October 2021

lyrics:

I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

Im fine on my own
Hard times still come to close
But not mine they are homeWith my life they will mold
I am Tied to u
And u Tied to me
I had tried pulling backwards
But cuffs dont work that way
She had went loose on me
I am in fight or flight
She is in ecstasy
And she might go all night tonight
But she swear to me she changed
Well that’s all u had to say
I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

a_nightmare (jabarionthebeat x armen)

lyrics:

He is not the one
I am not the one
But damn im pretty close
But we just playing on frail love 
With me baby just picket the bag wallet or watch he on the fence about it like he put the for sale up
Im eating heavy on these beats while he just picking the kale up
That jealousy in his cells and im just Pushing the bail up
She text me 20 times I read it all at once like baby im picking the mail up

I could say some shit I shouldn’t
But I keep it all to me
I could say some shit u wouldn’t like
She like oh u think u socrates
Bitch words are my job yea
Id bless u thru my teeth
If u talk cordially
Yea I aint have a choice to be great no no I just gotta be yea
Oh im really ready
Bitch im ready Freddy
I pull up with my guys like ed ed and eddy
I stack soup cups
I guess This that alphaghetti
Why would I need a therapist with half a bokkle left of remy
Random ass face tryna fuck me right
Catch me in a time when my confidence spiked
That only comes when im drunk and high
Like that one song U lucky that im both tonight
Running my fade I dont try to attract static
If I let the goons out they gon reek havoc
Boy u fucking with the scum u got to have brain damage
They gon leave u with a wound that u unable to bandage
My conscience put me right but my brain made me an addict
Count the money I had spent on liquor Id by a patek
If its not in the bank then I keep it in the attict
I dont know his bitch but he all mad she my fanatic

He is not the one
I am not the one
But damn im pretty close
But we just playing on frail love 
And ive had plenty times where it turn into a stale love
Im not tryna be cold im just scared imma fail love
I pull on this bape over my head and I vibe
I think about the moment where I know I shouldve died
So Even when im down im still grateful im alive
If u touching down turn around im in my mind for the night

the2 (jabarionthebeat x kxvi x lavish)

lyrics:

I was just tryna help I couldn’t care bout how they hate on me
Why u asking someone I never met to hear they take on me
If u tryna be funny I aint laughing where the punchline at
Growing up I would’ve died if I aint learn to bounce back
I think im playing dress up in this bitch with all this bape on me
U aint got a rack upon that rack but I 8 on me
Not a dry text but my boy said “I got that k on me”
Baby I live fast out here I told u do not wait on me
I am not no bop it for u hoe so please dont play with me
My friends something like family u would think at night they ate with me
Plus they all some dogs if they ate they eating pedigree
Told u if u feel a way about someone tell me hastily
Why u think the water moving up in the bitch
I grew out the gutter on my crocodile shit
I got a hole inside my heart that im unable to fix
Bitches come and go but u stay inside the mix
U pretty outside but on the inside u sick
And Theres no skin care routine out there to fix that shit
Dropped from the game but I resurrected
Im getting money now look what I did
Yea im really really on
Must be sour knowing after all u really wrong
Man I put that on me
Man I put that on god
And id put that on my seed but I got plenty children up inside the flow
This a nightmare
But u dont wake up from it
Girl im right here
On the stratosphere
Me and jabari on this comet we reside here We alright here

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

I dont care im turnt up
God blessed me im live
They fill his face with red dots
No acne not no hives
Viewer discretion advised
I dont know if he dies
I dont know very much
I just know that im alive
Please oh please dont test me im afraid ill get too messy
With his bitch in tellys on my time she get too wetty
Blow in this bitch confetti
Swear imma blow in this bitch like Betty
Pressing me here u stagnant 
We so deep in this bitch its pregnant

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

night t3rror (jabarionthebeat x lucabeats)

lyrics:

From this treatment I was buried
But from this dirt I will grow
I took 2 its getting scary
But when I hurt I evolve

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

All this emotion I push out my mouth in this bitch and u still shleep
I couldn’t have it I made it my goal to be humble and gain cheese
Everything i ever brought to my name came right out from my own teeth
I do not make new friends because plenty of people betrayed me
I just been getting high yea
I cant be teary eyed
People look up to me
I just cannot see why
I stay up touring just thinking in bed
How we would be if it was up to my head
I just checked in baby
I was going to call u
I dont want to talk about it
Until u lower the volume
Itching at my skin baby
She like I control u
Im thankful for my sins
Cause it taught me that u sin too

