i hate you so much / it’s a scratch  
on my throat / when i try not to speak  
it’s the way that i flinch / when i laugh  
like joy’s just a trick / that leaks  

i hate you so much / it’s a bruise  
on my ribs / where your name still sits  
it’s the way that i lose / when i choose  
to forget / but the memory hits  

i hate you so much / it’s a walk  
through the house / where your ghost won’t leave  
it’s the way that i talk / like i’m fine  
but my hands still shake / when i breathe  

i hate you so much / it’s a thread  
in my shirt / that i pull til it tears  
it’s the way that i said / i’m okay  
but i meant / i’m stuck in despair  

i hate you so much / it’s a game  
that i play / just to feel like i’m real  
it’s the way that your name / still remains  
in my mouth / like a wound that won’t heal  
/
Kinda slowed part.
i watched the sky turn grey  
while you forgot my name  
left me on read, left me to fade  
but i stayed anyway  

you said it’s not that deep  
but i drown when i sleep  
your ghost in my sheets  
still whispers to me  

i hate how soft i get  
when you’re cold as death  
but i’d break my neck  
just to feel you again
/
I hate this song so much.

I hate you so much.

music creator kinda for fun and I do yt as well if interested.

I hate you so much.

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