why do i always cry when i listen to this

Spooky! Hope you had fun making this. Please feel free to check out one of my latest live tracks, I'd love to know what you think. Biggs

honestly just listening to your music it just makes me smile non stop

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(Lyrics)

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

(verse)
i've had too many sleepless
nights 
thinking of the things he
said
even if he's by my side
horrid thoughts inside my 
head
say the things i wanna hear
for a smile 
maybe he will stick around
for awhile
start to comtemplate myself
inside my mind
try to be the things he wants
but it's never right
we can speed on down highway
tonight
maybe things with go my way
tonight

(chorus)
and i just want to be
the best you've ever had
be a pretty boy for you
is that so bad 
you're so mean
but i'm fine
my mental
is alright

(verse 2)
suffocation in my dreams
pull my heart out the 
seams
honestly you never change
i don't either and its sad
hard to trust the words you
say
only keep me for escape
you don't understand my pain
and i think i'm fine with 
that
you don't care
and i don't mind
i just wanna share my time
only trying to survive
wont you hold me through
the night
whisper words into my ear
make me feel like
i mean something to you

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

Kuzu x Guri - Little Boy

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Lyrics:
(Sad Canadian Boy)
Ive been searching for you for a lifetime
Always lost in your eyes 
And i see you in the starry nights 
Girl i dont know what to do 
You are truly that sublime 
Ive been searching for you 
Loving you is full time 

So pretty and rare baby youre an artifact 
I think im falling for you and thats a fact 

Im falling for you thats the truth 
My feelings keep me in the booth 
make me wanna waste my youth
Running crazy like a sleuth 
Running crazy through the haze 
Finding time to waste the days 
Days that turns into some months 
From rainy days to ocean fronts
Ocean fronts to snowy peaks 
Sometimes down but never bleak
You always get me through the week  
Sunny smiles and rosy cheeks 

(Chorus)
Ive been searching for you for a lifetime
Always lost in your eyes 
And i see you in the starry nights 
Girl i dont know what to do 
You are truly that sublime 
Ive been searching for you 
Loving you is full time 

(Kuzu)
Ive been searching for the 
cutie with the candy eyes
baby take my hand and 
we can walk the starry sky 
jupiter or mars it doesnt matter
 if you're mine.
Love the way you call my name 
I can see your smile, 
tell me do you like it when 
I call you,
7 in the morning, 
I been cautious
girl I really like you
 thats a promise
I been crushing on you...

(Sad Canadian Boy)
And theres a millions ways to say i love you  
And trust me when i say they're all true

(Chorus)
Ive been searching for you for a lifetime
Always lost in your eyes 
And i see you in the starry nights 
Girl i dont know what to do 
You are truly that sublime 
Ive been searching for you 
Loving you is full time

Stream this <3

Endless Emotions Ft. Kuzu Mellow (Prod. by Chillzaki)+visuals in description!!!

Even in death we'll be together

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Art by: https://pinkypromiseinpastel.tumblr.com/

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
We  made all these roses
Her friends
I think that I've been here 
Hoping all the pain she has will end
It makes her mind less clear

"I will give you everything"
"I can fix your broken knees"
"Lift you with some knots and string
For me"

We'll put on a classy show 
And all your friends and family know
That you left and came back
From all of this

You're just fine
You'll stay inside
And I'll help you
Figure out how you survived

(Verse 2)
Please stay awake
Your eyes are bright like the lake
We've almost passed through the gate
But then I lost my eyes
And I've been thristy for years
I hear your words in my ears
You'll say you'll give me all of you just
For this

We've got our withered souls
We'll go out for a stroll

I miss the brighter days
Take me so far away

Sunsets are making me
Blush when I see your face

Learning to carry on
I think we'll be alright

(Outro)
And 
We'll dance around the graves
There's no reason to stay
We can go anywhere
You
Changed me to something more
With you I never get bored
Hoping we never get older
And if we do
I'll have you

Ghost Stories (Prod. by Medda)

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more tracks with lij on the way
 