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

i_evolve (jabarionthebeat x dasda x moneyevery)

lyrics:

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I am not able to move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

Ok ok
I have not eaten in four days
Fitting my fits too loosely
But None of my shit been bootleg
Woah
Pouring myself ace
Fuck it I pour this whole ace
Checking my phone she thirsty
She give me head like Olay
Said she dont fuck with artists
But she had ubered to me unwanted
She know I got a good night in my pocket
Everything I do she tell me shed pop it
Bitch u need to off it
Im here singing on beats for profit
U could easily be replaced
Right now im tryna be off of my face
Im blowing cookie and orange and purple.  until I am falling in deep space
Im tryna fuck u I fuck u and dip out this bitch and the convo get erased
Im going crazy and crazy and crazier I dont think I wanna drop pace
Im tryna push it till I couldn’t do it but lately I start to deteriorate 

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I cannot move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

blU (jabarionthebeat x david)

Stop waiting for a good thing when god is presenting them right in front of you and you're just being too lazy to work for it. Get up. Chase that dream. Stop wasting time. Don't be like me. (Lyrics down below)

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
Instagram : @midsummer_94
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqkFxtyzAM3g4qo0Awb3EEA/featured

Art by Jaakko Pallasvuo
http://jaakkopallasvuo.com/

Lyrics:
I was sitting there
Drinking all my sorrows away
Don’t care about the next day
It don’t matter to me
Cause if I woke up I would do it over again
It was a bad habit but I was losing my win 
I had my towel ready
Call it a TKO Growing mad
Changing fast Then my mental broke
This life will make you choke
I know it’s hard to grow 
But I can tell you that it’s better just to grow
Than mold So don’t you stay in the dark
Don’t get too cold
Turn them rocks at your feet into gold
Be your own best friend Take a second to live
Then get up go out Try to make it again 
And I know that it’s difficult Don’t be so cynical
Pessimistic tendencies
Twist and turn realities Until you’re nothing but a seed
Now you’re craving water
Cause you’re roots are nothing but a dream
It’s a sad case
When them kids break
And they think fate
Is a real thing Cause they’re whole lives
Was a hard time
And it seemed that
There’d never be a day that wouldn’t reek In a sea
Of deceptive things 
I stay praying for em
I want them all to shine
But it’s up to them if they wanna ride the grind
It’s a crazy rail
It’s still for the frail
Don’t be worried if you fail
There’s still honey there A lesson to be learned To help you gain what’s earned There’s several different possibilities Mysteries Find what’s in the Evergreen Chase a dream
Make it all reality Love yourself Keep it cool don’t flaunt the wealth
Lest it be a lesson or a message Coming to you from his presence Could be walking on a path
To a crash for some cash
So keep your head up Or that doubt will turn to fear
It’ll keep ya mind suppressed And you may never reveal What’s behind those opportunities That’s shining in your face Cause I’m guilty of my preaching Don’t you try to take my place We don’t have to be the same
It’s a simple word exchange And if it hits a single soul
Then the message will retain
Yes god 

Was steady waiting Waiting for my tomorrow But nothing will come
If I lay in the sun And pretend that I’m okay
Said no more waiting Waiting for my tomorrow I gotta believe Stay growing like tress
Find the lord I’ll be okay 
Was steady waiting Waiting for my tomorrow But nothing will come
If I lay in the sun And pretend that I’m okay
I’ll be okay

waiting for tomorrow (prod. by midsummer)

VAMPIRE GOTH

sample: it looks sad - creature

i saw you in the window of my room
i saw you in the window of my room last night again
i screamed, "please don't go" at you
but those fragile bones still seemed to move so fast
and i know it hurts to hear
but i'm just no god damn good, my dear
i promise you i would not lie
i die to live and live to die

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep in empathy
and i'm awake in entropy

i met you in the parking lot outside of the high school
breathing in the fumes from cigarettes and trying to act cool
you asked me "do you hate yourself? i can tell you fit the part"
i said "self loathing? listen, just don't even start"
can't put into words the way that you intimidated me
was fighting with a mirror over which side was the fakery
we shared our stories, showed our scars
made that promise, crashed your car

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep inside a ditch
passenger seat, i lie and twich 'cause
no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
i watched you die and spoke your name
but neither of us felt the same

NO ONE EVER TOLD ME

Produced by @bgxrg

(Hook)
Leave me alone, please.
Let me play my keys and pluck my guitar.
Is that too much to ask?
Leave me alone, please.
I just had my heart broken to pieces and I'm still sweeping up the shards.

