Goat @Chriad mix and master
@kowa1ski helped with drop <333

https://open.spotify.com/track/7c80AkZJqhuFuF0cHM8ZW7?si=a6cd09c51ad5416a

It's Just You (Utaqqq)

I'll decide 
When is right
Am I wrong
Then who is right 
let me decide 

(Something you might like) 

I think I took the wrong pill
Wanna destroy what we built
I don't care how it feels
You reap what you sow
The bar was so low
Im dying inside and im dying to know
How you felt that day?
Was is you? or me me me?
(me)

I think it was me, who broke you
I take no fault in, what you might do
I wont say sorry, cause its not true
Not true, not true, not true 
I dont think I love you, or hate you
I dont think Im nervous, its just you
Never made that promise
never said im sorry 
said I wouldnt drop you
so theres no need to worry
Hurry up

Time ticks by 
I 'lost sight' of who I once was
might be the anxiety 
It just eats me 
ticking slowly as it creeps in
Drugs are the only thing that helps 
These drugs are the only way to hell
Im hearing you talk, Im stuck in my thoughts 
Voices in my head telling me Im wrong
Well maybe I am
I hurt you I know
these emotions are harder to show
Am I really mad? no
Sad? no 
Im trying my hardest to let go

(Stutter Drop)

It's Just You

It's Just You (Utaqqa)

prod me
lo3rd inspo song
@vis
@vixen2
@kidavor

FADED + visions, v1x3n, kidavor

NO MORE, I FELL SO FAR

✦ hope u enjoy! & hope u guys are all well, love y'all <3 the song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! thank u for listening :)✦

lyrics
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no more, no more, no more

running with a strap, target practice when i aim in
i done told u shut up cause i feel fucking forsaken
yeah underestimated, now i feel the hatred
i feel like u're mad now, i feel like you hate me

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

now
yeah now it's all over, now it's fucked
got the cutter by my side in case i got enough
all those words that u told me i just can't feel the trust
i feel like im out of luck, i just can't see no more

can't see no more
yeah it's starting to get cold
i feel like i lost my hold
thinking i lost all control
and it gets colder and colder
i lose my composure
i feel so damn awful
with my knife i cut through

i just cannot walk on anymore
all the things u did they pushed me down
i feel like im in a rush
never, never seem to figure you out

never feel like im enough
baby now it's all fucked
all this pressure on my shoulders
yeah it's pushing me down
it's done now
in ur words you always called me a letdown
guess you were wrong

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

No More

spotify :)

No More (augury)

@rans0m
@mental
@sqeffy @yametsu (hook)
@imohwell
@ummblush
@fvckriv
@thrmls
prod @01kon

clueless (rans0m, mental, sqeffy, yametsu, oh well, oko, riv, thrml (01kon)

✦thx to my friends for getting on here <3 the song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! thank u for listening & make sure to show love to everybody :) ily all✦

prod. @reijiroprod

order:
@nokerbforever
@muieternal
@jrolli
@counterfeitboy
@iissaa-hi
@1zarki
@1lav
@dthxrgt

@nokerbforever
now i'm ready for a call
all my friends gone
it's been so long
i think i got so numb
now i'm ready for a call
yeah my heart's gone
it's been so long
since i could hold on

cut me really bad
cut me out of nowhere
hold the knife close
u truly doubt that, u doubt it
always knew u would stab me in my back
fuck me up i truly don't care

@muieternal
yeaaa... ya they stop n stare
i got money in my eyes
i dont wnna care
im w shawty all night
trap phone off
sippin on blood like it wine
red on my coat
hit dat wock all night

ya ur brodie on his toes
ya he steppin like an opp
i got money in my pock
95 to the top
all black
on my nails
ya we fuckin pop stars
i dont wanna fuckin care, naw, i nevr wanna knw

@jrolli
Never stopping, till im a money millionare
bitch im copping, everything yall got up in here
call it shoppin, when i pull yo bitch by the hair
cause she popping then she droppin in the moshpit

she just fucking with me for them bands in my wallet
yeah she fucked up she spilled cocaine on the carpet
pistol on the dresser got the knife in my harness
living in the nighttime that bitch love the darkness

@counterfeitboy
fucked up
gotta get my bag up
ive been losing headspace
shawty make me act up
i dont know whats wrong with me
(whats wrong with me)
but i gotta keep my brain from thinking constantly

now im climbin back up
ive been on my own stuff
i dont wanna know ya
now im with my bro's
i dont fuck with any hoes
so why you tryna link up

