hi Nokerb I'm your only fan and all the time I was under the illusion that someone was listening to you

@rans0m
@mental
@sqeffy @yametsu (hook)
@imohwell
@ummblush
@fvckriv
@thrmls
prod @01kon

clueless (rans0m, mental, sqeffy, yametsu, oh well, oko, riv, thrml (01kon)

✦ i hope u enjoy this one & hope u guys have all been doing well lately :) the song is gonna be up on all sites in the next couple days! make sure to go check out the amv too, thank u alot for listening. i love y'all <3 ✦

lyrics
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now you're just a memory 
back in my head
and i talk to the ghost 
who tells me im almost dead
where did the time go 
we got so much older
they told me i should leave this place here
so im out of here and not coming back
fucked me up and i felt so trapped

and i could never be alright
losing track of time
running out my mind
you just cannot see my side
yeah i know it's hard to try
it just doesn't feel right
i ask u one more night
for all the things that u despised
all the things i did for u
you're telling me to move
im out here making moves
im with my team my crew
i feel like i'll die
now youre throwing knives
everytime u talk id talk
i know you told me you'll be fine

i feel like i might die
but i told u before and u dont mind
losing track of time
dont feel bright inside
rather id die than bleed with you one more time
being with you one more time, i can't tell
wanna get out of here, can somebody help me?
trying to fight these battles, i've been battling
not even more than once i've heard my name
you've already lost, what you're doing this for?
i feel like im the one who been fucking up
happens everytime im feeling out of mind
i told you, told you 100 times

Might Die

AMV <3

Might Die (bequite)

produced by me + @okMURRRR
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0UrTXblF8p7tZPhWGaPFxB?si=efe79812ec3d45ae

lyrics:
why you talkin
i feel exhausted
i cant be bothered
bout all of em watchin
and i just tried and i tried now im naseous
i know it's stupid that i cared about them mocking  

and i don't wanna talk
i'll watch his body fall
i'll take some adderall
but that will not fix it all
and i just know that i've been useless
i know i can do it but i just can't get myself up
cause i just been

confused im here like why don't you see
i closed it but you left it wide open
and i got problems, yea ive just been broken
and i can't do this thing all over again (x2)

wide-open (venthan & MURRRR)

✦thx to my friends for getting on here <3 the song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! thank u for listening & make sure to show love to everybody :) ily all✦

prod. @reijiroprod

order:
@nokerbforever
@muieternal
@jrolli
@counterfeitboy
@iissaa-hi
@1zarki
@1lav
@dthxrgt

@nokerbforever
now i'm ready for a call
all my friends gone
it's been so long
i think i got so numb
now i'm ready for a call
yeah my heart's gone
it's been so long
since i could hold on

cut me really bad
cut me out of nowhere
hold the knife close
u truly doubt that, u doubt it
always knew u would stab me in my back
fuck me up i truly don't care

@muieternal
yeaaa... ya they stop n stare
i got money in my eyes
i dont wnna care
im w shawty all night
trap phone off
sippin on blood like it wine
red on my coat
hit dat wock all night

ya ur brodie on his toes
ya he steppin like an opp
i got money in my pock
95 to the top
all black
on my nails
ya we fuckin pop stars
i dont wanna fuckin care, naw, i nevr wanna knw

@jrolli
Never stopping, till im a money millionare
bitch im copping, everything yall got up in here
call it shoppin, when i pull yo bitch by the hair
cause she popping then she droppin in the moshpit

she just fucking with me for them bands in my wallet
yeah she fucked up she spilled cocaine on the carpet
pistol on the dresser got the knife in my harness
living in the nighttime that bitch love the darkness

@counterfeitboy
fucked up
gotta get my bag up
ive been losing headspace
shawty make me act up
i dont know whats wrong with me
(whats wrong with me)
but i gotta keep my brain from thinking constantly

now im climbin back up
ive been on my own stuff
i dont wanna know ya
now im with my bro's
i dont fuck with any hoes
so why you tryna link up

