PROD: @ayer96
ART BY DIGITALYAMS

wires to my brain,
im hooked up,
feel like god,
hack my gamertag,
you can’t ban me,
im the mod,
am i real?,
am i real?,
am i real?,
am i real?,

kill my ego,
upload my face,
you try and save it,
copy paste,
i vito,
no copy cat,
no time to chat,
im green and black like shego,
i peel my flesh back rip my cpu right out its fucking socket flick the pins off one by one >:)
and then i eat it,
i need some thermal paste,
dot dot dot dot dot,
im overheating,
im doomed to lose that is my loop oh look ha it repeated,
i crucify all of my ideas and then go and delete it,
i crucify all my ideas there’s so much blood,

wires to my brain,
im hooked up,
feel like god,
hack my gamertag,
you can’t ban me,
im the mod,
am i real?,
am i real?,
am i real?,
am i real?,

i lost myself can i reset and be like someone else,
which one is the real me?,
im a doll sitting dusty on the shelf,
i wanna make u proud,
but are you proud of me?,
i wanna make u proud,
but i aint proud of me.

HACK MY GAMERTAG「AYERJA」

hiding

on streaming now :)

i’ve tested all my luck 
i don't know what i love
don’t set me free

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

her patience is fading quick 
are you another delusion
I know i can’t keep you in
why won’t you go 
why won’t you go 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

don’t set me free
why won’t you take it all

just let me be
another delusion 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

chimera

no drugs and alcohol today
i wanna remember everything we talk about
i wanna feel light move in everything you say
but part of me is caveated out
like maybe certain circumstances are permissible
maybe I just couldn't, you could just just look the other way

is it so wrong?
(i wanna feel good)
i wanna feel good

no drugs and alcohol tonight
i follow my shadow up and out the skylight
i could see an outline settled in the grey

no drugs

yeah i tried calling it went to voicemail

chewing cotton wool

for those who lost it when i could have kept you calm

in dark and or storms

A single from my first album "A City That Doesn't Exist" that's coming out next Friday 08/29



Take away the pain
and leave me nothing left
to make me stay
heading for that place
I'll walk away
and make me understand it all
just how far I can walk
the world will find it's time
in truth I'll realize

Don't cut my way out
show me a sign
reach out
I'm feeling tonight being ways out
the stars align
long days
forever they state

I can't turn around
I can't let me down
I can't turn around
I can't let me down

I look around
I see myself
reaching from that place
too many clouds
make me feel the weight
all the things forcing me to change

I wonder why I'm lost had too many times
looking to the ways that I've left behind
forming through my breaths I've seen too many lies
in all the times I thought I should die

I'm further than far
I just can't reach out

I'll look on my own
for my place to die

But I'll try to hold out
the pain became all that I have now
the world with failures all throughout
coming close to figure out
a way of reaching out
reaching out

Empty World

LET ME LOVE YOU FEAT. AKASUGE

something blue

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Mix @lontalius
Master @pivot1
Cover Photography by Ito Kaoru
instagram.com/kaogonia

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Skin

Just telling stories the only way I know how. I hope you're doing fine, and I hope my music helps you in some way <3

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