u a bitch produced by  fuck dude sex

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lyrics
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i wanna fly so high
girl i don't wanna cope now
you got bad attitude
a romantic meltdown
you know whats better 4 u
isn't that what u said now
could've been better if you
you've just got up and left
i'm never sober
heart's cold like october
she call me stoner
i'm not even stoned now
it's just the snowfall
look at me and count down
no you'll never know
you're just like the others

knew u would shoot me dead
i don't know where i should head
i told you it don't make sense
to just walk on as a mess
i got to not comprehend
run with the knife in my back
you said it will be ok
but it was never the same

it was never the same
no you never tried to change
got these emotions in me
honestly won't ever leave
no u never see, no u never even saw me
now im tryna be, i'm just tryna be somebody

rushing through the panic
listen to this shit now
i don't wanna die no
i don't wanna see u again
no, no, no, no
fuck me up it's done

told u to see shit
could u keep a secret?
tell me ur reasons
i don't wanna be here anymore
run from you i'm gone

Better 4 U

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Better 4 U (wixxy)

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i’d go insane for you
take all the blame for you
was it all just a game to you?

baby, i’d change for you
i know that you want me to
i’ve got like a lot to prove
(ohhh)

i’m off track, shawty’s tellin’ me fall back
i was followin’ the path
but now i’m so astray, it’s sad

i got that kitty on my lap
& i been countin’ up this cash
yeah, i watch it as it stacks
& she jus luv’s me for my bag…

you switch sides
i’m under your knife
can’t put up a fight
so i’ll say goodbye

about time i leave it behind
you hear as i cry
then watch me just die..

i grind my teeth when i sleep
always havin’ bad dreams
do you ever dream of me?

i grind my teeth when i sleep
always havin’ bad dreams
yeah, i hope you dream of me..

bloody are my hands 
when you shower me with guilt
i think it’s funny how it felt
now i’m stuck here in this hell..

right now, it’s fuckin’ hurtin’ so bad
fall back.. don’t wanna lose what we had

when you’re next to me
it feels heavenly
i’m off ecstasy

it ain’t hard to see
that you’re part of me
cut my arteries..

cut my arteries….

grindin’ my teeth
i’m always havin’ bad dreams
you’re leavin’, it seems
i’ll be alone in these sheets

i grind my teeth ‘til i bleed
always havin’ bad dreams
i know you never dream of me

i said what i said & you know what i mean
but i still can’t focus on anything..

lisa garland [+nermal6]

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