(Verse)
We used to intertwine our fingers
Like we were making wicker baskets of our hands.
And the second she sang to my ears I nearly died as my heart stopped beating.
Was that too much to ask?

(Hook)
Leave me alone, please.
Let me play my keys and pluck my guitar.
Is that too much to ask?
Leave me alone, please.
I just had my heart broken to pieces and I'm still sweeping up the shards.

(Adlib)

alone (too much to ask for) [Prod. blank]

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Lyrics

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Verse 1)
You've been scheming
But I feel like I ain't had enough
Losing interest is something
But you can see my bluff
Start to question the seasons
Beacause I'm losing trust
I can lie to you saying that
I'm not giving up

(Bridge)
I know
We've got
All these questions
Bout love
End it

(Verse 2)
There's no sympathy
Baby I'm showing empathy
Taking all of my energy
I can no longer feel the rain
Losing the sense of mental pain
Tell me what is it that you gain
I've been under the pressure
Feelin under the wheather
Thinking that I'll get better
Giving you all the answers
I'm down
And I'll drown
So I'll say it now

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Outro)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you

About You (Prod. by redpest)(Thanks for 1,000! <3)

This is for you Renata. Thank you so much to the wonderful @khai_dreams for allowing me to remix his already perfect song. I hope I did it justice.

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-ultimately-cloudy-remix-lyrics

Produced by @barnesblvd
Featuring @khai_dreams
Mixed and Mastered by @polearm
Artwork by @itsbubblegum

Original: https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams/ultimately

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Ultimately - Khai Dreams (Cloud Mac Remix)

ALL CREDITS GO TO CLOUD MAC, HE TOOK THIS SONG DOWN AND I FOUND IT AGAIN SO I WANTED TO UPLOAD IT.

[Cloudy]
Listen to this raspy voice, yeah it’s the sound of cigarettes,
Can you hear my crappy choices by the pound, wrapped up with my regrets,
And can you hear my passed joys come out with what I express,
And are my words a vessel for all the things that I confess.

And what would you do, if I was deaf and mute,
And I had just a few, little dots to speak through.
Put them dots on the wall, if my message still was tall,
Would you answer to it’s call, would you read it till’ it falls.
No… no…I’m lucky to be in the position I am,
Lucky to carry out all of my plans,
Lucky to be able to understand you.
Lucky that English is spoke in Japan,
Lucky that I benefit from my land’s -
Past horrors, I don’t need to understand you

And every voice is different,
No such thing, as indifference,
The problem isn’t distance,
It’s just that no one will listen.
Because we all deserve the same,
Different pride, different plain,
Different lies, different names,
But we all, suffer pain. (yeah)

Listen to this raspy voice, yeah it’s the sound of cigarettes,
Can you hear my crappy choices by the pound, wrapped up with my regrets,
And can you hear my passed joys come out with what I express,
And are my words a vessel for all the things that I confess.
Listen to this raspy voice, yeah it’s the sound of cigarettes,
Can you hear my crappy choices by the pound, wrapped up with my regrets,
And can you hear my passed joys come out with what I express,
And are my words a vessel for all the things that I confess.

[Chris Wright]
Who will sing my love fast to sleep
Magazine rip my past to pieces
Ash it out, we ain’t passing weed
Trynna leave but I’m trapped in leases
Masterpiece is all I can settle for
Chain around my neck, pushing pedals more
Scared of silence so it’s always getting torn
Movie nights with a bag of kettle corn
Why is it my words that you listen to
Signals passing through simple tubes
Playin out into empty rooms
Cause on my side, I can’t hear bout all the things that are wrong
Yeah on my side, couldn’t ever find peace in one of my songs
Still on my side, you should not feel like we would ever get along
Cause on my side, all I care about’s what I leave when I’m gone

Cloud Mac - Voices (ft. Chris Wright)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/draffish & https://soundcloud.com/mental

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
first things first lets make this clear
i don't know where i'll be next year
for all i care i could be on the street

i feel so lame when you are near
i think bout how i was last year
for all i care i could be six feet deep

[Hook]
its noones fault but just my own
and noone knows what i would owe
i don't know if you'll ever give it back

with blurry eyes i feel alone
in clubs i cry in bathroom stalls
i don't know if you'll ever take me back

[Verse 2]
first things first lets make this clear
i don't know where i'll be next year
for all i care i could be on the street

i feel so lame when you are near
i think bout how i was last year
for all i care i could be six feet deep

in dim lit rooms i'll see your face
inside the fumes i'll feel your grace
wash over me a sad and broken wreck

i wish for views of mountainsides
and country roads that i can ride
and realise that i dont need to forget

[Hook]
its noones fault but just my own
and noone knows what i would owe
i don't know if you'll ever give it back

with blurry eyes i feel alone
in clubs i cry in bathroom stalls
i don't know if you'll ever take me back

why - prod. our final hours

collab i did with @paradise97music. mix and mastered by @halberd-3000 , and artwork by @collidingwithmars .

