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Broken Forever 2023

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Decent Songs Jan 13th

Исчезаю

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(hair)
i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

hold what i have learned from u and leave everything else behind
wonder if she notices i'm distancing and tryna hide
burning all the passages and that includes both you and i
fighting on this field for u but i think you'd rather me die
face plant
in the soil
the water comes
to a boil
now it's hot
take my shirt off
got 8 bumps
between my torso
old ones keep in touch cause they see that i'm doing something right
think about how far i've come, it honestly got me surprised
u say we're the same but man that hurts cause i am not ur kind
more destruction, come prepared, the blood is real and well defined
missiles coming from the heavens, everybody runs with fear
think i'm deaf from all the bombs, i just hear ringing in my ears
the voices are embedded, i be battling for quite some years
don't know what they say, i just know they like to interfere
PACK MY BAGS OR CONTINUE FREEZING
I HATE MYSELF AND YOU'RE THE REASON
BUT I PROMISE I'M GETTING THERE
LESS HEAD PULLING, LOOSE STRANDS OF HAIR
SHE DETOX WITH A GLASS OF WATER
I MAKE SMART CHOICES, THAT'S WHY I'M WISER
I SMELL THE BOOZE COMING OUT ON YOUR BREATH
I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO TAKE SOMETHING OFF THE EDGE

i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching 
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

don't know why u up
like what do you want
i'm not here to judge
do u feel forced in love
i needed help as my skin tears
i would really like to know why u weren't there
whom i love, i'm in despair
can u hear my voice, are you here

spotify

hair

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
as usual i manage to breakdown
don't bother me i enjoy no sound
can't talk to ppl and i know i should
the nerves i build up come out me like a flood
i expect a better me to finally come my way
but the hope i'm losing is drifting away
i forgot that u were mine and that u exist
and that's a good thing
i'm making progress
i hold a whole heart
i gotta use it wise
i cancel all my plans
cus i changed my mind
she smell like lavender
and i think i'm in love
wait hold on a min
can we take a pause
i needa overthink
when i talk to you
it's not on purpose
now u know the truth
i told u everything
n all my secrets
and now it feels wrong
and i know i'm screwed
i look in your eyes it's like looking in an abyss
thanks for your time i learned a lot from it
i'm different now, done with u, you know what i quit
i'm leaving now, don't care to be part of this
YOU SAID SHE WAS A WHORE
WELL MAYBE UR THE HOE
ABSCONDING EVERY GIRL
IS THIS WHERE I GROW
COULDN'T ASK FOR MORE
I'LL BREAK EVERY BONE
NOW DUDES CARE FOR ME
BUT I ONLY GOT 1 BRO

𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘢𝘯
𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨

lavender

produced by heylog

lyrics:
swear i could throw up if i keep thinking of you
you disgust me and i guess u wanted to prove
that ur shameful you gave it all up for him
just some pleasure to receive from a little bitch
i need to let it go
but it haunts me to my deepest core

surround me in this darkness whom i spare
there is plenty more for you so join me in here
i need to let u know
that u disgust me
and i can't look at u no more
get myself to do things but i never wanna do them
once i go outside i'm proud i got myself to do it
you disappoint me to the point i never wanna see you
your motions say it all from what you n him have been through

now ur shameful you gave it all up for him
oh just a finger to receive between your lips

pleasure

https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

stream

what i needed

1 Июня

produced , written , and performed by Solio

Wish you believed in me, cause I always believed in you.
Wish you were in my dreams, you act like I'm afraid of you.
You act like I'm afraid of you, but I'm really more afraid of me.
You act like I can’t tell the different ways you want to look at me.
And now I see your problems, ya I think they're so obscure.
Especially when life is a blur, really hope that you mature.
Really question if you’re there for me, really questioning myself.
Really see you as an enemy, 	wish you could see how I felt.

Wish you could see how I felt.

