Kurtains <33

alone

💀

credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

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kyra's socials
https://www.instagram.com/kyrncl_/
https://twitter.com/kyrncl

lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

spawn

cover of jungkook's cover of paper hearts by tori kelly

paper hearts

@prodbytoshi @newgarasu
失われたものを忘れる🎋🎋

ヽ(*ﾟдﾟ)ノ

prbly gna remastr dis soons wher i rec a lot of rvrb '(

https://open.spotify.com/album/6pF9eAcG8AIsqej5UlwO8I?si=2yhUf6V6QtiT-AlsaCSRTg&dl_branch=1

[☂˚]
sry bt its nt workn out tht wayy ;//
n iv bn thinkn ab it lik all dayy
if theres nthn tht i cn do than ok
bt it wont b anythn else but this nw alwys (◎ ◎)ゞ	

pls dnt tll me wht i 4gt (シ_ _)シ	
cz it tuk me sm time 
dnt remind me of wht i lost,, cnt subside 
n i cldnt tell u wht this is all4 y ?
its anothr nite tht i cnt close my eyes  ± _ ±

lately hasnt bn tha same
mb i might b2blame,, 
think theres smthn thts beyond tha frame 🐾🐾
nw its fadn i4gt ur name 

blame blame blame blame 🎋🎋
same same same same ☂˚☂˚
same same same same ☂˚☂˚

tll me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
n its bn way2long so ofc im lost
mb i shld think 2x ab tha cost 🍓🍓
bt i cldnt live wit known,, i cannot stop

tk me bacc2a time wher i didn deal wit it
bt intha end it is how it is,, guess i gta gt a grip
i dnt wna say tht shtt,, i jus wna b in bliss ##
i dnt think i cn 4gt #.# idk wht all dis is !

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ur name ⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋

mvnny - mcdonalds

@starfall 
prod. @prodbyjoshwa & me
<3

lyrics:
I tried to run
But I still can’t catch my breathe now
I told em fuck it
I guess I'm at the end now 
Should of done better
I should write her a letter 
Too late, I guess I’ll never again
Got me tied up
I’m struggling to tell ya
That’s it’s too much 
Like the drinks that we do 
Gotta adjust to the way that I’m living
Cus there’s no way I’ll be missing you
Cus

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

You crossed boundaries 
A new surrounding 
It felt surreal
Glad you're not around me
I tried to tell you that it's over now 
But you never listen, no you don't
(don't don't don't)
It's a shame that I'm trying to change you
Girl I tried to replace you
I can't deny that I hate you
It's a shame that I'm trying to blame you
I don't know why I would date you
I'm still trying to-
(fuck)
I don't know if I can tell you it's okay (starfall)
Making trouble it will never feel the same (joon)
I'm steady trying to fix myself for you (starfall)
Already went through the darkest hell for you (joon)
But it don't ever seem to change the fact (starfall)
That you lied (joon)
And it will never seem to change the fact
That I tried (starfall)

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

talk! w/ starfall (joshwa)

hate my flaws

im back baby

lyrics:
 im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u- 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

so yea i fucked it up
i was flyin thru the skies goin to new york
so now here i am
ive been moving round doing what i want

i fucked it up
i fucked it up again like u said i would
so now here i am
sitting at the start cuz im not enough
no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

i been feeling happy for the first time in a long time thats progress
i woke up so i could see the sunshine in the outside its been a process
yea we was on the roof
cuz we didnt wana smell of gas all up in the room
and ross was lookin hella trash on the tv too
but i know ur there for me so im there for u
aww

yea they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me
 
but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

no magician

hope i'm doing enough

Chaotic! [qwentcrazy]

hesitations

notMyGuy

notMyGuy (prod. Paulo)

snowfall - øneheart (sped up)

insecure (hallow + ryo)

mixed by Jane Remover 
[lyrics]
if this our story ill write it
cheap alcohol on an island
cause i was never one for the finer things
(how could you lie to me?)
we're like heartbreak waiting to happen
(its inevitable)
a pair of self destructive habits
(how could i not have known)
i think that you deserve more magic than what ill bring

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

(like one two three, like one two three)
i remember that day, i could never unsee
it was real and it hurt and i loved it 
cheap thrills cause we knew we couldnt function
but when i met you, i said i was done with it 
i couldnt afford to lose it all again
the mistakes of a past life now
would she understand if it all came out?
(could i tell you now?)

fall in love, try your best, fall apart 
(stay with me)
broken trust, bottled up, a broken heart
(please dont leave)
and i cant pretend i dont want you
(i want you)
i need you bad, but if i tell the truth
(i want you)
theres just no fucking use
(i want you)

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

no good (all i want) [hallow + ryo]

lyrics: 
(and i hold your hand, as you tell me 
ill never see you again)
(i dont understand)

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i never came first)

and i hold your hand 
as you tell me ill never see you again
i dont understand 
how you say you love me then go back to him
so i loved her 
but its over now
i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth
my face in the dirt, my head in the clouds 
keep my composure, i find my way out

