lyinginthedirt

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

written, recorded, and produced by foreign forest and lund

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
hey october
do you remember me
time has passed
but now you’re back
i bet you think
i look a little different
but I still feel the same inside
i just have a few missing
pieces that I’m trying to find
this october
i'm laying in the leaves
eating pumpkin pie
this october 
going outside
Staying up all night
this october
i want you by my side
this october
until the end of time
we can be ghosts if you want to
you can let go
but I’ll hold you

[lund]
lean on me
put your trust in solid ground
a safe place we can both be free
life move thru the
ups and downs
ups and downs
all i need
your voice the sweetest sound
my all, my everything
in you a home i’ve found
a home i’ve found
heal my scars
knew the moment
that i met you
came from the stars
a work of art
heaven sent you
melt my heart
skippin beats
when we kiss too
i don’t want to be
anywhere but here with you
fan a flame
no our love won’t die
spend forever to eternity
lost in your eyes
silhouette of you
dancing in my mind
know i’ll never leave
want you by my side

[foreign forest]
hey october
do you remember me
time has passed
but now you’re back
i bet you think
i look a little different
but I still feel the same inside
i just have a few missing
pieces that I’m trying to find

October

october (feat. lund)

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you

you'll get through it now
we'll get through it now
hard to hear you when the musics loud

ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you
you'll get through it now

[smrtdeath]
looking through the photos wishing that i was the same me
baby i know you thought you could change me
but maybe it was plain to see
we weren't made to be
you and me
so ima take the high road
cause thats the only way i'll be able to carry on
ima find those pieces of my broken heart and
take them home

and ima ride home tell your mama that im sorry for everything
x2

and ima take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
ima find those letters i wrote to myself
and when you get older 
i hope you think of me as the devil on your shoulder

time'll heal the wound but thats a lot of pain to wait through

Listen on Spotify

letters 2 myself ft. smrtdeath (prod. rogergoon)

Listen to Spotify

actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

hope i did justice to this song cus i love it, if not.. sorry lol

this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives went by so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you swear you loved me more

do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend it's all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is

those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word there
will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl

do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is

there is (evol rendition) [prod. dead spyro]

LYRICS
im so scared and alone
my depression got me feeling so dam low
i do not wanna fight no more
but i dont wanna hurt nobody
crushed heart broken dreams feeling so down
(so down)
everybody hating on me now
waint until i have the crown
then you will be on my neck
youll be breathing down
best believe im up next
you aint gotta right it down
just remember my name
cause only time will tell then i get my shot of fame
learned a lesson today
i aint taking no shade
im just smoking some LS ima give it to you straight
(ouu im coming for you you)
girl
you aint gotta clue ouu
im in love with you
im so scared and alone
my depression got me feeling so dam low
i do not wanna fight no more
but i dont wanna hurt nobody
i have problems in my mind
i have issues all the time
i be laying in my bed
wishing i wasnt alive
face demonds everynight 
i got a coffin by myside
incase tonights the night 
tonight aint the night
(im alive)
cant beleive i survived thought i wouldnt make it through the night 
thoughts of suicide and i sit there and i cry
i may look happy but i just fake a smile
i tell you that im okay but im hurting inside
aye
but obviously you want me out your life
aye
tears roll down my face everynight
from the thought of your face and your eyes
aye
face and your eyes
i just love your thighs
i just fucked you last night
alright
then u left me there all alone im so scared
im aware im aware
woooahhh
im so scared and alone
my depression got me feeling so dam low
i do not wanna fight no more
but i dont wanna hurt nobody
crushed heart broken dreams feeling so down
(so down)
everybody hating on me now
waint until i have the crown
then you will be on my neck
youll be breathing down
best believe im up next
you aint gotta right it down
just remember my name
cause only time will tell then i get my shot of fame
learned a lesson today
i aint taking no shade
im just smoking some LS ima give it to you straight

broken dreams

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

Produced by ℒund & Forest
"Halloween But All Year" coming 10/31

lyrics:

ℒund:
Love is like a twister
And girl you got me shook up
I know I shouldn’t miss you 
When your the one that fucked up
But thats just a heartbreak 
Pulling on my heartstrings 
Girl you make my heartache
I'm used to all this pain now
Head full of voices
I'm going insane now
There's nothing you can change now
They gon' find me hanging
You're the one to blame now

Forest:
I’ve seen you before
Outside that door
What you staring for
Girl I know you want more
Wanna see my room
I could give you a tour
And if it gets cold
I could light a fire
That could keep you warm
Feeling so torn
Feelings hit me like storm
Deja vu, oh my lord

Forest & ℒund:
All The Time
You Ruin My Mind
All I Want
Is to be with you
That’s all I Want

heartache ft. ℒund

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EShabKZD7XE

vocals by @supachefm & @shinigami & @savagegasp
production by @shinigami

ballin w/ shinigami & savage ga$p (prod. shinigami)

adolescence official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGmsm5RKt7I

a 4 song ep made from the heart !! ;)

vocals by @supachefm & @93FEETOFSMOKE
produced, mixed & mastered by @93FEETOFSMOKE
art by @cranchyou

broken dreams

youngbubs