Ya I never want to see you again, I took a long break from you running again.
And I can’t even tell you anything you'll hurt me again.
I fucking hate the way you talk to me don’t love me again.
I think it’s time you learn your lesson, cause nobody will want to be there for you.
I think it’s time you stop deflecting, cause nobody will ever want to see you.
And now you're on your own, I think you're better off dead.
Wish you would leave me alone, wish you’d get out my head.
And now I see your problems, ya I think they're so obscure.
Especially when life is a blur, really hope that you mature.
Really question if you’re there for me, really questioning myself.
Really see you as an enemy, 	wish you could see how I felt.

questions

Prod by me

MIXED AND MASTERED BY @iissaa-hi

casted my life

https://open.spotify.com/album/32SlYslV77TjP4QYz7zCf7?si=0BUOG-4cQD6G-CiXUf8-7w

mix @b6se
prod @fuckcru

@c9i
bitch im 2 based sike nigga i am not
yea dat bitch real bad but her breath fucking hot
bitch i walk up in the spot and its getting real hot
i was running from the cops and i almost got caught
countin bands count alot
countin blues count alot
everytime i hear yo songs bitch i snooze at the start
nigga u a whole bitch stop actin like something u not

@757s
yea yo dad got jugged
bitch we came from da mud
and i got his bitch wet
got her wetter then a flood
nigga talkn allat shit we come back 4 blood
nigga talkn allat shit luh nigga you ah spud
ethika draws bitch u know i am too up
tripping off shrooms luh nigga get ya guap up
nigga talkn down yh we shoot his town up
like who hurt hana? luh nigga get ya condom
ima take his bitch nd we fuck nonstop
give a fuck abt this music give a fuck if i flop
bitch im pulling out them chops i aint tottin on no props

@c9i
bitch im 2 based sike nigga i am not
yea dat bitch real bad but her breath fucking hot
bitch i walk up in the spot and its getting real hot
i was running from the cops and i almost got caught
countin bands count alot
countin blues count alot
everytime i hear yo songs bitch i snooze at the start
nigga u a whole bitch stop actin like something u not

Spotify!

BITCH IM 2 BASED +KYLO(cru)

prod by me

enjoy 40 seconds of vocals and beat for the remainder

•lyrics• 
<3

I love you and i don't know what to do
(what to do)
Mental health is fvcked and it hurts you too
(hurts you too)
I dont want to be the bad for you
I just wish for us to stay true 

Bite my nails out of stress
I'm worried that you will <ǝʌɐǝ˥>
Change up your mind and say that you hate me
I dont mean any harm but i can't help me 
but i can't help-

Reaching my hand out 
But im dragging me down
Muffled voices in my head
They are getting loud
Should i even be proud
Locked up in my room
Im too scared to go out
im too scared to go out

scared

produced , written , and performed by Solio

I tried to talk but I can’t do it
I want you bad you’re fucking stupid 
I gave you hints but you were clueless 
You’ll play with my confidence until I fucking loose it
And now I'm trapped inside these walls 
Wish you could tell from right and wrong 
I’m such a hopeless romantic 
You took away my infection but you can have it

Its just so hopeless we could have been together
Don’t want you later I just want you forever 
But you’re just getting the best of me, I didn’t want you crying upset with me
And it’s to late i've been fighting my dreams
And I be fighting my thoughts, And I be ducking you’re screams 
The next time will be different
I really hope it will be different
Cuz you want me in your control
And i've been stuck here getting old
You make me sad I lost control
And now I'm sitting all alone
It’s just the same now, It’s just a waste now
And I'm so sick of being here I want to leave town
I didn’t like them anyways their just a pain to me
And now with them it’s just a pain to speak.

infection

produced , written , and performed by Solio

OUT ON ALL PLATS

i tried

NOW I DONT HAVE U FOR MYSELF

ǁ I hope you all enjoy this song of mine, it is the first one I have recorded with my new mic and I want to thank @imgeist for doing this feature for me!!<3 ǁ

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/2knFfVrmN6vhz8ScPMCwGO?si=6797924968614214
on my yt with lyrics - https://youtu.be/ruCMFuFsnxc

featuring the legend @imgeist
produced by beQUITE
mastered by @nokerbforever
cover by https://vk.com/k1baru

(intro)
I'm inside my dreams and I see you all the time
When I wake up I remember you're no longer mine
I can’t keep on dwelling, when stuck I'm inside a hell
And I scream to break from this wretched shell

(chorus: i'm yxno)
Now that I'm all alone
I check my phone
And I see a million texts
Left me in these depths
You’re ruining my mind
Leaving me behind
I hate this life
I don’t wanna try
But I don’t wanna die