@iissaa-hi
i don't wanna be a friend or an asshole
but i think this gon' be the end of a battle
try to last but it's way too much to handle
stuck in the past but it's time to blow the candle

i'm not done with you, tell me if it's true
can't change things u do, it's already screwed
there's no way out of this
can't go back to what you've missed
scratch your name right off my list

@1zarki
where did all my friends go
am i an asshole?
all these fucking substances i take
i am a lost soul
always act like i dont care
always act like i dont care uh, maar

ik weet niet eens meer wie ik ben
nu pop ik nog ik nog een xan
ja zij heeft mixed feelings
misschien wilt ze terug naar hem
she has another man
dont know if i can take it
it's so frustrating
all the shit that im taking

@1lav
ye she tryna fuck w me 
cuz i made a couple songs
talk shit on the boys 
and we slide around your block
now we gon' take you out of your existence
tryna fuck w me
now we turn you to a victim

u tryna move oblivious
we gon' take you down mysterious
now i'm moving devious
depending what the feeling is
now i feel mischievous
we can't take you serious
that bitch tryna fuck on me now
cuz you look hideous

@dthxrgt
if i go fast
think imma crash, yeah
got my finger on the trigger
imma blast, yeah
too busy talkin
just keep on watching
yeah, everybody seems to know it when i walk in

and too many times
i let you back in
i guess i'm fine
compared to back then
i'll leave you on the floor
with nothing more
you know i'm not playing anymore

spotify :)

CUT W/ MUI, JROLLI, COUNTERFEITBOY, IISSAA, ZARKI, LAVENDR, DEATHRIGHT (REIJIRO)

prod by @silphyn
vocals by @silphyn, @ruevi, @b_murph, @luvkurtis, @funeral, @vito2300, @daywxtch, @heroinediaries

(silphyn)

it's time to pay off debts
why you so mad? you lose, blame yourself
it's getting hot, but revenge is sweetest when it's served up cold
on my side
you crossed the line
just come, stop wasting my time
snakes are crawling through the spine

saw traps that you set
and i feel corruption, it starts from the head
get out of my way,
i'll make bleed you so bad
get out my way, get out
get out my way

(oh), one step, close to...
death to every player
so now pulse is mute
(oh), we'r not the same
you know, right?
was this place so quiet?

(ruevi)

next time you gon' fall
don't take me with you
i don't wanna beg
but i wanna kill you
and i don't give fuck
if your boyfriend hates you
too many fucks
you ran out of business

all these fuckers
waiting
for the next track
im not sorry for the wait
i just logged in
and yeah this scene is getting lame
with every second
and i can count on my fingers how many ballin'

yeah its shit
and i don't say
that im the best but at least i don't decay
we're not the same
you stuck in ways

I'll make you bleed
my love don't wait

(b murph)

(don’t wait)

can you please just keep it quiet you talk too much
i heard you whisper in my ear, saying “you’re a loser”
she said she love me baby I know that you’re a slut
she all up on me she a power abuser

but I ain’t backing down
she tryna fuck me, baby I could go 100 rounds
insane that’s the reason that they’re tryna hunt me down
let me drown, let me go
let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
(hold me close, hold me close)

let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
let me drown
fuck me now, HOLD ME CLOSE

(kurtis)

i dont give a fuck about it
keep on takin im an addict
im too high she wanna fuck yeah
so lets go at it

call me up 4 the plug
get whatever you would want
run it over me n my girl
we gonna take it all

i been stayin too long
cant feel my face now
she been tryna get me alone
inside her place now

tellin me that im the best
tryna get me for the rest
gotta go you know that i aint neva
comin fuckin back

why the fuck she still on my mind?
i fuckin hate that
girl you know that i been workin on dyin
cause i aint stayin

sick and tired livin life all the same
pains rackin in the money
bitch i been goin insane
aint gonna make it out

(funeral)

at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell
at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell

(vito)

memories in my brain I can't get to
you shouldn't take that blame it's not on you
meet me inside when the rain comes
cover your eyes let your makeup run
we were tuned in just because
too bad you found what you don't need
bullet's got a name i'm thinking
i could find escape from the regret
i showed you my pain my weakness
you shot me a gaze I'm speechless

(daywatch)

knives
i'm trying to get over it
my soul is inside a pit
die for what you love, that’s what I've been taught
i feel like a pawn until I throw a punch
wake up at 3am alarmed
you'll desert me
i just want to leave this town, my god
is that way too much to ask?