(Lij)
I’m off the top just like a confiscated hat
Just heard that she a thing you know I’m oscillating that
I wanna push my merch but what’s the cost of making that
We all know that I’m still hurt 
But got the sauce I’m thinking that 
I starve myself like a fucking vegan
I’m avoiding saying dumb shit 
Avoiding something cheesy
No car or cell ton of beats 
I’m watching key and peele off the road hear that shit I’m barely breathing 
I get it I spend it man it’s funds through the penny keep forgetting I’m petty I’m having fun like confetti 
Don’t sweat it don’t fret it Just give me credit where it’s due
Shits upsetting I’m regretting never fucking round with you
But 
I guess it wasn’t all bad
It was just a fall man
I prepared it all, man
Put yourself in my shoes
Get yourself a nice view
People tend to grow up and change but I admit that I do and
Now I’m stuck in bed 
I’m missing friends im listing them so innocent tried fixing them I can’t invest
Anymore time sick of these lies oh oh
You’re like novacane, novacane

(rated r)
Watch me on some tv life,
I cd wipe your meetings,
With an alcoholic beverage in my hand with your proceedings,
Bandaged wounds with cdg  
My dvd, it isn’t loaded
Friends went out to edc
I guess that was to ease the moment. 
I think I’m decently decent at art,
My features are fever it’s hot,
My water by whippin the stove,
I’m cheffin I season the plot,
Give me the the keys to the car,
Evil the needle I know 
Keep off the feed on my phone,
Steve-o, till below and let it be known,
I’m sober,
I’m overdosing with thoughts and put the beat on my shoulders 
It’s like motion of art,
I’m not too close with my ex’s 
I learn the most from my lessons,
I Never boast my emotions I think the motion is desperate 
But who I am to judge,
I’m the one with a suicidal crush
We all would fight for food but the food dividing us
That’s been using my amusement as a fuel for guiding fun
Ima do or die because 
I’m rated r never saving my apologies 
Always into women I should study gynecology 
Always ever honorably,
Always ever on her knees,
I could be her knight in shining armor or a taller shiek 
Swallow whole the smaller sheet,
I don’t know the all of me
Fallen like the Sodom while we underneath the autumn leaves 

keep yourself safe

am i a good person? w/shiloh dynasty (feat. lij)

did a collab with this awesome dude named @schmidtybeats you should really check him out. had fun working on this small project so hope you guys enjoy this track!

slowly fading (prod. schmidtybeats)

Some stuff on my mind

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I do not own the artwork!

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Now I'm lying on the floor again
And I'm thinking that I'm bored of this
Tell me how am I supposed to live?
If I barely feel alive
But they tell me to get over it
And I'm reaching for another sip
Another puff, and I wait for it to hit
Then I feel like I'm alive

(Verse 1)
Boom Boom Boom
3 shots down the hatch
I'll carry a torch 
And I'll never look back
I think I should stop
Forgot what I said
I don't think I'll make it 
Outta my bed
But I'll carry on
Carry on
Carry on
Try to carry on
Said I'll carry on

While I'm looking at the past me
And I'm sitting in the front seat

Where did I go wrong?
I keep putting all of it
Inside these songs
But it's not enough
Not enough
To keep me floating up
Floating up

I'm such a pessimist
Fuck your entitlement
I'm running from this shit
I know I wont make it
But I gotta grow up
Yeah I gotta grow up

(Bridge)
Still don't know where I gotta go
Need a voice just to let me know
Fuck a voice I can take it slow
I have a road I can follow home

(Hook)
I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

Cause I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

(Verse 2)
Running from the rage
Turn another page
I know I can change
If I switch my ways
Now I know where I should go
Playing on my phone
I'll forget about the day
And I missed the rain

Started drowning in my sea
I forgot who I should be
Is it all dream?
(Upside down)
I can't see in front of me
(Please don't frown)
Tell me if I'm doing fine
(You're doing great)
Am I getting outta line?
(It's not that way)

Now I'm sitting in my chair
I'm not asking for a share
I just wanna feel at home

in the blue (prod. by abby)

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Art by: www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'll stay running from myself
Every time
Put my heart inside a dirty jar
I'll survive
I don't need my eyes to see 
The failure I've become
Expose my bones 
A fragile stone
I wanted to feel numb 

I tried to live without
The warmth inside my soul
I thought if I was cold enough
I'd be fine alone
I never thought the pain
Of coming home would be so harsh
Split in two
Get me through
The nightmares in my room

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 2)
I don't wanna die
But I don't feel alive
I've heard it once before
It's easier to cry
Asking who am I
Told another lie
(That's not who I am)
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die

(Chorus) 
Play the role
Of another individual
Put a smile on my face for them
Gotta go the extra mile for them

(Verse 3)
And I do it every time
Every night
Gotta tell myself to fight
To feel alright
Smoking up so I don't think
Of suicide
We're the same and I can see
It in your mind
And we always say

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 4)
Don't let go
I won't wont fall
Please hold on
Wait on the wall
Trust me I
Don't want it all
Cause I can't take it
When death calls

And its bound to happen
Maybe now or later then
But I won't try to fight it
When it comes around..

