midwxst + dltzk - ##GraveedUp (prod. dltzk)

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[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

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Nd when everythings weird theres nothing weird no more

@3dssucks @ddertbAg

let's Go back (3d$ + ddertbAg)

this song is about because i am sick of bein contantly snaked n dat 

lyrics:

dis shit keep happenin to me 
ive had enough now
kindness, im too kind
and it shows now
panic attacks
over shit i aint do
at all

so all i gotta say is im done
bein modest
cuz i KNOW my shit is the hardest
and it make em pissed off
cuz ima do it better than them wid no glitch no sauce
cuz they think i gotta u u u u u u

... u dont
so shut yo ass up 
you sound very dumb 
and u look very mad
ima b da one to say it
aint nobody wanna hear it no more
(well personally i dont)
dis shit keep happenin to me 
ive had enough now
kindness, im too kind
and it shows now
panic attacks
over shit i aint do
at all

so all i gotta say is im done
bein modest
cuz i KNOW dat my shit is the hardest
and it make em pissed off
cuz ima do it better than them wid no glitch no sauce
cuz they think u gotta u u u u u u

kindness

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

hi it is me again
prod me 

lyrics:
last time
it was kinda different
im the talk of the town
cuz ima man on a mission
this time
ill make it apparent
that u waste all my time
and u never take interest

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

but i think they might be rite 
this whole time
did i spend all my time in denial?
oh my god
i didnt mean it
thought too much bout false agreements
it comes with this, it comes with that
no one wana talk bout my achievements :/

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

denial

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW4qunWtEiQ&feature=youtu.be 
  (Visualizer)
https://www.instagram.com/heavnlyheavn/
https://twitter.com/haloboyyy


the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

Dying by summer

the blame

Stream

blame (kurtains)

//produced by me (@scrufff), soju (@sojurembrandt), bigmandem (@bigd-mandem), gltch (@user-804977807), and maxmadethebeat (@maxmadethebeat)

//cover by me and @ogpichu

//VERSES (IN ORDER)
1. @scrufff (chorus)
2. @yungkeeta
3. @wehateclip
4. @caprilol
5. @stacked-peso
6. @scrufff (chorus)
7. @sceauu
8. @ripxet
9. @1endie
10. @heysavvy
11. @1slit
12. @scrufff (chorus)
13. @1mosh
14. @23ze
15. @babysantanaa
16. @kkyprxo
17. @aramii
18. @user-351493649
19. @ilyflxwed
20. @not1icy
21. @fumky13
22. @ovrwrld
23. @terastic
24. @okseph
25. @scrufff x @wehateclip (chorus)
26. jack harlow (yes i know hes hard)
27. @szama
28. @1schwefel
29. @ilymotive
30. @donteverforget
31. @konketsuuu
32. @darkestnet
33. @scrufff (chorus)
34. @y0r0
35. @ilyw3s
36. @lil-centerfold
37. @1kairi
38. @mosahlol
39. @kxly
40. @peitzuh, 57. @itzaidyn, ?. @kawaiirxge