always strive to be better. don't do it for others, do it for yourself, because at the end of the day. when they're gone, and you're the only one left, it's up to you if you want to keep fighting.

Temper Like A Lion (Prod. by Taha)

Ill Change Again (Prod. by Taha)

I grew up too fast. I didn't enjoy the little things in my younger years.. The times I do remember make me happy. I miss those times and those people. Live a little, don't let one thing keep you down. Just don't go crazy. I wrote this track in 2018.. Only song I've ever written on paper. I was going through some crazy times that I felt I should have done when I was younger. Now I'm older, wiser, and happier. 

The producer for this track is unknown. If you or someone you know produced this, please let me know so I can properly credit you. 

I don't own the artwork.


Lyrics
Honestly I never knew
How much I want to be like the other kids
Driving Texas Avenue 
2 AM with my friends gonna miss my shift
But I don’t really give a fuck now
I just wanna feel the love ya
Chillin with a bit of bud ya
No license that’s just fine though.

I start to feel it again
Smoking on gas with my friends
Never really done this before no

Tell me I’m losing my edge 
Loving this shit in my head
Never really done this before no

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Damn

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Shit

It seem like I stay twisted just to calm down
For years I hid inside my mind was still bound
Better days are here I got my friends now
And I don’t worry bout nothing no

We got the munchies 
We’re losing our shit
Getting too faded we lost all our sense
Loving myself it ain’t complicated
Dancing to indie we’re dedicated 
Calling in sick just to act like we’re kids
Buying in bulk just to act like we’re rich
Going to parties is overrated 
Driving for hours and then we stop

And while we listen to the radio
Thinking of the days I’m with my folks
The time has gone by so fast
And I’m still running from the past

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Missed Youth (2018)

when you try to mask your depression in a bubbly trap beat :)

Check out Kaktus please. https://www.youtube.com/@kaktus1771/featured

Pastel Introvert (Prod by Kaktus)(2017)

how do you get to know a stranger based on dirty rumors?

go check out wetgropes
www.youtube.com/@wetgropes

(Lyrics)
What's my deal
Guess I'm mad
Don't know why
Where's my dad
He's an ass
It's what they say
I guess they're right
But cant he change?
Many years I've been told
All the transgressions
Of old
Manipulate
Fill the plate
And make me feel like I belong
Make me feel like I belong

They tell me how
I don't make sense
I'm too young to give a shit
I guess I was
But now I'm sad
I feel it all
Rush from my past
I know I should
Get over it
But when I do
I feel like shit

Cause damages
I didn't know
Like to rise
Put on a show
A memory
A tragic game
Will I win
Or give my name
I don't know
I won't know
Where to go

And I've been holding tight
Knowing that my brain just isn't right
Walking for mile might change my mind
But when I get back home I feel the fight
Rushing to my core
I guess I'm getting bored of all of this
Rushing to my core
I guess I'm just supposed to live with this

Too Young To Care (Prod. by wetgropes)

A song about the 80s... Or its a story about the fact that we all at some point dwell in the past but as long as we realize that every day is a new day we can get back to our future selves. Or something.. Idk..  Lyrics down below.

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/@vileskyx

She’s a little dancing queen
Doing LSD
Watching my TV

Listening to David B
On my Walkman C
Ignoring everything 

Splash town
Water bed
Live and Die 
Counterfeit 
Where we going
I don’t know
Never ending 
Willow grows
Castle in the sky
Will show
See my Neighbor Totoro
Fell into a grave
Watch the fireflies at play
Yeah

Tomorrow I’ll sit all alone
Play some Mario
While I smoke a bowl
Again
Lately I’ve been feeling strange 
About this place
Am  I in a maze
Again

Sometimes it’s too much
Mini skirts and lust
Kitten heels and brunch
Let’s get back to the future 

Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 
Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 
Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 
Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 

One more day
That’s all I need
Stay awake
I’ll catch my dream
Still so lost
Inside a club
Where pain stems from
other blood
I’ve been separated 
There’s no explanation 
Thoughts that I created

Turn on The Lights, I’m In Back To The Future (Prod. by Vilesky x)

tell me if i should continue down this path

speak out

they don't know whats in there

go check out vilesky https://www.youtube.com/@vileskyx

Lyrics:

Don't you go in there
You might get scared
Of where I've given up
It's full of hair
And past despair
I don't know how to love

It's got some things
About my dreams
For how I don't think I'm enough
I know I seem
Like I'm real mean
But habits form when we're real young

But nothings wrong with me
At least that's what they see
I stutter when I speak
So I'm not taken seriously

Maybe it's my fault
I could just be too dumb
The chemicals they feed me
Might be taking they're toll 

All night
I hide
From what's inside
We lie
Then fight
We won't confide

We carry on
And carry on
We hit a bong
Then sing a song
We sing it loud
We say it proud
We know make it there somehow

We carry on
And carry on
We hit a bong
Then sing a song
We sing it loud
We say it proud
We know make it there somehow
We've got to make it there somehow

We know make it there somehow
We've got to make it there somehow
We know make it there somehow
We've got to make it there somehow

Cranium (Prod. by Vilesky x)

chill bro. get out there.

shout out to CRMDRM www.youtube.com/channel/UCkwNFmSMlZcq7N_U96vOjpw

Lyrics:
Control my life
And mental health
Sacred to go the distance
Too scared to make a call
I should wanna fix that
When I do
I always fall
Cause nothing ever works out
(Don't be like that)

Avoiding all the big crowds
(They're not so bad)

What could happen this time?
(May make a friend)

I guess it could be alright
(Lets play pretend)

Acting like I know the rules
Of how to talk
So play it cool
I'm just a ghoul
Inside a costume
By the pool
Look like a fool
I'm still wearing jeans
Tattered boots in spring
But nobody seems to care about it
Except me

Rolling through a field
Maybe catch a ride
Take me to a place
Where I can find
Another time
When I could really smile
Show those pearly whites
Maybe they could shine
Like stars right here tonight

I wont dance inside my mind
Let me dance with all my might
Dance because I wanna fight
Every panic every fright
All my dread I left behind
Think it might just come alive
It's my hateful Frankenstein
Made of all my different lines

I could've said
Or things I wont
Oh what a show
It's on repeat
My head so broke
From deadly dreams
To petty scenes
I hate this joke
Get off my phone
(I'm off my phone)

I've been kinda mad
Mostly at myself
And how I let my fear
Control my life
And mental health
Sacred to go the distance
Too scared to make a call
I should wanna fix that
When I do
I always fall

But what if it all works out?
(That would be rad)

Make it to a big crowd
(Take off the mask)

Dreaming of a my best life
(Reach from within)

Did it once, I can twice
(Not chasing the wind)

get out there (Prod. by CRMDRM)

sometimes i feel like at some point i'm going to explode. constant movies in my mind play back events and what-ifs. on the other hand, i want to fight it and make enough to support my fam before its all over.

Go check out Bobby https://www.youtube.com/@iambobbyblaze

Lyrics coming soon.

Warm Day (Prod. by Bobby Blaze)

Despite where your born into. These days you have a choice on what you can do. You can choose to be someone better or someone worse. You're free

Check out Solr
https://www.youtube.com/ @livesolr

Two Trails For A Free Man (Prod. by Solr)

Just doing me or whatever
 

@BleachMafia 
(Join our Discord and say hi. https://discord.gg/rk8xVMZ)

Cool Kids Clubs
@sojucollective

get out there (Prod. by CRMDRM)

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