Mr Grumpy's Lonely Pandemic

a Mixtape of songs brought to you by Kysaac

Written and Performed by Kysaac Becker-Wheeler (Kysaac)

With help from various producers (credited individually by song)

Mixed and Mastered by Ely Nash

Recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Ohio

-Kysaac

"Mr Grumpy's Lonely Pandemic" a mixtape by Kysaac

Written and Performed by Kysaac
@KysaacSucks

https://youtu.be/BACPOqrBkY4

FR33 DRUGS

FREE DRUGS

Written and Performed by Kysaac
produced by ThatBoiNeco
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Ely Nash
recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Ohio 
#33

F33L THE SAME

FEEL THE SAME

"Love Hurts" by Kysaac

Lyrics:
"They say love hurts
But it cant hurt that bad
It only hurts if you the only one in love
I know how she’s feeling and I know it won’t last
Eventually they always fall out of love


So please tell me that you love me
If you don’t love me
I don’t know much about love
But I know one thing
If you loved me
Then you wont say trust me
Just to turn around and lie to me but you can’t trust me?
One part of my brain keeps sayin leave
other part says I don’t wanna lose you yet so ill believe
Guess we’ll see
I think
Maybe I just need to sleep
But these drugs keep me awake so I don’t ever Rest In Peace
Oh baby you been hurtin me
you say it ain’t purposely
But all the shit you doing just makes me wish you would murder me
Cause dead me can’t get hurt at least
You say you won’t then you leave
But everytime you leave I wonder if Id left who’d search for me



They say love hurts
But it don’t hurt that bad
It only hurts if you the only one in love
Cause I know how she’s feeling and I know it won’t last
Eventually they always fall out of love
They say love hurts
But it don’t hurt that bad
It only hurts if you the only one in love
Cause I know how she’s feeling and I know it won’t last
Eventually they always fall out of love



Oh maybe we keep working we
Say goodbye and both just leave
But either way I’m pretty sure that there is still no hope for me
please pray for me
I know things seem crazy, please
Know I’m sad not angry, we
Both did things
but that don’t mean we.
Hate each other
Maybe baby we just played each other
Oh I don’t wanna hate my life but bitch you made me suffer
We can’t Say bye cause when we come back we still hate each other
So when it's night I pray to God that all my days seem better
I can’t change the weather
I may spell 
but can’t do better
Maybe whether
We belong together
Or we rot together
Either way
I can’t leave
So bitch just try to make things better
If you can’t then I may leave
But who knows. 
I may not know better



They say love hurts
But it don’t hurt that bad
It only hurts if you the only one in love
Cause I know how she’s feeling and I know it won’t last
Eventually they always fall out of love
They say love hurts
But it don’t hurt that bad
It only hurts if you the only one in love
Cause I know how she’s feeling and I know it won’t last
Eventually they always fall out of love
They say love hurts
But it don’t hurt that bad
It only hurts if you the only one in love cause I know
How she’s feeling and I know it won’t last
Eventually they always fall out of love 
Fall out of love
You're gonna fall out of love
Yeah I know how she been feeling but she'll fall out of love
Oh
Fall our of love
I never fell out of love
Oh I don't know what you thinking bitch
I never was in love

Oh the say love hurts
But it can't hurt that bad
It only hurts if you're the only one in love 
Know how she feeling
And I know it won't last
Eventually they always fall out of love

Kysaac"



Credits:
Written and Performed by Kysaac (Kysaac Becker-Wheeler) 
IG: @KysaacSucks
Produced by @Timeline x @RicoRunDat
vocal engineer/Mixed/Mastered by Ely Nash (@ElyNash)
Recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Ohio

#LinkAndBuild #SCFirst

Love Hurts

LOVE HURTS

I DONT
a song by Kysaac with production by Kontrabandz and GC Beats


Lyrics:

(Hook)
I don’t like how
I been in my feelings for awhile now
And nothing ever seems to make me calm down
My mind been playing tricks to make me fall down
And I need someone but I’m all alone now
And everyone I know is hard to call now
It’s like whenever I’m calling the phones down
And I just need a place where I can go now
Why
Cause I don’t wanna be alone now

(Verse 1)
Get the fuck up out my head
That’s what I be telling myself whenever I wish I’m dead
Like oh my god
Why am I so filled with stress
I just wanna be a happier person but I’m depressed
They be like
Man just think a bit better
I be like uh
How the fuck you telling me to be better
When you don’t know the shit I’ve been through
In the last month
Life is like a bad bitch fucking me cause I won’t last long
Ay yeah
Everything has changed up
Only thing that stayed the same is i still smoke the same blunts
That I was smoking up in 6th grade
Smoke enough to get payed
I don’t wanna be the only one who’s doesn’t get payed
noose around my neck and i dont know if i can stop it
waiting for somebody to come and change up the topic
cause im way too damn depressed and i dont want anyone watching
when im all alone and feel like im the only one i got 
bitch

