Young Star(feat. KID E$S, Rah Star)

Lyrics 
You got your darkness on your mind 
The Nights don’t feel so right 
But I’m right by your side 
This not what you used to
You wish you weren’t alive
Regrets of wasted time 
But I’ll stay by your side
This not what you used to 

I know this not what you been used too
I know some nights you dream about a noose 
You told me about the things that he had a done and that he’s not the only one 
You been through too much abuse 

You showed me all the scars that’s on your arm 
From where he’d hit you when y’all wouldn’t get along 
All the nights that he would come home super drunk and make you feel you not enough 
You made it out you really strong 

I’m tryna find a way for you to see 
That I’m not like the other the other guys I’m really different cause I’m me 
I wanna Show you that you worthy of the  love make you complete  
the only way that i would leave you would be if you ever cheat 

You say that I can’t trust you cause the thing that’s in your past 
But I think that you are stronger than the cuts that’s on your back 
I hate that i can’t change it if I could I’d do it fast
Give you everything you need and all the love you never had 
Verse 2

I know that this is a risk I got to take to get your heart 
You gave me all the warnings but I still wanted to start
You been dropped so many times but yet you still don’t fall apart
I’m in love with you your trauma and the way you cover scars

But sometimes it’s getting rough 
You build a wall and close it up
Then you go missing a couple days I’m questing your love 
I Start Wonder if the time will come when I will be enough 
(Will I ever be enough)

It doesn’t change the way I feel it just means we got work to do 
if you think I’m not the one then go ahead and cut my loose 
All of the times you say you love me did you mean it is true 
If it is then I’m right by your side and never leaving you 

We were laying in the bed and then you look into my eyes
You said I’m the one that saved you I’m the reason you alive 
There been so many the times when you just think you wanna die 
And Then I’d hold you in my arms and everything would be alright

Used Too

I Smoke To Cope

Underground

smile until my heart breaks

mess4u

produced by spencer hunt and qtsal

-lyrics-
(soon)

rocket boy - demo (spencer hunt x qtsal)

produced by steezy prime & lenny loops

-lyrics-

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

you left swift like a tortured poet
left me lost, girl dont you know it
i’ll put on a cape and act heroic
and save the day to protect my Lois
devine intervention, you’re a Godsend
thank Him every day for the time spent
tears on a page while im writing this
dont need a watch, you were timeless
huh, timeless
couldnt get you to stay, im spineless
can we go back to the basics
dont know how it progressed but my guess is
as good as yours and im sorry girl
i couldnt give you the entire world
now i make songs that you hate
now im the one that u hate
yeah

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

dance in the rain

ion know where i went wrong

Lucky Me (feat. into misery) [prod. into misery]

Available on all platforms: https://song.link/smile


Lyrics:
Sick of scrolling down my timeline tryna fill my emptiness
Can’t remember the last time I honestly was into this
I’m losing inspiration faster than my damn mind
Seems like every day I wake up just to live my life online
That little green bubble
That tells you that I’m active
Honestly, I’m opposite of that
I’m more inactive 
Than an infant in a crib
Unable to move itself from it’s position
Remember as a kid, I always kept myself amused
With the children in the neighborhood
But nowadays it’s views
And honestly they’re good for nothing
Doesn’t change my current situation
Only makes me act and feel so far less impatient
Than I was when I was 15 sitting in my basement
Dreaming of the days when I would be where I’m at in this exact moment
Damn near every thing I dreamed of doing happened ten fold
Who would of thought? 
That I would actually be where I’m at
Honestly, it’s mind blowing sitting here just looking back
At days in my bedroom
Crying over little things
Probably more confusion from another fucking wedding ring
Dead beats in and out
Though looking back
Some were good to me
Couldn’t figure out a father figure
Mine was drunk asleep
Or standing up
Screaming at the woman of the house
Couldn’t muster up the guts to tell the dude to shut his mouth
Didn’t matter if I was at my moms or dads
All I wanted was to run away and leave it in the past
Think I forgot most of my adolescence due to depression
Middle school
I was stressing
Put the scissors to my arm
Cut it light
I was flexing
Wasn’t trying to do no harm
Only searching for attention
Nowadays I look for mentions
Remember all the homies had that in school suspension
Fast forward, they’re the same ones sitting inside a jail cell
Those the ones that made it, others had to say their farewells
Addiction
It’s one hell of a bitch, shit
I look around, like damn, this life thing got real quick
RIP to those who passed
And prayers for those who’s going through it
Hope it doesn’t last

I ask myself
What’s the purpose
Was it worth it
I don’t know
Feeling worthless
I let go
I’m the conman
You’re the buyer
I’m the liar
Your supplier 

I ask myself
What’s the purpose
Was it worth it
I don’t know
Feeling worthless
I let go

mess4u

Laeland