I know yeah, I know 
I know I ain’t perfect you ain’t gotta tell me baby 
I already know this 
All this negativity making me lose focus 
Should’ve seen the signs yeah it could’ve been avoided 
I know that 

You don’t wanna be with me cause you wanna be with him 
But can he take you places that you ain’t never been 
Yeah That you Ain’t never been 

But you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Smoke a pound a day
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore 

I been skipping showers 
Thinking bout you through the hours
Circling like I’m the long hand on the clock 
You got power over 
Me and I can’t shake it 
When you still calling me baby 
Yeah you say it to my face 
And then you’re gone 

Changing places to get away with you 
You’re toxic I’m nauseous I don’t what to do 
Yeah you text me goodnight 
Right before you said your phone died
But I know you went with him to spend the night

you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Drink like every day 
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
And I want this to work out so badly
But I know its over and done 
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore

this is bs.

Snøw, Laeland & Skinny Atlas - this is bs.

The three sessions - I don't know

i never apologized | Ft. Two:22 (Prod. Misery)

Produced by: cruiser

Kam Michael:
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Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

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Kam Michael - Should've, Would've (ft. SadBoyProlific) [Prod. cruiser]

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i wanna go home (prod. zeeky)

produced by @citrusgastank
artwork by @thebootlegboy

stuck (prod.citrusgastank)

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

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@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

Produced by: M.E

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
You know I hate it when you don't call back
now just tell me what you call that. Yeah
I'm not good, till I fall back, sippin on the hard black hit me like a heart attack, yeah
And I tried but I failed, couldn't stop you from leaving,
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading 
You play with emotions, I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons, yeah
And I don't ever wanna fight, nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My god, used to be in love now you ain't mine
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else, I just chill with my stress, yeah
Long nights and the day's cold,
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday, how my life goes
Now I'm missing them days we would text till the morning,
we talked about music, now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle, it's you I'm adoring.
a hole in my chest and there is no restoring

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, 
And I don't ever wanna restart.
I could never re-track cuz you break hearts
Lost love,
It was found in the cold dark 
See we could never be in touch, cuz you're too far
You've been wasting my time 
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find 
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up I just want piece of mind
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse

Kam Michael - Why did you leave me?

this is a continuation of my song car ride. enjoy.

Lyrics:
I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I wonder what’s like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what’s it like to give someone my heart
In fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if Ill ever really come apart 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over 

I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over

I'm trying to be my own friend

I'm Trying To Be My Own Friend (prod. Ocean)[OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY]

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you