(Hook)
I don’t like how
I been in my feelings for awhile now
And nothing ever seems to make me calm down
My mind been playing tricks to make me fall down
And I need someone but I’m all alone now
And everyone I know is hard to call now
It’s like whenever I’m calling the phones down
And I just need a place where I can go now
Why
Cause I don’t wanna be alone now
Ay
and i dont wanna be alone now
ay 
no i dont wanna be alone now
ay
no i dont wanna be alone now



Song Credits:
Written and Performed by Kysaac Becker-Wheeler (Kysaac)
Produced by GC  Beats
Co-Produced by Kontrabandz
Mixed and Mastered by Ely Nash
Recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Ohio

I DON'T

CRASH 
a song by Kysaac, 
Featuring Woah D!
With production by Malloy and DxnnyFxntom

Lyrics:

(Hook) (kysaac)

i been on the edge
im trying to hang on
but im losing my grip
i think im ready to let go
but im not ready for the crash
(2x)

(verse 1) (kysaac) 

Yeah
Im
Needing a break
These are the feelings,
the feelings I hate
I’m needing a reason
But recently demons been eating the pieces completing my name
And if it ain’t me,
then I need to sleep easy and,
cease this lil piece of my beaten up brain
I see what I see and,
I keep to myself cause if I speak on things,
then my people won’t stay
wait
I don’t wanna be alone,
but that’s just how it be
I hate when people get to close,
cause then they always leave
And why do I just make things worse,
when I try finding peace
It’s like no matter what,
I’m losing in my destiny
Ay
needing some help
But everyone tells me to be my myself
I’m looking for answers by asking god why should I try to be good if I’ll still be in hell
family bring peace,
and be wishing me well
friends all leave,
when I can’t stuff they shell
So when I’m alone,
at the end of the day,
I know friends ain’t gone stay,
so I sleep by myself 
Bitch


(Hook ) (Kysaac) 

i been on the edge
im trying to hang on
but im losing my grip
i think im ready to let go
but im not ready for the crash
(2x)



(verse 2) (Woah D!)

(Lyrics Not Available at the time this song was uploaded)



(Hook) (Kysaac & Woah D!)
i been on the edge
im trying to hang on
but im losing my grip
i think im ready to let go
but im not ready for the crash
(2x)


Song Credits:
Hook and First Verse Written and performed by Kysaac Becker-Wheeler (Kysaac)
Second Verse Written and Performed by Brennan Poder (Woah D!)
Produced by Malloy
Co-Produced by DxnnyFxntom
Mixed and Mastered by Ely Nash
Recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Oh

CRASH

CRASH (feat. Woah D!)

Hi(GH)
a song by Kysaac with production by Price


Lyrics:

(Hook)
I think my son deserve a dad who ain’t on drugs
I think my loves been wasted on a decent fuck
I been lookin at my life and I don’t think I’ve done enough
I just wanna be someone that I can maybe start to love
I don’t wanna be alone but that’s what happens when you young
I don’t want my mom to know who ive become
And I don’t wanna say goodbye but she aint wanna quit the drugs
And I think it’s time for me to cut that bitch off

(Post-Hook)
Don't worry I'm not High just on drugs
But please dont tell my mom
Don't worry I'm not on drugs just high
like what the fuck is Kysaac on
(2x)



(Verse)
so
Don’t you tell me bout the life you dont want
If I had wanted to be me,
then that would mean That I’m dumb
Cause I’m so tired of this feeling inside keeping me up
So I would rather just forget I’m even sad
Get me drunk
So pour me up,
I don’t wanna see myself,
when I look into my cup
I’ve always had a way to get out of my mind when it’s tough
But that way was getting high, and now I aint doing drugs
So what the fuck
How do people keep a smile without drugs
I Said
I don’t wanna end my life
no no
yeah
I just want a different life
But Every single night
do the same things, till I say goodnight
So I won’t be surprised
When I don’t change a single thing tonight



(Hook)
I think my son deserve a dad who ain’t on drugs
I think my loves been wasted on a decent fuck
I been lookin at my life and I don’t think I’ve done enough
I just wanna be someone that I can maybe start to love
I don’t wanna be alone but that’s what happens when you young
I don’t want my mom to know who ive become
And I don’t wanna say goodbye but she aint wanna quit the drugs
And I think it’s time for me to cut that bitch off

(Post-Hook)
Don't worry I'm not High just on drugs
But please dont tell my mom
Don't worry I'm not on drugs just high
like what the fuck is Kysaac on
(2x)



