

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]: Kazo
not needed but needy
But it bares repeating.
Clearly victory is what we eating
Pass the plate a beast when feasting
I'm overheating 
Ceased to be what happened me
in the deep, and I'm overthinking
Mentally a different person
Am I still worth keeping 
Is the question that keeps on burning.
Everything sight on the surface.
Below that is a great ocean 
With all my pain and sadness floating 
I'll never go in


[Pre-chorus]: Kazo
Looked at all my sins I do don't lie
Karma came to me at the dead night 
With a bloody knife was terrified.
Gave me a curse now I hold tight

[Chorus]: Kazo 
Should have stayed on karma's, good side.
I have no lover now cause, she died
Think this some type joke? This is real life
Jailed in regrets, am not free now
Made many mistakes, not proud 
Have not many friends, they all gone
Buried my memories so they don't hurt me
Don't care what you think I'll keep moving

[Verse 2]: Kurama SD
Kurama gonna do his best 
Even if all he feels is stress 
staying humble cause I'm blessed 
Praying while wondering what's next 
Raking in dough and getting success 
But, I still pay my respects 
Feeling a rope around your neck 
You’re bound to end up a wreck
It’s not that complex just help yourself
And Fuck all the bullshit you flexed about
Stuck alone eating lunch
I got that one punch 
I don’t give a fuck 
Everything is just luck
So you better stand the fuck up
Stand the fuck up 
Stand the fuck up
Don’t give up
Don’t give up

[Pre-Chorus]:Kurama SD
You should deal with your trauma 
Even though I’ve changed form like water

[Chorus]:Kurama SD
Smile while suffering from trauma 
Foil me but you still cause drama 
soil covers me with a stone named kurama 
Oil fills the sea seems like my karma 
Feels like my karma
Karma Karma Karma Karma
Karma took Kurama 
Karma took Kurama 
He’s gone

Karma w/ KazèDaDarkBringer (Prod. Riddickxbeats)

Written by: Kurama SD 
Chorus lyrics by: 9tails
Prod by: Idealism 
Mixed by: Darth Rose 
Mastered by: Bandlab
Artwork from: sword art online

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it 
2x

[Verse]
Its been years since I felt connected to family 
Nobody agrees with the person I want to be
Flaunt it all but you'll never escape your wrong deeds 
Plenty offered me weed 
But I would never concede 
Cause I never wanted it to change me
I was never a big spender 
Was always the type to stay inside with a sweater 
Always liked the cold weather 
Gave me a reason to get better 
Even though it never lasted forever
Losing all self composer 
All my monsters are getting closer 
I'll never get closure 
Don't know if this is nature or nurture
On the keyboard with the cursor 
Feeling cold on these late December nights 
Tryna get everything right 
Even in the dark of night there's always light 

[Pre-Chorus]
There's always light 
Always light
Just know there's always light 

[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it

[Outro] 
It really was but 
Now it's faded away I guess

December (prod. idealism) [9TAILS - Christmas Party Remix]

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Afterlife 
Mixed by: JoshIguess 
Mastered by: JoshIguess 
Artwork by: Archibald White 

[Intro: Sample from Tokyo Ghoul]
Rize:
Learn the lesson that your mother couldn't seem to grasp
That sometimes to protect one thing you have to have the resolve to let go of another 
But you are not weak like she was You have the power to break this chain of grief 

Kaneki:
Anyone who tries to take them from me will get no mercy 

Rize: 
But what if your decision ends up being the wrong one in the end 

kaneki:
That won't happen because I'm not wrong what's wrong is this messed up world 

[Chorus]
Break me 
Take me 
Tell me that you hate me
(repeats 4 times)

[Verse]
Losing my grip as you come near 
Try to overcome my fear
But it’s always near
I see the glare of your scope 
I’ll pay a ticket to the fair just tryna cope 
Losing hope 
Ain’t no smoking no dope 
Thinking of my choices 
Hearing all these voices 
From this hell 
Cast me away ain’t no spell

[Verse]
Losing my grip as you come near 
Try to overcome my fear
But it’s always near
I see the glare of your scope 
I’ll pay a ticket to the fair just tryna cope 
Losing hope 
Ain’t no smoking no dope 
Thinking of my choices 
Hearing all these voices 
From this hell 

[Chorus]
Break me 
Take me 
Tell me that you hate me
I’m so sorry 
Woke up feeling groggy 
You don’t know me
(repeats 3 times)

[Post-Chorus]
You don't know me
You don't know me
You don't know me do you?