Stab the knife right in my back
Oh love what's with that?!
Cus I feel your hatred 
And you said I need some help 
Now I’m taking prozac
Baby you were the closest
Now I don’t have you for myself
And I'm at my lowest

(verse: I'm Geist)
dont have u for myself, dont have u for myself 

i'm feeling low, feeling nauseous 
i gave u my heart and you tossed it 
and i can't take anymore losses
cause i can't keep on trying 
when you're acting so damn toxic 

love so divine 
now that i've lost it i'm losing my mind 
problems aside 
you were my fire 
for you i would die 
baby don't cry 
u were the one that was holding the knife 
i let u cut me a million times 
bled till there's nothing still saying i'm fine

saying i'm fine, saying i'm fine

(chorus: i'm yxno)
Now that I'm all alone
I check my phone
And I see a million texts
Left me in these depths
You’re ruining my mind
Leaving me behind
I hate this life
I don’t wanna try
But I dont wanna die

Stab the knife right in my back
Oh love what's with that?!
Cus I feel your hatred 
And you said I need some help 
Now I’m taking prozac
Baby you were the closest
Now I don’t have you for myself
And I'm at my lowest

all alone

Spotify

all alone w/ I'm Geist (beQUITE)

beat prod by: tores x hellapocky
written and performed by: @rejectcore x @darkfurei

yea, OK + @darkfurei (p. tores x hellapocky)

Out on all plats

Performed, Produced, and mixed by Solio

hypoxia

Master F THE CLUB (burgxraze) - V8 (from V5) Cleaner Vox, Low End, And Master

F THE CLUB w/ Burgos

s/o Liquido <3 
prod / mix / master - me (:

lose control

crimson snow

ill be there for you

All I Want For Christmas Is Death

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83Bd5PWLwBA

[prod. jpjp & deadfish]

i'm geist:
a broken design
step aside and rewind
but time doesn't seem to heal
the body's inside
and the blood is on your hands
so don't tell me that this isn't real

it's not the same, no
tell me where did my mind go?
cause i seem to have lost control
why won't the pain go?
i swear i've waited the time love
but i can't seem to take anymore

so say can i save myself now?
(envy) i think it's far too late you'll drown
but i need them to hear me out
(envy) don't make a sound just shut your mouth

notenvy:
my frame is fractured like kaleidoscope
the only sense of matters left my brain
i swear i'm losing hope
i’m doing fine, oh you don't want to know
the shit that i've been going through
i'm gripping on, i've lost control
another day intoxicated
do you ever think of me
my structure’s slowly breaking
another breath is wasted
screaming from my chest
i fucking wish someone would save me

kais:
i hate it when you talk to me, but talk to me some more
hands to my ears and my face to the floor
love it when they lie to me, so lie to me some more
you fucked me up and put me through the ground
scream for help, but it never makes a sound
you took it wrong, I didnt mean it that way
silent with the pressure, but I let it stay
imma let it till it breaks me
down, I know you want me here but I never come around
im sorry and I owe you that. that’s what this shits about
I walk slow with my teeth glued to my mouth
I don’t talk cus the rooms always too loud
loud
loud

deadfish:
and i'm waking up
heart's fucking numb
it's only 7am
but I can't seem to lay down

anxious bout the day
what's gonna happen today
I just can't get a break
everything's still the same

mind is racing if today you're gon reply to me
nothing points to that but I'll wait just in case

if u had a change of mind
blood is pouring out my eyes
phone is charged all the time
cause I'm waiting for

for you to reply
please stop wasting my time
it just wasn't enough
and I can't make up my mind

you said that nothing has changed
but I don't feel the same
but I am keen to believe cause I'm
just hopeless

funeral:
i get so deep in this shit and i'll never get out
now i'm stuck and i'm waiting
i never think i just act and i ask if i'll make it
or maybe i'm wasting
my time right here, right now
blood leak, blood flow, lights low, lights out

it's way too obvious to me
the way the bodies dust, i bleed
i need one second alone now
one shot, now i'm dead, body goes down

sewerperson:
rust gives way to the chains that hold me
for yesterday could not control me
toxins permeate
the armoured skin that covers me
u poor man ur final day
is ended here from under me
woah bring out the big guns
im in the mood to erase something
huh just try to say something
u getting face fucked
blunt getting laced up
put u in swamp water face up
no matter the chaos faced
i wouldn’t give up
for time will tell
of better days
from here I smell
the autumn rainfall
it helps me stay strong