Song Credits:
Written and Performed by Kysaac Becker-Wheeler (Kysaac)
Produced by Price
Mixed and Mastered by Ely Nash
Recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Oh

Hi(GH)

BLUNT SMOKE
a song by Kysaac with production by Pacific

Lyrics:

(Hook)

Cruising through the city with my blunt smoke rolling
Knew the vibe was tempting but I must go forward
There ain’t no reason I should think about what’s gonna be
Cause currently
I’m smiling
So I know life is worry free

(Verse 1)
Good god what a life to live
Stood tall with advice to give
Because one man said I ain’t worth shit
But what’s one man to a man worth 6
Keep talking my name won’t switch
Cause dad told me it’s yourself who gets
To decide if you go south or win
So why the fuck would I not choose win
Took a break from my common sense and
Looked at why I make songs,
to listen
I stay away from most competition
I hate to say you’re not half as gifted
I
Never been the type to brag
But I swear to god that I might just laugh
If some one says that I’m not that bad
think what you want but my shits gas


(Hook)
Cruising through the city with my blunt smoke rolling
Knew the vibe was tempting but I must go forward
There ain’t no reason I should think about what’s gonna be
Cause currently
I’m smiling
So I know life is worry free


(Verse 2)
There ain’t shit left to say cept that I been doing good so I must
Take a break from these rap songs to make sure that my bee gone buzz
And if not
Then I suck
But fuck that I won’t budge
I’ll still do the shit I been doing
Since I was 10 and learned how to bump
They used to hate
But now they all love what I say
Damn
Ain’t shit to me
But everyone acts like they bars is so great
But fuck it man you can’t relate
To half of the shit that they say
So why are they saying it then
Ooh
I can not make any friends
Cause friends only get in the way of the shit that I’m planning to get
Yeah
I just been making amends
Yeah
They just been making a mess
No
They don’t want games when I’m next
So
What do you want in your life
Umm
Do you want love or demise
Hmm
I want my son to love life
So ima make sure my music take flight
uh
yeah


(Hook)
Cruising through the city with my blunt smoke rolling
Knew the vibe was tempting but I must go forward
There ain’t no reason I should think about what’s gonna be
Cause currently
I’m smiling
So I know life is worry free





Song Credits:
Written and Performed by Kysaac Becker-Wheeler (Kysaac)
Produced by Pacific
Mixed and Mastered by Ely Nash
recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Ohio

#LinkAndBuild

BLUNT SMOKE

DOING IT RIGHT
a song by Kysaac with production by Heydium


Lyrics:

(Hook)

Momma I don’t wanna make you cry but I hate my life
I spent way too long in sorrow,
just tryna hide the pain getting high
You hate hearing all my problems,
I hate feeling like I might
Try to drown my self tomorrow,
if i don’t find a way to finally do it right

(Verse)
Cause all I’ve done since you first moved away
was hate my life cause i grew up feeling so useless
"wait, Dont you say that son" ...
"but Mom i wish i never had to feel this"
i been hurting way beyond all of the topics discussed its just
hard to tell the truth when all the truth does is this destruction
i cant wait till i could do well and give up on this
nothing, feeling in my chest making me wish i was young and
all wee did was dumb shit
All we did was fun shit still
shits realler than i thought it was 
i was young wondering why father never really would talk to us
i grew up and i realized that father was on lots of drugs
and suddenly the nights we layed awake in pain made sense to us
And sorry pops i know im not supposed to talk about that
i cannot trust how can you trust shit when you cant trust yo dad
I got a feeling that i like 
and i got feelings i stash
but
i cant help that im sad
Someone help me im sad

(Hook)
Momma I don’t wanna make you cry but I hate my life
I spent way too long in sorrow,
just tryna hide the pain getting high
You hate hearing all my problems,
I hate feeling like I might
Try to drown my self tomorrow,
if i don’t find a way to finally do it right



Song Credits:
Written and Performed by Kysaac Becker-Wheeler (Kysaac)
Produced by Heydium
Mixed and Mastered by Ely Nash
Recorded at Next Up Studios in Kent Oh

DOING IT RIGHT

NOTHIN' NEW
a song by Kysaac with production by Guala


Song Lyrics Not Available at the time this song was uploaded


Song Credits:
Written and Performed by Kysaac Becker-Wheeler (Kysaac)
Produced by Guala
Mixed and Mastered by Ely Nash
Recorded at My World Studios in Akron Oh

NOTHIN' NEW

IDFWY

Alternative Bipolar-Rap 
Dropping one song EVERY Saturday exclusively to SoundCloud all 2022 starting January 1st
R.I.P. Tory