[Outro]
My life feels like a game
Now it's fallen into your hands
I don't know what to do with it
But you control me 
I'm so sorry
But I hate it too
Hate it too

Tell Me That You Hate Me (Prod. afterlife)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Starbeats 
Mixed and Mastered by: TheDinkMaster 
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Let me pick the position 
That you been missing 
Cause I’ve completed my mission
So I can stop complaining 

I guess I should’ve listened 
Maybe if I had the tears wouldn’t glisten 
Wishing on the shooting stars in the late nights 
Can I fight back before I lose it 

I tried to step back but, I couldn’t undo it
The shadows were ruthless,
Had me walking shoeless,
Every move made was useless,
But I still had to move it, 
No matter if it was an illusion or just confusion

Looking back saying I’m fine who am I fooling
Still stuck what am I doing
Maybe it seems hopeless but I’m still moving 
Stuck in time while everyone's grooving 
Waiting for this shit got me so done it’s grueling 

[Interlude]
If I’m being honest lately I’ve not been my fucking self
I’m still trying to find ways to pick myself up
But, I won’t let myself be stuck forever 
I will make myself better
It just takes time even through the clocks tick slow just know everything will be fine
I promise you that

[Verse 2]
I remember that tone in your voice when I lied 
In that moment My eyes shined 
I wished could rewind time
But, It’s so far that it’s out of line
Somethings gotta change before I’m just a shrine 
Is it a crime to want more when you have less 
I understand I’m blessed but that don’t mean I gotta rest 
This life ain’t a game but, I’ll still beat the quest 
I ain’t tryna be the best only tryna see what’s next 
I know this a lot to digest, But I had to confess 
All my sins before I down a bottle of gin like a sailor 
I guess I’ll just grab my inhaler 

[Outro]
And so I began this journey over the past few years
To find myself to make myself better but, it hasn’t been easy
It’s been full of things that I’ve done that I regret and honestly a lot of issues with myself
Self hatred, denial, losing friends, losing people but, I gained people at the same time 
It’s not all dark and so this was my story let me know what was yours

Clocks Tick Slow (Prod by Starbeats)

Featuring: @akiradoves
Written by: Kurama SD & AkiraDoves
Produced by: Fantom 
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
Why do I think like this
Crying about having no bliss
Sighing after every miss
Finding the pieces but they never fit
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Everytime I think of the things I do
I realize how much I hurt you
I don’t deserve you
I just want to stick like glue
But my plans never fall through 
I'ma call you
why people gotta doubt you
 
[Chorus: Kurama SD & AkiraDoves] 
Why do I think like this
(Why do I think like this)
Crying about having no bliss
(No bliss)
Sighing after every miss
(Miss)
Finding the pieces but they never fit
(Fit)
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
What the fuck is wrong with me
You did this oh I can't believe 
Everyday feels just the same 
Walk around
Crying on my on my bed does it matter
Hitting on my phone what's your after 
No way  to call me 
No one calls me cause I'm lonely 
Said what I said 
Enough what I said 
You tell me to my face 
Why you despise me 
Losing time 
oh oh why 

[Chorus: AkiraDoves]
Why do I think like this 
Having no bliss 
It can't be fixed 
Why do I think like this 
Having no bliss 
I can't be fixed

[Post-Chorus: AkiraDoves]
Why do you think all the time 
Spend time with me 
We're losing time time

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Why do I think like this
Crying about having no bliss
Sighing after every miss
Finding the pieces but they never fit
Seeing the damage we never fixed
Asking myself the same shit
What the fuck is wrong with me?
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

Whats Wrong With Me w/ AkiraDoves (Prod. Fantom)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Rizi
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork by: Me

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Losing all my sanity
Because no one could’ve handled me

[Verse 1]
I never saw the light and that why I could never fly
I think I aimed to high
Why did I even try to scream
My voice never seems to reach anyone
I can’t have any fun when I’m not sane
But, I’m the one to blame

[Chorus]
I’m the one to blame
I’m the One To Blame
I’M THE ONE TO BLAME

[Verse 2]
Did you even see what we could be
I’ve never felt free
I’m not about to fall to my knees
Cause you never needed me
You tried to plead with me
But, the other side is all that I could see
So don’t even bother
You were just another robber
That I place in that roster
No matter what it cost ya
All the sadness that you could foster
And I’m still the one to blame