(heroine diaries)

i can't breathe
tell me that it's over, I can't function sober
i don't think I know ya (I don't think I know ya)
i've been gettin' no luck, feel like I get no love
you know that I fuckin' care
cross my heart you know I swear
i've been state to state again, you know that I be everywhere
xanax bars to keep me calm
they hear my pain then sing along
i knew you was with don't you tell me that I'm fuckin' wrong

asylum w/ ruevi, b murph, kurtis, funeral, vito, daywatch, heroine diaries

~=~
feat. @kashanilmao
p. @1wayza
-
last year was on the wrong course
doubled down, surfing through, yk im on source
got a bag, snatch and grab, w no force
numbuh 1, next door, speak in code, morse

ambidextrous, dual berettas, shoot w both hands
you look pathetic, i should preface, you got no chance
he need a medic, he got jealous, now he cant stand
think he's magnetic, shot connected, with just one glance
leave you w a skull fracture
body unresponsive, got my cloak and dagger
orange tip on the barrel, yous a whole actor
in the stu, they scream, like this a 90's slasher

i can see you coming out the store
hang his body up like some decor
mopping up his blood that's on the floor
leave behind some clues, like there's some lore
drop a couple bands, triple 7 on my wrist 
run and gun without a plan, cos we go off of the script
he wont give us our demands, so his face gon need a lift
light him up in his sedan, satellite you gon get dished
you aint been a fan, i know you hate that i exist
stalking my whole gram, i know that you cant resist
we be taking your lifespan, you know that you wont be missed
i got my moneyman, he gon come through w the assistance

@kashanilmao
akimbo 45s
hittin trickshots, double Y
if we run into your house you better sit down and comply
i don’t wanna hear you whine
oh please don’t step outta line
after im done with you, the morgue gon have to re-shape and design
im not Chronos, but i’ll put you in the past-tense
bro got turned to monster blood like Goosebumps in Scholastic
i can tell just by your actions that your dad’s been very absent
DSR extended clip w FMJ attachment
just another coward, i know he can’t hurt me
always bringing the lightning down like im Percy
wanna try to kill me? you gon need a clergy
yea this ak slate put holes in him like 30
you hate me when i come around
im livin rent free in ya head w different sounds
i got money comin in from many different towns
yk we don’t play around

spotify

ambidextrous (feat. kashani) (p. wayza)

self prod 
help from @v_letical

lyrics:
she likes to waste the time
she hopes that you don't mind 

But when you, cant, be there
there she goes to find someone
that would care

In her mind 
I died
thoughts about our love
you wont find x2

tell me
that you moving on but you're still sleeping
alone by yourself

you thought that i wouldn't even notice
but now i forget all those awful things

so what do i change, i cant erase it
i don't know what to say, bout the problems i was facing
i don't wanna run into the dark you wont save me
i don't  wanna fight for someone that;s gonna blame me

cause when you, cant, be there
there she goes to find someone
that would care

In her mind 
I died
thoughts about our love
you wont find x2

mind

sped up by 1 :D 

mix by me, @ploua,  @assperrr
master by asperr

lyrics

act like you didnt have a choice
everything u do set fire to me
hide the truth lie to me
dont know how to help i took the lead
and now my jeans covered in blood
cut up yea i still bleed 
you leave ur mark on me

(chorus)
i aint expect much
 just hoped we would be together 
autumn we fell in the leaves
since whend you stop fucking w me
scraped up from my hands to my knees
you wanna see me hurt
its how you find ur peace
ur doing better with him than me
dont send me pictures i dont wanna see
i dont wanna need you
you threw away everything now i see you
i dont wanna see u
you let go what we went thru
i know ur doing better than me
i dont wanna be here
w someone not fucking w me
trying harder but its just me
crying harder been losing sleep
up at 3 reading old reciepts

