for my hubris PRELUDE

prod by boy*

Reaching for air slowed,
Down on my handles,
The lower the fan blows
Habitual scandals
Possessors of bad blood 
I profess it’s my sad luck
Confess I’m a land mine
Imploding at false time

I can’t see it running my mind
But I can’t get it out of my sight 
And it ain't just bit of a rise
If it’s said then it’s put on my life

Do a little more
It ain’t all true (it ain't all true) 
Thought I told you (it ain't all true) 
Ain’t gon’ hold you

What she said to me bruh
I ain’t shed a tear bruh
Been packed for years bruh
I take all your heat off
I can’t breathe for two how
You expect to vent
That shit clogged with lint

Can’t get it out of my mind
I don’t know why, wish I knew why

If I knew why
I could tell you more
Wouldn’t fail you more
But im sure you know
How it has to go
I can’t share no more

Why’d I have to find air 
I was feeling fine then
Breathing for the time spent
Need the globe rewinding
Falling with a comet
Need to see the fire split
Lookahead what blind me
Vision clear behind me
When its solid 
I'm a fly man
And I’m grounded
Realignment
The floor gon’ miss me 
When I shift dimensions
No exceptions, distance
Just as far as vision

prod. by boy*

Where was I?
Where was I?
Where was I?
Think I was 
Think I was 
Bottom of the ocean, barely floating
I could feel the summit, I could feel it forming
This feels like a dream though
I feel mighty free
I feel mighty free though
I feel mighty free
Felt almighty free
Felt almighty free
Then I fell on my feet
Crushed on my knees
I wanna know if I made it or changed it
I wanna know
I wanna know if you stayed all complacent
I wanna go
Know you been through a lot now
I wanna know 
If you waiting on the fence now
You can let go
I know you went away and plan to wait
Been through a lot
Been through the fire
Been through the fire
Not to undermine
I been through the fire
For you and I 
Been through a lot
Just for you to rise
Been through the fire
For you and I, for you and I 
Been through the fire
Just for you to rise
I don’t wanna ride
Just for you

Get a rise out of making sense, woah
I be flaring more than I intend, woah
Woah, woah, woah
Done waiting
Can’t change it, if I’m resting, I’m complacent
Woah, woah
I cannot live through the photos
Come show me how, nothing low low
No point in doing it solo
Your joints is moving in slow mo
Doing it wrong that’s a no no
Just for you to rise
Just for you

Just for you to rise
I would’ve made you mine
I couldn’t change my mind
I seen this many times
House was built on mines
It's blowing every time
Ignoring all the signs
A lotus to the mind

lotus

prod. by Lovén

You know where I been
Who knows where I stand
I know I’m a mess
I glow when I’m	
Feeling way euphoric off a pound
Throw away some moments, I won’t count
Plenty when I go run wild out
Really worth it when I run out

When I show out
It's a blow out
I perform out
Till I’m zoned out
I need something more
Ayy
What I’m longing for 
Ayy
I know how this shit goes
Still on the fence though
When will I ten toes
Tripping on the edge woah

Got to admit it
I aint no chemist
I aint no menace
I am a sinner
Demons unknown, who I do it for most
Deep in my soul, where I feel it the most
Feeding my foe when my face to floor
When I feel it the most, when I feel it the most

And I been way said it but I take it as a penny
When this weight is really levee
Heavy flowing in is scary
Forces form behind me and I might just go tsunami
Swimming in the doubt around me
I can never throw the towel in
When I’m alone, no, no, no
Feel it the most, no, no, no
When I am low, no, no, no
Up from the smoke, no, no, no
I bend, I fold
I bend, I fold
I bend, I fold 
I bend, I fold

chemist

prod. by UNITO

I know you fear when my confidence
Nearing the top of the ceiling
No topping me here or
No type interference
No cognizance here 
I am out of gear
I forget that you near
Fidelity zero
I can’t put a ear on
Monogamy promise
My empathy hero
But it disappear
When my senses are feral
I’m so sick need a doc to redeem me

Yeah
Where you going baby
I been testing optimism
But my system not submissive
I’ll strum on my guitar
I pick to ease the scars
Can’t love you from afar
I’m wasted
Impatient
I’m anxious 
I’m naked
No blanket
On statements, yeah
I don’t make sense
Might hate me, yeah
I’m motherfucking wasted here
I wasted, wasted my sensations
I’m seeing lack of saturation
Conflation master
I lost it
Don’t act up
Like watch out
Wrong answer
Like what’s up

I’m wasted
I’m facing fear, I’m on probation here
I’m vacant here
I’m wasting years

Bet I motherfucking hurt you
You ain’t budging like inertia
You let me fix it with insertion 
(I just want your trust)
Got me searching like a surgeon
If a motherfucker ever hurt you 
I’m the first to meet em
With the smoke, no mercy
Popping shit with no suppression
Facing time is my selection
No mercy, no mercy

wasted

prod. by plantcham

Bella you stellar but 
I fear you fell too deep
Bella you stellar but
Don’t you fallback on me

See it from the other side 
Glad it wasn’t one of mine
Perceiving as a perfect dime
Deceiving all the poor and blind
Leave him thinking “yeah, she mine”
I prolly woulda crossed a line
See it from the other side
Wouldn’t trust you with my life
I see your felonies
I see your recipe
How you keep your shit clean
I feel your felonies
Don’t have effect on me
So I keep my lips sealed
Indulge in this wreckage of trust
I think it’s hellish but fuck
I’m not much better than her
I bet our dirt beat the earth
But I’m set on dressing a better me

You the centerpiece for my masterpiece
Could decide the peace but I’ll strike the beast
Only when he can’t see, best time be after 3
Deep in his sleep you leave, then you come tangle sheets
Dance on his grave, I’m a shadow 
Got grip on yo bitch like she chattel
Finesse on the saddle
No hands she begging to swallow
The motion that leave me all hollow
No honor or drama

Bella you a killer
Watching your slaughter in
Silence, I linger I’m
Accomplice I figure, you
Grant me your fissures
Reward me your figure
Bella you a killer
You a killer, killer, killer, killer
Killer, a fake saint, sinner
The souls your dinner
Took shots at my liver
You poisoned my liquor to keep me from-

Fall under pressure now
Savoring did me foul
Found out affair but how
Dot on my chest is sewn
I cannot leave my zone
Prone to a war, I know
Nature of wrecking in
Know how it goes
So I rock and roll
The clock is slooow
So I listen close

Bella you stellar but I fear I fell too deep
This is the last I’ll see of your catastrophe
I’m just a casualty in your well acted scene
Peeped it but let it breed
Bella I’m bitter cause’ I feel I fell too deep
You just a killer
Got no type filter
Full on straight sinner

bella

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