[Chorus]
I’m the one to blame
I’m the One To Blame
I’M THE ONE TO BLAME

[Verse 3]
I’m sorry but, I’m leaving
You behind
Because I’m done receiving
All this damage
It has left me bleeding
I don’t want to shout
So all I can say is bye to you cause I’m out
Hope you have a good life
But, I’m done so bye

The One To Blame (Prod. Rizi)

Artwork by: TheDinkmaster
TheDinkMaster's youtube channel: www.youtube.com/channel/UCxfAhjqSleLeXhPThzVlGmw

Written by: Kurama SD and JustANPC
Produced by: AMPROD
Mixed and Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Discord: discord.gg/n7CmVujsZY
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I see you in the dark of night
Trying to fight so you can see the light
But nothing in this life feels right
You can try to climb but you'll never reach the top
Life will teach you not to trust but the truth is its a must
Everytime you complain it's unnecessary
You got to be preparatory
You choose to waste away like an abandoned car
I guess you'll never get that far
you might need some r&r
Just concede your free
You'll never be me
I've survived the dark, I've done my part
done my part
Done my part

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

[Verse 2]
Everytime you complain it's unnecessary
Before you know it you'll be in a cemetery
Think about it do you wanna be another in the obituary
My life was down but I turned that frown upside down
Don't clown around Cause I'm hell bound
Smoke clouds surround me like a fox
fight til the death thats me vox
Try to pike me you'll fall off that rock
Test my might you'll find out your a jock
Your a jock Your a jock
Ain’t no cops Ain’t no cops Ain’t no cops

[Bridge]
I don't wanna feel fake
Everytime I remember you I feel a shake
It feel like an earthquake hit
Everytime I fucking wake up
Everytime
I feel an earthquake feel an earthquake

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

[Verse 3]
just give me a year and I won't be your peer
Boutta jump ship fuck this shit
why she gotta act like this
oh thats right cause she's a bitch like karma
u know who it is your boy kurama dissing your drama

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

Seeing Red (Prod. AMPROD)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Afterlife 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Intro]
You know I cared about you
Would always say it to you
Now that your gone don’t know what to do
What to do 

[Verse 1] 
Give me a sign 
To say I’m fine 
Give me life 
I’ll never get it right 
Just give me something 
That makes me feel alive 
it’s so easy to cry
So easy to cry

[Pre-Chorus]
Wish you gave me a reason
Why you left
Cause I feel so lost 
Now that you're gone 
Now that you're gone 
Now that you're gone
Wish you gave me a reason
Why you left
Cause I feel so lost 
Now that your gone 
Now that you’re gone
I feel so lost (lost)

[Chorus]
Give me a reason 
To live this life 
Give me a reason  
To survive 
Give me a reason 
To live my best life   
x2

[Verse 2]
Feels like a ship wreck  
keeping emotions in check 
They might notice it
The world slowly turns to grey 
I slowly fade away
Losing faith 
Fade away
Losing faith
Faith 

[Chorus]
Give me a reason
Give me a reason 
To live this life 
Give me a reason
Give me a reason
To survive 
Give me a reason
Give me a reason 
To live my best life
Give me a reason
Give me a reason
Give me a reason

[Bridge]
The reasons are unknown 
Wish I could call home 
Cause I’m all alone
The reasons are unknown 
Wish I could call home 
Cause I’m all alone
All alone without you here
Without you here

[Chorus]
the medicine, my lungs turned black
eight letters i won't hear back
couple pills, i can't relax
it's so fun when shit gets bad
X2

[Outro]
I’m sorry If you hate me 
I worry that everybody hates me
But I got to find a way to be happy eventually 
One dayI’ll be happy
But for now I’m not without you
Without you

Give Me A Reason (Prod. afterlife)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: afterlife & irby
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I wish you saw me 
I wish It was still all good 
But it’s for the better 

[Chorus]
Your so special to me 
Your so special to me
Your so
Your so special to me  
I’ll tell them all
Tell them all 
That’s your special to me 
Your so special to me 
To me
To me  

[Verse 1]
Told them all that your special to me 
Your reflection is what I see 
Weak in the knees 
Everytime I saw you I fell apart 
Wish I could restart 
Maybe replay that part 
Maybe replay that part

Told them all that your special to me 
Your reflection is what I see 
Weak in the knees 
Everytime I saw you I fell apart 
Wish I could restart 
Maybe replay that part

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe replay that part   
Wish I could restart 
Maybe replay that part 
Maybe replay that
Maybe