(ploua)

dont expect much 
if its me youre looking
you were talkin tuff
bitch dont know i got carats on my teeth

gotta keep in mind 
get yo money up 
a couple stingers on me 

try to buy 
a couple rounds of the soda ya 
make fuckin name 

sorry i dont like you 
snort another line
try to get me back 
betchya didnt know that

(chorus) 

if u wanna be with him then be
i was trying to win u 
cuz i didnt want u to leave
but if u couldnt see me for me
then why would i be here
this whole time u wanted to leave
my heart cant find peace
im better of getting used to me
i still cant see
the reason u lied to me
whyd u tell me u were gon come back
whole time u knew u dont need me
i hold to me a reason u do what u did
cause if i rlly knew would happened i think id be sick as shit

find ur peace ft ploua (asperr)

✦ thank u for this year i love y'all, i hope u guys have happy holidays & are all well <3 as always all sites in the next couple days! ty 4 listening y'all mean the world to me fr :) ✦

lyrics
--------
i wanna fly so high
girl i don't wanna cope now
you got bad attitude
a romantic meltdown
you know whats better 4 u
isn't that what u said now
could've been better if you
you've just got up and left
i'm never sober
heart's cold like october
she call me stoner
i'm not even stoned now
it's just the snowfall
look at me and count down
no you'll never know
you're just like the others

knew u would shoot me dead
i don't know where i should head
i told you it don't make sense
to just walk on as a mess
i got to not comprehend
run with the knife in my back
you said it will be ok
but it was never the same

it was never the same
no you never tried to change
got these emotions in me
honestly won't ever leave
no u never see, no u never even saw me
now im tryna be, i'm just tryna be somebody

rushing through the panic
listen to this shit now
i don't wanna die no
i don't wanna see u again
no, no, no, no
fuck me up it's done

told u to see shit
could u keep a secret?
tell me ur reasons
i don't wanna be here anymore
run from you i'm gone

Better 4 U

Better 4 U (wixxy)

✦happy new year :) i'll try my best to post a new song every 2-3 weeks from now on!! i hope u enjoy this song, it's gonna be on all plats in the next couple days i love u guys✦

lyrics
--------
and i faint
watch me bleed i don't wanna stay awake
comprehend i don't wanna stay the same
used me up then u wanted me to change
i'm so done i don't think i'll be ok

i don't think i'll be ok i told u i don't wanna die
u said that it's ok and then u told me close ur eyes
i'm lost in my head cause now i know it's do or die
stay drunk in my bed u told me u won't suicide

then i fled
i've been dead in my head there's a mess
i've been fighting all these demons yeah i bled
i don't think u would've ever even said
no you could've never said

fuck u did it again u done changed me
to much in my head i feel like breaking
on my own again i feel forsaken
guess i picked the prize and now i'm racing

what'd they say about me again
i know u don't like me anyways
never wanted me to stay
now i'm gone and you'll never see me
again
no don't worry i'm dead
u fed
me up with your lies then i fled

through the dark night i feel dead inside
gotta fly by, there's a storm outside
it don't matter how hard i try
it's gon be all gone, all gone on the count to five

Stay Awake

amv <3

Stay Awake (strivebeats + jkeiloops)

✦this is something different than usual i hope u guys fw this style of me too and enjoy this one :) i appreciate everyone who listens to my songs <3 all plats next week or the week after!✦

lyrics
--------
forget about it
on myself i've brought it
it was all for nothing
everything u wanted
and now i'm feeling like u wish that i was dead
and now i'm feeling like i'm trapped inside my head
and the world burns now
i cannot get around
the fact that u lied
it's hard to get down
i don't feel too fine
rather think i'd die
who are you inside
think about yourself 
right

yeah don't forget about it
said that you won't do it again
yeah u done did it again
and now you lost many friends
and now youre sprinting ahead
tryna leave ur scars in past
in this play where youre not cast
in the lights, you're now led

time turns back
i spoke to my old self
im viewing my old past
all of these memories
in dreams so black
i thought u meant
everything that u
that u said

Better 4 U (wixxy)

･ﾟ✧NOKERB✧･ﾟ

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