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i wish you the worst)

i loved her, but its over now
(the weight of the world on me,
i let you down)
i loved her, but its over now
(i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth)
i loved her, but its over now
its over now, its over now

hold your hand

hold your hand (ryo)

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

think i been thru it all stuff it in my bag tho
ion wna talk ik they gon backdoor
constant paranoia think my heads ab2 blow
like fk
man im stressin
n my brodie rly keep tht fkn weapon
on his side
ion wna talk (i say ts 2 much) bitch im flexin 
i might fk rnd n js teach these boys a lesson

had2 count it up 1 2 3 4 bands in my fkn pocket u aint got nun
n im rly w my bros we js havin fun
im w david in the mall we js cop it up
sike btc no i dnt shop@ the mall n shit
my brodie crashed so i had2 take the fall n shit
i dnt wna b responsible for all ts
i dont wna b responsible for none of ur shit

seems im@ the point of no return
i js want my bread back
labels actin fishy told em ima js go head back
im@ the crib finesse racks frm these hoes
think im fna grow
im w dori im w quinn we walk up in the spot they like oh no
shit 
they dk shit
do this4 a livin but i still cnt trust ts
do this4 my family yk this wht it is
do this4 my team btc u alr kno

i ran outta words
ran outta time
ran outta things2 say
ran outta lines
stuck in my head again think i ran outta time
id do like anything js2 go make them mine
n i did
so i got it
walk up in the party i think im the topic
wonder bout my faith why i evr lost it
wonder bout the hate why they always
why they never stoppin

n we cld all put it2 an end
but i dont evn wna b here 
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna be here
i dont evn wna be here
(i cant find my strength n i h8 it
i cant find my words n i h8 it)

id rather do it on my own
ima make 2024 mine tho ig

im trying (litothedon)

make it real

qu1ck trck <<##33

eyez lk g3mz changn lk 10,, u ddnt evn try d0 it agn
write ur nam permanent lk pen,, wip3 it away forever i cnt

i cnt evn d0 wht u want rit now,, i cnt evn feel wen im fa11n dwn
crystalize my <<##33 display thru t0wn,, hesit4te watchn yh u sta11n now

perm4nentt 1nk ##

happee buh day +++)_____+++++++

@distbeatz @kggn

happe bday 2every1111 !!!!! ++ erkko ++ smile 

(((((did this lil song b444 midnighttxx)))

celbrat w me,, do a danc spinnin
sippin on juice,, n im hurtn my kidneyxx
are my 0.0's shining cuz i feel dizzee
ima wait in line4sum fud but its busy buhhh

waitin on,, life ws long,, 
what is nxt,, wtching on
blo out my candlss :*,, imma mk it realxx
dnt kno wut 2wish4,, dnt kno wut 2feel

its my buhdayy,, do my buhday danccee
lukn @ mee,, tak anthr glanccee 0.0
its my bdayy ## do my bday danceee buh
shufflnnn now,, luk at my new pantsxx

bluu bills i dnt kno wut2spend on
gt a new fit tho rockn wit a ## pendant
movn on frum da past,, whers my presnt ??? :P
oldhed,, grown up,, independant

dun,, dun,, dun dun,, i gt monee4clothes
dnt gt monee4fud 
i dnt wnna seem ##rude
i hv nthn 2prov,,
i need2mak a movxx
yh4me n 4u <<##33

i ws up,, i ws up w8n all night
cnt een go2sleep,, yh i try
i cnt evn process my life,, i5
gettn closer2the end,, but i wnt cryy 0.p

bdayy song !!! [p. distbeatz + kuru]

<<##33 @blackwinterwells @pincode8485 <<##33
~ prodd. @angelus7k @alice-gass @ginsengxx

[buh]
heds mixd upp i gta go nw,, *~*
i cn barely thinkk,, i thinkk i gta wtch outt #0.o#
gta gt up,, no i cnt stay dwnxx ._.
thy bn testn me bt rlly @ wht cost nw ?

<<##33's beatn out my chestt bt im lockd inxx ||o.o||
i js rly wna lv wht did i wlk in ?.?
iv bn fln lik a mess i thnk i lostt itxx #_@
i wnt evn say a wordd thers no mor tlkn ;;X

lostt it al bt il mk it bak,, im loosin time yh im loosn tracc ;;//
dnt kno y i fkn laf,, its ovrwhelming yh i cnt do tht d*,,*b

mixd up ++ blackwinterwells ++ 8485 [p. angelus + alice gas + ginseng]

this song shud explain my mumbling 
ok last one i promise next song will be more happy
prod and peformed by me

upside down

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

pessimist

ok i shudve made it longer 

lyrics:
still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest

cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

i find it funny that u tell me that im wrong
when u know im fuckin right u jus a stub inside a thorn
u always talkin shit yea i can hear u in my room
id love 2 tell u both to shut ur mouths u stupid fuckin fools

but i try my best everytime but its not good enough
why why why do i keep fuckin up
tell me what ur problem is
tell me whats the issue
tell me what the problem is cuz im still 

still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest


cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

make it real

kurtains