[Chorus]
Your so special to me 
Your so special to me
Your so
Your so special to me  
I’ll tell them all
Tell them all 
That’s your special to me 
Your so special to me 
To me
To me  

[Bridge]
Falling off in the darkness 
Falling off 
Into the light 
Stalling for time 
Off the grid of yours 
Still find it hard 
To find the source 
Of my pain 

I’m floating away in the dark of night 
Falling off 
Into the light 
Stalling for time 
Off the grid of yours 
Still find it hard 
To find the source 
Of my pain

[Chorus]
Your so special to me
Your so special to me
Your so
Your so special to me
I’ll tell them all
Tell them all
That’s your special to me
Your so special to me
To me
To me

Special To Me (Prod. afterlife & irby)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: emptychest 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

[Verse] 
Are you standing there? 
I wanna know if you still care 
I wish I still had them 
I feel fear 
Everytime they stare 
Lost and aware
Life was never fair 
Missing the point 
Losing the fight 
Feelings are useless 
This shit leaves me clueless 
I’m feeling betrayed 
Why not put me away 
I feel like a toy 
Please just destroy me 
Cause nothing makes any sense in my life 
Nothing in my life makes sense

[Chorus] 
Thought I was okay
But I never feel that way
Already 20 
Might meet my fate 
Take away everything till 
I feel nothing 
Nothing makes sense
Thought I was okay
But I never feel that way
Already 20 
Might meet my fate 
(Might meet my fate)

[Verse 2] 
I wanna beat myself till I bleed 
Maybe music all I need 
Or it’s an addiction I always feed 
If I give it my all I might succeed 
But nothing is guaranteed 
As people leave I plead for them to come back 
But they tossed me into a stampede 
Now I realize that I mislead me 
Cause my music addiction is the reason they leave me

[Chorus] 
Thought I was okay
But I never feel that way
Already 20 
Might meet my fate 
Take away everything till 
I feel nothing

Nothing Makes Sense (Prod. emptychest)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/Kr2-s8bBdDk
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Eric Godlow 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I used to be that kid in the corner
But, nowadays I feel like such a foreigner
I rush through things just to get better
Locked in my room with a sweater
When I met her I thought one day I might wed her
But, now I know it was all for the better
Even when I fall I still crawl back to my feet
Maybe I should just take a seat
Yet I don’t wanna taste defeat
Cause I’m not weak yet
Like you are

[Pre-chorus]
And I’ll never be weak
So I’ma stay ready
Going Crazy
I know you know me

[Chorus]
Losing Ground but everything gonna be fine
As long as your words stay in my mind
Because I know thats all that you left behind
It was all for the better that I saw the signs
(It was all for the better that I saw the signs)

[Verse 2]
I’ma still go forward even when I’m broken
Those won’t be the last words I’ve ever spoken
Things will change is what I’m hoping
Maybe it will once I’m awoken
I won’t pretend to be all knowing
Cause When I move on you’ll know the path I’ve chosen

Give me some time to work it all out
I’ll make it through despite all my doubts
Cause Moving forward is what I’ma about
Changing things the way I mount the top
That’s why I’ll never stop
Moving Forward is the spot that I want to be at in the end

[Pre-Chorus]
Going Crazy
I know you know me

[Chorus]
Losing Ground but everything gonna be fine
As long as your words stay in my mind
Because I know thats all that you left behind
It was all for the better that I saw the signs
(It was all for the better that I saw the signs)

[Outro]
For the better

For The Better (Prod. Eric Godlow)

Featuring: @l_y_p_i
Written by: Kurama SD & l y p i
Produced by:  Boyfifty & Kndey
Mixed & Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Oregairu (Anime)
Sample from: Oregairu (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Ever since 2018 I've been chased by demons 
No one but me can see them 
Tried to fix it but nothing ever goes to plan 
Dusk was something but it meant nothing 
At this point dawn is all I'm wanting 
Money is all they flaunting 
Drugs is all they copping 
Don't even realize the grave they dug themselves 
All the pills on their shelves 
Hears the bells 
Its Christmas so they boutta sell the elves 

Looking at the way everything fell 
Now we stuck in a well 
With no way out 
You don't know nothing about me 
Searching for a reason to be happy
Wishing I was more connected with my family 

[Chorus]
Losing myself in the darkness 
Only have a harness 
Keeping my grip
But I know I'll slip
Telling me to leave you alone 
Well I can't imagine that 
At all 

[Verse 2: l y p i]
Wanna kiss her face all night 
Wanna see your face online
Please tell me you love me 
Cause I've been waiting so long 
Wanna see her face tonight 
Wanna see her face that's right 
Please girl save me 
Cause I've been waiting for you
 
[Sample From Oregairu]
Yukino: 
There's no balance to that at all
There's not that much value in the path that I walk to the future 
 In comparison, you have...

