✦ i hope u enjoy this one & hope u guys have all been doing well lately :) all sites in the next couple days! thank u alot for listening & supporting me i really appreciate everyone so much, i love y'all <3 ✦

luv @777evil @1zarki @decayinganyways 

lyrics
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i tried to make it up to u
but u just never listen
i think we couldve made it thru
if u just paid attention
could not walk on
all the things that u've done
got me fucked up
now im on the road

and i've been stuck in all these places
now my heart is racing
could not make it up to you
i know im not amazing
time that i have wasted
and now i'm stargazing
and as the night turns to day
the time is passing so fast, so fast

demon tapping on my shoulder, oh no
as the time runs i turn colder, for so long
i flip the page inside the folder, it feels wrong
now you just tell me to move on, but i cannot

try to make things up
but u always do the wrong thing
it's the small things, you don't see
why can't you just believe?
now it feels like i can't cope
lately i've been losing control
when i see ur face
get thrown back a couple months

got thrown back a couple months 
i done told u that this is enough
u used my trust, u cut me up
move far away, far from here now
for way to long ive been fucked up
my mind is fucked i cannot run

Racing

spotify

Racing (drmabeats + michaelrose)

self prod 
help from @v_letical

lyrics:
she likes to waste the time
she hopes that you don't mind 

But when you, cant, be there
there she goes to find someone
that would care

In her mind 
I died
thoughts about our love
you wont find x2

tell me
that you moving on but you're still sleeping
alone by yourself

you thought that i wouldn't even notice
but now i forget all those awful things

so what do i change, i cant erase it
i don't know what to say, bout the problems i was facing
i don't wanna run into the dark you wont save me
i don't  wanna fight for someone that;s gonna blame me

cause when you, cant, be there
there she goes to find someone
that would care

In her mind 
I died
thoughts about our love
you wont find x2

mind

sped up by 1 :D 

mix by me, @ploua,  @assperrr
master by asperr

lyrics

act like you didnt have a choice
everything u do set fire to me
hide the truth lie to me
dont know how to help i took the lead
and now my jeans covered in blood
cut up yea i still bleed 
you leave ur mark on me

(chorus)
i aint expect much
 just hoped we would be together 
autumn we fell in the leaves
since whend you stop fucking w me
scraped up from my hands to my knees
you wanna see me hurt
its how you find ur peace
ur doing better with him than me
dont send me pictures i dont wanna see
i dont wanna need you
you threw away everything now i see you
i dont wanna see u
you let go what we went thru
i know ur doing better than me
i dont wanna be here
w someone not fucking w me
trying harder but its just me
crying harder been losing sleep
up at 3 reading old reciepts

(ploua)

dont expect much 
if its me youre looking
you were talkin tuff
bitch dont know i got carats on my teeth

gotta keep in mind 
get yo money up 
a couple stingers on me 

try to buy 
a couple rounds of the soda ya 
make fuckin name 

sorry i dont like you 
snort another line
try to get me back 
betchya didnt know that

(chorus) 

if u wanna be with him then be
i was trying to win u 
cuz i didnt want u to leave
but if u couldnt see me for me
then why would i be here
this whole time u wanted to leave
my heart cant find peace
im better of getting used to me
i still cant see
the reason u lied to me
whyd u tell me u were gon come back
whole time u knew u dont need me
i hold to me a reason u do what u did
cause if i rlly knew would happened i think id be sick as shit

find ur peace ft ploua (asperr)

✦ thank u for this year i love y'all, i hope u guys have happy holidays & are all well <3 as always all sites in the next couple days! ty 4 listening y'all mean the world to me fr :) ✦

lyrics
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i wanna fly so high
girl i don't wanna cope now
you got bad attitude
a romantic meltdown
you know whats better 4 u
isn't that what u said now
could've been better if you
you've just got up and left
i'm never sober
heart's cold like october
she call me stoner
i'm not even stoned now
it's just the snowfall
look at me and count down
no you'll never know
you're just like the others

knew u would shoot me dead
i don't know where i should head
i told you it don't make sense
to just walk on as a mess
i got to not comprehend
run with the knife in my back
you said it will be ok
but it was never the same

it was never the same
no you never tried to change
got these emotions in me
honestly won't ever leave
no u never see, no u never even saw me
now im tryna be, i'm just tryna be somebody

rushing through the panic
listen to this shit now
i don't wanna die no
i don't wanna see u again
no, no, no, no
fuck me up it's done

told u to see shit
could u keep a secret?
tell me ur reasons
i don't wanna be here anymore
run from you i'm gone

Better 4 U

Better 4 U (wixxy)

✦happy new year :) i'll try my best to post a new song every 2-3 weeks from now on!! i hope u enjoy this song, it's gonna be on all plats in the next couple days i love u guys✦

lyrics
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and i faint
watch me bleed i don't wanna stay awake
comprehend i don't wanna stay the same
used me up then u wanted me to change
i'm so done i don't think i'll be ok

i don't think i'll be ok i told u i don't wanna die
u said that it's ok and then u told me close ur eyes
i'm lost in my head cause now i know it's do or die
stay drunk in my bed u told me u won't suicide

then i fled
i've been dead in my head there's a mess
i've been fighting all these demons yeah i bled
i don't think u would've ever even said
no you could've never said

fuck u did it again u done changed me
to much in my head i feel like breaking
on my own again i feel forsaken
guess i picked the prize and now i'm racing

what'd they say about me again
i know u don't like me anyways
never wanted me to stay
now i'm gone and you'll never see me
again
no don't worry i'm dead
u fed
me up with your lies then i fled

through the dark night i feel dead inside
gotta fly by, there's a storm outside
it don't matter how hard i try
it's gon be all gone, all gone on the count to five