Me(Prod. by Roko Tensei)

It don't matter.... I'll be there whenever you call...

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I do not own the art work.

Lyrics:

4am she wanna hit my line
Baby I don't mind we talk it's fine
Says she sad I know that she been cryin
Baby I'll come by it'll be alright

Hop up in Uber 
"Where you going?"
To my girl's
Maybe grab some food
For the mood
Make her world
 
Brought some green to make her feel alive
She'll be feelin Gucci in no time 

So girl let's talk about
The things that freak you out
We'll make some silly jokes
Ask how you're feeling now

I'll stay as long as you need
There's no such thing as greed
When it comes to love for you
Darlin I'll do anything 

Talk to me you know were best friends
Honey I can give you time
It don't need to be a weekend
Girl you know I'll stay the night

We can talk about the times when
We were having fun in life and 
Our first time holding hands
Then we kissed in the sand

Got you smiling
I know it's good
Eyes red and sparkling
Just like they should 

Cause pretty girl you shouldn't hold it all inside
Just hit me up and we can talk along the ride  

4am she wanna hit my line
Baby I don't mind we talk it's fine
Says she sad I know that she been cryin
Baby I'll come by it'll be alright

4am she wanna hit my line
Baby I don't mind we talk it's fine
Says she sad I know that she been cryin
Baby I'll come by it'll be alright

4 AM (Prod. by Luca Malaspina)

it's been a while and I never really felt like my concept for sleepydead was complete. thanks to neb for helping me finish this song and make it sound like what I originally envisioned.

sleepydead pt 2 w/neb ft snøw

When you feel like all the others

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Lyrics:
Who's that?
Who you talking to?
Always on your phone
Who's texting you
Got me worried that you got another dude
Saying you'll be honest 
But is that the truth?

I feel outta place when
We're chilling and you keep on indulging
In conversation
See you on your snapchat
Caught me kinda glancing
You're hiding it like it's pay back 
Why?
I was looking at your face
Didn't even worry babe
But now you got me going crazy
What you hiding from me baby?

Promise you wont stab me in the back
If you gonna fuck up best to show me all the facts
Was it too much weed?
Or did they offer you some tabs?
Sorry that if what I'm sayings got you feeling bad

But every time I think about some shit it's got me mad
Cause everyone right after me you treated with respect
But now you're coming back to me girl what did you expect?
I'm sorry that I'm not the same boy

I been feeling down
I don't really know if I can turn my shit around
Thinking bout past has got me buried in the ground
Take another shot so I can drown out all the sounds
I'm stuck inside my house now oh

Nothing here is new
Thinking that you got me doing things your ex's do
Feeling kinda worthless and it's all because of you
Sorry I'm not perfect and I got an attitude
It's mostly cause you started talking bout another dude
You shouldn't leave em waiting baby that's just hella rude
And now you're getting angry when I talk about my mood

I'm so sad and
Steady laughing
Better paint a pretty picture of my past and
Make a joke about the shit you did
Why the fuck you getting mad? You don't remember this
When I look at you I'm filled with happiness
Then it turns into aggression I don't like this shit
Then I turn into an asshole you don't help it
Now my body's going numb because I made my switch

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new

Nothing New (Prod. by Balance Cooper)

So so tired

Please go check out Oui lele: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7EXnSnFYB6LcHaO-B-XC-g
https://soundcloud.com/ouilele

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK!

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

Incoming disaster
Calling up a friendly pastor
Gotta repent
Get up later just to go reminisce
Be a fake just to light up them kids
Tell em to be bold
Never let up never get cold
You been sitting in the back row
But that don't mean you gotta grow mold

We're kinda the same
Staying strong just to get through the game
Nothings better than guessing the weather
It's kinda rainy and I feel the pain
Of everything 
Something bad
I can feel it creepin' from the past
Lately I been getting really mad
Got a demon crawling on my back
And

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

im so tired (Prod. by Oui lele)

Just doing me or whatever
 

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Ghost Stories (Prod. by Medda)

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