Hachiman:
That's a relief, then
As it stands, there's not much value in my life 
It's an unpopular brand that has so little value it can't get any lower than it already is 
It's basically bottomed out 

[Chorus]
Losing myself in the darkness 
Only have a harness 
Keeping my grip
But I know I'll slip
Telling me to leave you alone 
Well I can't imagine that 
At all 

[Verse 3]
Imagine if you never left 
Screaming for help but everyone deaf 
You always tried to impress them
But you  were just a guest 
They crept in your chest and ripped your heart out
Now you detest people 
Cause you never felt equal

Imagine That w/ l y p i (Prod. Boyfifty & Kndey)

Written by: Kurama SD, JoshIGuess, & JustANPC
Produced by: Bluewolf
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Moving forward
That's a statement I never thought I'd make
I never thought I could move forward from all
this bullshit but, I'm finding a way how to I guess
Thank you everyone who's been by my side
I appreciate all of you

[Verse]
Back here with another song
I know it hasn’t been long
They ask me what’s been wrong
I've just been headstrong
To get along

I moved on from her
she was just a blur
Guess my modesty got the best of me
Now she has the rest of me
Thinking about everything I had left to see
All the others I’ve left behind
I wish some were still mine
But the love felt for you was all mine
So I say goodbye for the last time
the love felt for you was all mine
So I say goodbye for the last time
say goodbye for the last time 
Say goodbye for the last time 
the last time 

[Hook]
Moving forward is so hard
When all you felt were glass shards
Piercing right through you like a dart
But I push through with my heart
x2

[Verse 2]
I’ve been reminiscing about the past
Never thought these feelings would last
Time always moved too fast
Everyone around me is full of wrath
No more time for arts and crafts
You gotta stay strong like brass
No clue if I’ll pass the test
What I’ll do is get some rest
Even if I’m stressed
I’ll do my best
Said I would confess
But here I am sitting at this desk
I still detest myself
Even if I try my best I'll never be my best at this

[Pre-chorus]
Do my best
Do my best
Even if I'm stressed
I'll do my best 
Even if I'm stressed 
Do my best even if I'm stressed 

[Hook]
Moving forward is so hard
When all you felt were glass shards
Piercing right through you like a dart
But I push through with my heart
x2

Moving Forward w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. Bluewolf)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Nevrfall
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: TheDinkmaster 

Lyrics:
[Intro]
No one holds hope
cause the future is static
I had heard love is like magic
But love couldn't fix
Something like it's so tragic

[Chorus]
Everytime you see yourself you frown
You never come around
It’s sad cause you never make a sound
I know you wanna break down
I know you wanna break down
I know you wanna break down
Every time you frown

[Verse 1]
Saw the puddle on the ground
All this rain got me feelin down
I don’t care if they come around
Cause I found that Life is like a puddle
Here today and gone tomorrow
Here today and gone tomorrow
It's all like a puddle

[Chorus: Anti SD]
When you see yourself you frown
You never come around
you never make a sound
you wanna break down
you never make a sound
you wanna break down
you wanna break down

[Verse 2]
The way you try to convince yourself
You realize you need help
These are the cards you’re dealt
All these emotions that you’ve felt
Say you need me there
I got's you
Let me know if you need me
I’m here and that’s true

Breaking Down (Prod. Nevrfall)

featuring: @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Naruto (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I wanna know why
I'm only human 
I wanna Know why
I’m losing people
I’m not wise 
I’ll break the ties 
But it might end in my demise 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I’m only human 
But I hate it with a passion 
No Sewerperson 
No way of knowing 
No way of learning 
I’m only human 

[Verse 2: JoshIguess]
Still think it's for the better 
We left it in December
Nothing makes sense
there's no reason to remember
Said you were special, but you're the one to blame
Breaking down inside this room and I'll never feel the same
Clocks tick slow, wonder what's wrong with me,
Imagine that for days red is only what you see
Wish I could erase this, but I'm only human,
Better off numb but im no sewerperson

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I’m only human 
But I hate it with a passion 
No Sewerperson 
No way of knowing 
No way of learning 
I’m only human x3

Only Human (feat. JoshIGuess)

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

For The Better

Kurama SD (New account in bio)