Stay Awake

amv <3

Stay Awake (strivebeats + jkeiloops)

cut me out
baby i could show u everything u won't see now
and i'm a little fucked up i drive to fast out of town
looking at my watch the time is running gotta make it count
know now i just gotta make it out

lost and lost and lost i lost
i don't know where i should run
constantly i get fucked up
i'm here by my lonely tho
lonely cuz i fucked everything up
sry told u i didn't mean that
glory, hold you and i misdeemed that
call me but i know u won't be back
fall down
u led me around
i'm lost in the crowd
u just want me down
u just see me drown
lead me, help me out
my head is breaking
i don't know, don't know
know how to face it

Cut Me Out (ushanka boy)

first track of the ep "erasure" by owtiss!! see you next week for full release of it and the returning series of unchained volumes <333

psa. whoever is botting the views and likes each time i posted this, stop doing that ty

@owtiss
@neohnq

if ur gonna lie at least make it believable :/
tryna piece my heart together before the cracks erode
say u love me then you dont i rly need to know
im okay its nothing i just wanna be alone

i cant see the day
that u remember me
i wna stay away
cuz u wont leave my brain :(
i just wanted to stay
now nothing feels the same
just put up with pain
the smile u took away

ur dead to me
everyday i think of what u said to me
i just wanted to forget while i fell asleep
and now everyday it feels like its the end of me
things i never used to think are looping endlessly..

owtiss - erode (neohn)

✦this is something different than usual i hope u guys fw this style of me too and enjoy this one :) i appreciate everyone who listens to my songs <3 all plats next week or the week after!✦

lyrics
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forget about it
on myself i've brought it
it was all for nothing
everything u wanted
and now i'm feeling like u wish that i was dead
and now i'm feeling like i'm trapped inside my head
and the world burns now
i cannot get around
the fact that u lied
it's hard to get down
i don't feel too fine
rather think i'd die
who are you inside
think about yourself 
right

yeah don't forget about it
said that you won't do it again
yeah u done did it again
and now you lost many friends
and now youre sprinting ahead
tryna leave ur scars in past
in this play where youre not cast
in the lights, you're now led

time turns back
i spoke to my old self
im viewing my old past
all of these memories
in dreams so black
i thought u meant
everything that u
that u said

Forget Abt It

all plats

Forget Abt It (05alagen + greyrock)

lyrics

baby, I’m not tryna go freak out
But you’re playing with my life right now
Can you tell me when the high comes down?
I don’t ever wanna leave this town

Oh no where at the party and I’m falling apart
You got the key to my life
you got the key to my heart
So now I wish to go back
We’re going back to the start
That night that we fucking met
The night of falling apart
That night you told me you love me
Its crazy you’re never there
We're in the back of the party
We’re doing drugs on the stairs
And I know now I mean nothing to you
Trust me, I’m aware
Like I can’t do this now

Hate you and hate this town
Thank God I’m up right now
Thank God I’m up right now
up right now
Oh no i don’t wanna play your games
Hating on me cause we’re not the same
With synthetic in the back all day

I don’t wanna play this
Bitch you know you’re dead to me
See me on your playlist
Everything you said to me

Oh no where at the party and I’m falling apart
You got the key to my life
you got the key to my heart
So now I wish to go back
We’re going back to the start
That night that we fucking met
The night of falling apart
That night you told me you love me
Its crazy you’re never there
We're in the back of the party
We’re doing drugs on the stairs
And I know now I mean nothing to you
Trust me, I’m aware
Like I can’t do this now

I don’t wanna play this
Bitch you know you’re dead to me
See me on your playlist
Everything you said to me

fijimar party

stream

party [jvsper]

✦ this is a bit older i hope u enjoy this one :) thank u for listening, will be out everywhere soon <3 big drop next friday!! pre-save it here: https://share.amuse.io/track/biteki-so-long ✦

lyrics
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shivering
i can't explain
affect
that u're not here with me
i see your face inside the rain
i can't face it
what's the reason for this bleeding?
couldn't see, i couldn't see it
and now you cut me into pieces
all the shit i couldn't keep it
two shards, split my heart in 2 shards
thinking what i should've done
this seems like it's fun to you, undone
got me i've tried to lockdown
everything, i should've run
i feel like it's up for you
and now your time has come

yeah cause the time it came
caught up so quick
lately ive been looking at the numbers
oh what'd they think
and i know yeah babe i shouldnt trust you
killed me and ditched
u gotta meet me here as soon as the sun's down
id rather pick

we've never been this struck down
on the floor and i'm coughing my lungs out
try everyday to get the feeling away
but it wont help in the end

won't help, i am running full sprint
couldn't be the one ay
but that's ok, yeah that's ok
i know, my way out of this mess
is to grab the pistol
and shoot me out
and shoot me out yeah

Two Shards

Two Shards (dollatega)

✦ it's out now everywhere i hope u enjoy!! thank u for listening <3 listen to it on other sites here: https://share.amuse.io/PywdA2IRD7Yx ✦
@decayinganyways @bitekivibes

lyrics
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and i just cannot walk on
girl why u taking so long
i guess that u got enough
im really just nothing more
i told u you were so wrong
now i just dont give a f*ck
my heart it is getting crushed
by u, you're tearing it down 

time flies i die, cold nails dead flies
on my coffin tonight 
don’t write don’t act don’t say 
that we’ll find that you’ll just go stay 
you’ve been gone to long
but somehow you still got your claws 
inside my chest the cavity 
i’m bleeding out entirely 
can’t say it any differently 
it’s killing me

Stay Awake (strivebeats + jkeiloops)

･ﾟ✧NOKERB✧･ﾟ

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