SPOTIFY

time will tell w/ i'm geist, notenvy, kais, deadfish, funeral, sewerperson

down wit (prod. swaine)

✦ thank u for this year i love y'all, i hope u guys have happy holidays & are all well <3 as always all sites in the next couple days! ty 4 listening y'all mean the world to me fr :) ✦

lyrics
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i wanna fly so high
girl i don't wanna cope now
you got bad attitude
a romantic meltdown
you know whats better 4 u
isn't that what u said now
could've been better if you
you've just got up and left
i'm never sober
heart's cold like october
she call me stoner
i'm not even stoned now
it's just the snowfall
look at me and count down
no you'll never know
you're just like the others

knew u would shoot me dead
i don't know where i should head
i told you it don't make sense
to just walk on as a mess
i got to not comprehend
run with the knife in my back
you said it will be ok
but it was never the same

it was never the same
no you never tried to change
got these emotions in me
honestly won't ever leave
no u never see, no u never even saw me
now im tryna be, i'm just tryna be somebody

rushing through the panic
listen to this shit now
i don't wanna die no
i don't wanna see u again
no, no, no, no
fuck me up it's done

told u to see shit
could u keep a secret?
tell me ur reasons
i don't wanna be here anymore
run from you i'm gone

Better 4 U

Better 4 U (wixxy)

sorry for the wait and thank you to everyone for being so patient with me <3

produced by chalyre𓍼

will i fall again
when all i am
surrounded by mountains know im no man
its all compounding in the words you said
im driving at night go as fast as i can
living in a lie
needed me to hide
dont run
leaving me behind
now im left of what you tore from

did you get all that you wanted
taking its toll and its broken
and it always comes around
but youre nowhere to be found

you could stop it
all this bleeding
stand where i stood
and youll see it
through your eyes
no im not human
waiting for my lifes conclusion

leave it all behind
take your own advice
dont make me say it twice
youre no longer mine

hearth

Who's having fun today? I know we are having a blast in the BB office because we're psyched to release our next installment in the Buzzzmix Series. Vol. 33 comes from a fresh up-and-coming SoCal producer BKAYE. We came across his music earlier this year and were super impressed, we even invited him to play a BB show in San Francisco. His latest remix of "Ruins" by Ryder is crushing the soundcloud plays and charted in the top 5 on HypeM, and it also starts of this delicious future feels mix. Keep your eye on BKAYE - we expect big moves from this youngster.

TRACKLIST: http://bit.ly/BKAYEmix
DOWNLOAD: http://bit.ly/BKAYEDL

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Buzzzmix Vol. 33 - BKAYE

chest pain | prod by keynine9

Wings Apart By Saphir x Dead Robot

Prod/Mix/Mastered/Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/deadrobotmusic

Lovely 
Some things are getting pretty fucking ugly 
And I’m thinking it’s the best if you don’t want me
I got this beating in my chest that keeps on thumping, inside 
It’s the tone
Your eyes 
The blood rushing your soul
Disguise 
The anger and control, goodnight 
I can feel it in your heart 
Feel it in your heart 
You try to break to my wings apart and I don’t know if it’s so safe to stay in this consuming place where we keep hurting ourselves 
You try to tell me that I’m wrong and I keep choking on your name 
We’re so addicted to this game 
But we keep hurting ourselves 
Like the light the angels flying down
I wanna hear your voice
But you’re nowhere around me
You’re nowhere around 
You’re nowhere around 
You’re nowhere around 
You’re nowhere around 
You try to break to my wings apart and I don’t know if it’s so safe to stay in this consuming place where we keep hurting ourselves 
You try to tell me that I’m wrong and I keep choking on your name 
We’re so addicted to this game 
But we keep hurting ourselves
We’re so addicted to this game but we keep hurting ourselves 
Like the light the angels flying down
I wanna hear your voice
But you’re nowhere around me
No one around me 
Nowhere around
Nowhere around...

Wings Apart - Saphir x Dead Robot

Vocals/Production/Guitar by Drawn To The Sky
Mixed by Drawn To The Sky
Mastered by Panorama Mastering

Better 4 U (wixxy)

･ﾟ✧*NOKERB*✧･ﾟ

･ﾟ✧NOKERB✧･ﾟ