Very Lucky

Oakscreen

white ferrari

I could've just been your friend

shoutout to darii and om4ga for sticking w me on dis 
lyrics:
countin all these racks yuh
but im still by myself
sayin that im cool but i need sum fuckin help
got this choppa send u straight to hell
ahhh
talking crazy then u on the shelf 
ahhh
i go get it started 
you look r-
feel like ariana grande 
if i like it then i cop it
bitch be blowing up my phone u kno she getting blocked quick
no i cannot hop on yo track
THAT SHII IS ASS BITCH
no one ever knew my name until i went and got this fame
until i went and got this cash
no you cant get my stash
play wit (*/ω＼*)
bitch dont play wit racks cause they dont stab my back
hit em wit a slugshot (no jaydes) now his line going flat
i hate doing this sm i feel real stupid 
if i aint fucking make it whyd i even do this? 
if i aint fucking make it i think im gonna lose it
put a bullet thru his skull 
and yall still asking why he clueless (T_T)

countin all these racks yuh
but im still by myself
sayin that im cool but i need sum fuckin help
got this choppa send u straight to hell
ahhh
talking crazy then u on the shelf 
ahhh

ariana (1notrama)

helper - boxer

helper - something in between

its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

cause imma kill myself
before im 22
i know my birthdays coming
im turning 20 soon
and imma be all alone
ill fucking sit in my room
im gonna stare at the wall
cause i dont know what to do

ill fucking stare at the wall
ill shove a knife in my chest
i swear ill twist it around
until my body distressed
until my veins start to pop
until my heart wanna stop

its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

been forever since i started smoking

single off my album 'love yourself before others', featuring @userscrs
production by me. used my old mic for this song.

time wouldnt spare ft scars

more features more features
prod. cr1sis
@4urc

sky w/ xurco

https://open.spotify.com/album/7toKZ0sSCFyT4P28Sa3cSY?si=6RAyBCLiSuKiQvUwxC_d7w

i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end 
if this ever stops i wont call you again

if we're more than friends 
you would 
tell me that you love me back
i dont mean to harm you 
baby
i might go and hurt you bad
i dont wanna kill myself 
baby i dont wanna hurt you back
youre the reason im not dead 
baby im not sure you even care

put that on my gravestone 
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again
i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this
cause i want you all to myself

if the world was ending
could we still be more than friends
put that on my gravestone 
we'll be together till the end

if im gonna die
im gonna take a look in your eyes one last time
im scared you wont try again 
im sorry if im not  good enough in the end

if the world was ending 
would we still be more than friends
i hate that you love me
cause i really dont understand
and i know that im not enough
just know that im trying my best
im scared you wont try again 
because i would always try again

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again

i cant seem to help the fact 
that i want you more than just a friend 
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself
baby i got caught thinking about you again 
i dont think i can handle someone leaving again
i might fall asleep when youre laying with me 
i cannot believe that youre not in a dream

put me on a gravestone
cause im dead inside my room 
i dont wanna kill myself 
cause im in love with you
i dont wanna lose you 
cause i might not get you back
but if the world was ending 
would you still be more than friends

more than friends

prod me + @rans0m
fukkit we ball

lyrics if u ask for it

nectar prod me + mel by @rans0m ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و

rip skel

former member of gothangelz (10/10/24 - 10/10/24)
i archive lots of tracks - if you're lucky, maybe i'll upload some

helper - something in between

sami