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LYRICS
------------------
I knew a kid, from out in the banks, he was,
A little quiet, didn’t think too much, about it,
He’d sit alone at lunch, and throughout it, he would,
Be solely focused on his book he wouldn’t go without it,

I wondered what words he might write down,
Cos’ words are more important when they’re not typed out,
On the cover he had drawn a pretty girl in a white gown,
And if the book got soaked when it rained then she might drown

And all those other boys well they don’t like him,
They think he’s strange cos he dresses like a viking,
And anything he’d say they would put a spike in,
His vampires heart and strike it down like lightning.

As the days go on, he’s dressed in black,
Avoiding thinking about having to go back,
Home, is not where his heart is, plaque,
His mother only remembered on the wall on a rack,

And his dad has been a little angry ever since,
Has too many unhappy happy hours to convince,
Himself, he’s okay, all the bruises, he presses, on his child's body, takes away, some pain, just a little bit.

He’s done -

The kid snaps it all off so clean,
He’s ready to act out whats been playing in his dreams,
He’s ready for these people to be running make them scream,
Once he’s done it all only then can he be free,

He stops buy his uncles to pick up the gat,
Shoots his uncle in the chest and then shoots the cat,
Turns around the corner and goes back to his dads,
Hits him on the head and shoots him through his cap.

You Ain't Laughing Now (prod. Paradise)

Check out Roko: www.youtube.com/channel/UCHcxCZQS1SZf103NIp0ndwg

Art by: www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
Saturdays I wait for all the weed to kick in
Feeling so much happier I chill with my friends
And it seems like
Seems like
Time has flown by
But I don't mind
Cause 

I did what I want
And I stayed inside
I gave it my all
Well at least I tried

I did what I could
Stayed cold as ice
Now I'm feeling great
Even got a prize

(Bridge)
So can I make a toast
I don't feel so self-loathed
I know that I've mess up
Forgot to dream
Made a scene
Is it me
Turning green
And I feel so sick

(Hook)
But I've been feeling better everyday
And I couldn't help but hide my face
Yeah
Took awhile to find my place
Now I'm there..
Yeah

(Verse 2)
Put it off 
When I'm sad
And I feel that
Coming up 
Eating me 
Like an apex
Let em know
That I don't
Want a rolex
I just wanna live
Yeah

Now they know
What I got
But I'll fake it
Give it time
Imma shine
It's a big switch
Keep a smile
While they talk
All that bullshit
Imma stay the same
Yeah

Every single day
Imma stay awake
And I'll
Look at all the time
I have spent away
I'll try
Laying in the sun
Maybe have some fun
Okay
Taking all my friends
Drive until the end
Slowly

Feeling good
It's paradise
Loving me
Be alright
All in all
Happy times

(Hook)
And I've been feeling better everyday
And I couldn't help but hide my face
Yeah
Took awhile to find my place
Now I'm there..
Yeah

Better Everyday (Prod. by Roko Tensei)

i knew it would happen but i thought it wouldn't

go check out the producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkexQp8xKJuJrFSa7t_h6VQ/featured

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics:
(Hook)
What am I supposed to do
Sitting here alone with you
No matter what I say
It wont change anything
No no

Now I don't wanna be alone
You came around and made me whole
But now you wanna up and go
You changed me just to run away
Oh

(Verse 1)
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
Of being used
Changing my attire
I'm starting fires
I'm bringing liars home
But that ain't new

I'm going down and I really wanna understand
How it sounds gotta wonder why you held my hand
Start to doubt if this even was a brand new plan
What's it about, said you'd rather be alone instead

I just wanna dance right now
I just wanna dance right now
I'm keeping everything inside
I told myself that this was fine
But that's a lie
I'm doing what I can just to not give up
Now

(Hook)
What am I supposed to do
Sitting here alone with you
No matter what I say
It wont change anything
No no

Now I don't wanna be alone
You came around and made me whole
But now you wanna up and go
You changed me just to run away
Oh

what i say doesn't matter (prod. by wurlishmouk)

Just doing me or whatever
 

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