@iissaa-hi
i don't wanna be a friend or an asshole
but i think this gon' be the end of a battle
try to last but it's way too much to handle
stuck in the past but it's time to blow the candle

i'm not done with you, tell me if it's true
can't change things u do, it's already screwed
there's no way out of this
can't go back to what you've missed
scratch your name right off my list

@1zarki
where did all my friends go
am i an asshole?
all these fucking substances i take
i am a lost soul
always act like i dont care
always act like i dont care uh, maar

ik weet niet eens meer wie ik ben
nu pop ik nog ik nog een xan
ja zij heeft mixed feelings
misschien wilt ze terug naar hem
she has another man
dont know if i can take it
it's so frustrating
all the shit that im taking

@1lav
ye she tryna fuck w me 
cuz i made a couple songs
talk shit on the boys 
and we slide around your block
now we gon' take you out of your existence
tryna fuck w me
now we turn you to a victim

u tryna move oblivious
we gon' take you down mysterious
now i'm moving devious
depending what the feeling is
now i feel mischievous
we can't take you serious
that bitch tryna fuck on me now
cuz you look hideous

@dthxrgt
if i go fast
think imma crash, yeah
got my finger on the trigger
imma blast, yeah
too busy talkin
just keep on watching
yeah, everybody seems to know it when i walk in

and too many times
i let you back in
i guess i'm fine
compared to back then
i'll leave you on the floor
with nothing more
you know i'm not playing anymore

CUT W/ MUI, JROLLI, COUNTERFEITBOY, IISSAA, ZARKI, LAVENDR, DEATHRIGHT (REIJIRO)

~=~
p. @1wayza
-
ab time that you're done w your subliminals
hate what im doin, but what you doing's just as criminal
you tried to be me, how original
sad little kitty, you're so pitiful (ong)
yea you're pushing me out of my limit, gotta take a breather uh huh
(i aint even like you)
yea you fumble the bag, like every minute gettin cheaper uh huh

back and forth we go
leave em w no clothes
yea youll run to anyone that gives attention, what a joke
yea you act like i dont know
made one move and then you froze
narcissistic personality, yea youre the ceo
took you one month, that's how long it takes for me to drop
anyone could look at you and tell that you're a fraud
bro thought he do something, but he's always been a flop
harry potter wannabe, you know i had to block
blood spilt on the floor every time you run yo mouth
loaded up w semi automatics, he gon take some rounds
dumb whore i dont really care what you're talking bout
disappoint everybody, i doubt your father's even proud uh huh

ab time that you're done w your subliminals
hate what im doin, but what you doing's just as criminal
you tried to be me, how original
sad little kitty, you're so pitiful (ong)
yea you're pushing me out of my limit, gotta take a breather uh huh
(i aint even like you)
yea you fumble the bag, like every minute gettin cheaper uh huh

you got nothing that i need
you got nothing that i need

spotify ☠

criminal (p. wayza)

✦ thank u for this year i love y'all, i hope u guys have happy holidays & are all well <3 as always all sites in the next couple days! ty 4 listening y'all mean the world to me fr :) ✦

lyrics
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i wanna fly so high
girl i don't wanna cope now
you got bad attitude
a romantic meltdown
you know whats better 4 u
isn't that what u said now
could've been better if you
you've just got up and left
i'm never sober
heart's cold like october
she call me stoner
i'm not even stoned now
it's just the snowfall
look at me and count down
no you'll never know
you're just like the others

knew u would shoot me dead
i don't know where i should head
i told you it don't make sense
to just walk on as a mess
i got to not comprehend
run with the knife in my back
you said it will be ok
but it was never the same

it was never the same
no you never tried to change
got these emotions in me
honestly won't ever leave
no u never see, no u never even saw me
now im tryna be, i'm just tryna be somebody

rushing through the panic
listen to this shit now
i don't wanna die no
i don't wanna see u again
no, no, no, no
fuck me up it's done

told u to see shit
could u keep a secret?
tell me ur reasons
i don't wanna be here anymore
run from you i'm gone

Better 4 U

spotify

Better 4 U (wixxy)

