ive got a guardian angel
he invented murphys law
im full of shit now lets be honest
heres why ill never get too far
you dont acknowledge me
im like a blurred out license plate
when you come up and talk to me
its like you dont know my name
but i dont want to be another faceless grain of sand
and i wont initiate
cus i hate who i am

im sorry little butterfly
i hurt you oh so badly
i had u in my palm u flew away and i got angry
i got a brand new guitar
i bled on the strings
listen to pinkerton and then youll know my pain
ill never be kurt cobain ill still blow out my fucking brains

you dont acknowledge me
im like a blurred out license plate
when you come up and talk to me
its like you dont know my name
but i dont want to be another faceless grain of sand
and i wont initiate
cus i hate who i am (x2)

Blurredoutlicenseplate

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

Ready To End It DEMO - Penguinband

waiting on this life to pass me by
without you here id rather die
im not having fun
but im not mad
i just fucked up all i could ever have

so ill write songs about how drinkings
the only thing that’ll stop me from thinking
how I need you, I need you bad
then i wouldnt be so fucking sad

i know im a loser, but could you still love me?
i know im an asshole i hope that you’ll still like me
i know im a faggot but please dont leave me baby
i know im a loser, but could you still love me 

i cant sleep
i cant eat
i lay awake with you next to me
got nothing to say 
nothing i wanna do 
nothing left for me to impress you

everyones the same
everythings a blur
i try to break out but i just get fucking hurt
i dont wanna live
i dont wanna work
just wanna be with you under the dirt

loser

im wasting my time
im losing my mind
daydreaming you and I
ill waste my life
one memory at a time

I’ll never know
Why you had to go 

I’m stuck in my room with nothing to do
Because of you

im lovked in my room
think9ing of you
i hope you suffer too
I’m locked in my room

I’ll never know
Why you had to go 

I’m stuck in my room with nothing to do
Because of you
I’m stuck in my room with nothing to do
Because of you

Stuck in My Room

In memory of Ian

Unfortunately he never got round to uploading this song but hopefully it brings some happiness to his fans.



RIP Watermark

Rockstar, registered goy defender and good friend.

And everything he did

pls follow Blehh
https://soundcloud.com/blehh2
lyrics:
There's trash all on the floor 
I'm rotting in my room 
You said you wanted more 
There's nothing i can do 
My wrist covered in blood 
My legs are black and blue
I'm losing myself 
I do this all for you

Blehh- I could really use a friend rn

pls follow Neet and Crustsox
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5zkzVyXidwVcrhfFuhWtjR?si=LT3yq_yySvCMGcZZXLP6MA

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7gG8wOhpcfITBQeg5UAAr5?si=Ms2GCbGST225LaoDtlaJ1A

Neet,Crustsox- Same Old Routine

never wake up again (demo)

the feeling of a heartbreak

find my way

Reupload account 
I don’t feel like living. Even on good days I’m sad

https://on.soundcloud.com/fwa34aZJAl2ExwaJT8
My other reupload account

Blehh- I could really use a friend rn

L human