✦happy new year :) i'll try my best to post a new song every 2-3 weeks from now on!! i hope u enjoy this song, it's gonna be on all plats in the next couple days i love u guys✦

lyrics
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and i faint
watch me bleed i don't wanna stay awake
comprehend i don't wanna stay the same
used me up then u wanted me to change
i'm so done i don't think i'll be ok

i don't think i'll be ok i told u i don't wanna die
u said that it's ok and then u told me close ur eyes
i'm lost in my head cause now i know it's do or die
stay drunk in my bed u told me u won't suicide

then i fled
i've been dead in my head there's a mess
i've been fighting all these demons yeah i bled
i don't think u would've ever even said
no you could've never said

fuck u did it again u done changed me
to much in my head i feel like breaking
on my own again i feel forsaken
guess i picked the prize and now i'm racing

what'd they say about me again
i know u don't like me anyways
never wanted me to stay
now i'm gone and you'll never see me
again
no don't worry i'm dead
u fed
me up with your lies then i fled

through the dark night i feel dead inside
gotta fly by, there's a storm outside
it don't matter how hard i try
it's gon be all gone, all gone on the count to five

Stay Awake

amv <3

Stay Awake (strivebeats + jkeiloops)

Lyrics:

{chorus}
In case you're wondering you're everything to me
And i would never let you go without a fee
I gave you all my fucking love it all was free
And now you're leaving me down on my own
I been taking medicine again
I love the way that it keeps fucking with my head
I know it's probably not the best thing that i know
Would i be better just down on my own

{verse 1}
That's the question that i always seem to ask
Do you still love me even after you have seen my past?
Do you still love me after all i've put you through?
Because i know that i'd be dead if it wasn't for you
I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I'm thankful for the pain and all the scars
I'm thankful for the fact that i'm alive
And i'm thankful for the pills i have inside
I feel like i'm breaking down to cry
You're the only thing that ever made me feel like i'm alive
Without you i swear to god that i would probably fucking die
Yeah, i'd fucking die

{chorus}
In case you're wondering you're everything to me
And i would never let you go without a fee
I gave you all my fucking love it all was free
And now you're leaving me down on my own
I been taking medicine again
I love the way that it keeps fucking with my head
I know it's probably not the best thing that i know
Would i be better just down on my own

{verse 2}
I been feeling like i am the reason for your pain
And honestly that's just enough to make me go insane
But i really don't know what i'm loving more
Either you or the drugs that i adore
Ether you or the drugs that i adore
The drugs that i adore

{chorus}
In case you're wondering you're everything to me
And i would never let you go without a fee
I gave you all my fucking love it all was free
And now you're leaving me down on my own
I been taking medicine again
I love the way that it keeps fucking with my head
I know it's probably not the best thing that i know
Would i be better just down on my own

{outro}
Down on my own
Down on my own

weial - onmyown (prod. blvnkface & yeezo)

✦happy new year hope u all love this one, coming to all plats soon – thanks so much love u guys <3✦

lyrics
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cannot walk on, it's all fucked
my vision's blurry now
i cannot see the way back home
tear me apart
only thing u did was drag me down
in my heart, u took a place
shoot a bullet through

now it's all done
run through the dark
it's all my fault
i couldn't save her
now it's all lost
she told me
all these eyes, they watch us
i fall down
i feel fucked up
yeah my switchblade
i got it tucked up
and now i feel like im the top dot
i wanna know what have u fought for
it was not far

my fault i was never the one 
even in the darkest times u wanted me done
i'm the last man standing
bitch get me my weapon
theres no play around anymore
this is a dead end
wanted me down i cannot walk on
i walk through the dark im all on my own
u tore me apart ure trapping me down
i think this is it atleast for now
we had this shit, i feel all this
they let us in i tried to see
i think this is up
and my time has come

Through The Dark

Through The Dark (luvnote)

lyrics🗣️

Can’t believe…
These stars are lining up for me! 
My whole life alone 
No way destiny’s my company 
I can’t lie to you 
Everything is testing me 
Out of the whole globe I want you as my own
WORLD STAR (x16)

Maybe it must be frightening?
To see me smiling on this new evening
Making sure this time
That I don’t give in
Even when my hands sweat up on the trigger
Outside the noise I can feel the mood
It’s Constantly fighting through and through
Pulling me the way of the pain
I can’t forgive those words
I can’t
Tell me what to do
Tell me who to be 
Tell who to lose
Just be with me 
Still losing truth
Still losing sleep
Still in my dreams 
Just come clean
Diamond in the room
Diamonds in your teeth 
Kinda in a groove 
Just don’t leave 
I let you win just so I could breathe
I don’t even think you know!

Can’t believe…
These stars are lining up for me!
My whole life alone 
No way destiny’s my company 
I can’t lie to you 
Everything is testing me 
Out of the whole globe I want you as my own
WORLD STAR (x16)

Better 4 U (wixxy)

･ﾟ✧*NOKERB*✧･ﾟ

･ﾟ✧NOKERB✧･ﾟ