 🖤 this is very beautiful.............. can we collab=-O

moonlight demo

new mix 11/17/22

and ill tear away the pain that began in september
we have so many memories that i dont wanna remember
im so sorry i was horrible to u in december 
but after all of this i know that i will miss u forever

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

but i dont wanna see that u have rly pieced it together
youve been changing so erratically like calgary weather
if im falling out of line why dont u move to the center
u can call me if youre lost it doesnt matter whenever

u only talk to me whenever u feel like it
if i could take a knee its not like u would fight it
i know that u cant see so u should move inside it
i can no longer hide it i can no- SHH

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

chewing blue

spotify

Nail biter

i’m finding myself in a house i’d forgotten 
surrounded by shelves that i once had brought in 
inside of here
inside of the walls you taught me to fear 

tell me i’m something along the lines of
don’t tell me i’m something along the wishes of what you wanted 
don’t tell me what you wanted 
i don’t care what you want from me 

down this empty road my body goes 
some place i shouldn’t seem to know how to follow 
my heart seems so hollow 

down this empty road my body goes 
some place i shouldn’t seem to know how to follow
my heart seems so hollow 

i won’t blame you for what you’ve become 
i won’t blame you for what you’ve become 
i won’t blame you
please don’t blame me
please don’t blame me
please don’t blame me

fank u lebby for all da help :) <3 
@caleblrt

help

on streaming now :)

i’ve tested all my luck 
i don't know what i love
don’t set me free

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

her patience is fading quick 
are you another delusion
I know i can’t keep you in
why won’t you go 
why won’t you go 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

don’t set me free
why won’t you take it all

just let me be
another delusion 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

chimera

#voice memo moment

i probably should've lied
i knew you saw the inner parts of me you wished were just a fallacy of yours
i lost my ambitions
i know you thought i was missing the pieces you collected, the image you presented
of me 

how do i forget all the things that you said about how i'd never be close to you
how do i forget all the times i thought you meant all the great things i could be, i can't be
i can't be

slowly learning more than you taught me 
i show you i show you i show you
i show you i show you i show you 

i probably should've lied
i probably should've lied

spite me

this sucks kinda

im making amends with myself tonight
cuz i really lost my sight
if you trusted me with your whole life
was i really out of line?
i see the dawn carry out it's light
barely making it out alive

if its not even hurting me
then is it even hurting you?
i cant find my way
out of this cave
so is it okay
if i stay with you?

if its not even hurting me
then is it even hurting you?
i cant find my way
out of this cave
so is it okay
if i stay with you?

i know that you'll run away from me
so tonight... i will let you be

Rowan

victory road

Victory road

song in the works is finally finished! 
prod. by @w5tiva7rsrbt additional guitar by me :]
artwork by chaehaeaee on ig
i hope u enjoy <3

day by day +에이치아 (H.a)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7HttolShbpfDrbJEPFSdAz?si=0f52c823cacb42b0

i’m so attached to it
the way that it makes me feel 
cut caffeine, no nicotine 
your body is quivering 
would you wake up now?

it keeps ringing, ringing 
my diaphragm’s wishing one day i’ll stop suffocating 

would you wake up 
would you wake up 
i’ve had enough of feeling so loved 
why does it ache
when i see your face 
if i upset you will this go away 
i promise my heart and everything else
one day i’ll choose what to do in this hell 
all of my options are broken 
i’m hopeful for shards not yet seen
my hands are scratching what’s beneath
i’m looking far for 
someone please please please 
make these decisions for me

C8H10N4O2

akrasia by caleb

over and over

stream: https://moony.fanlink.to/hollow

lyrics:

it's falling right into place
all the things that i hate
my days are feeling the same
i watch as nothing changes for me

all the things that i see are slow motion
no movement 
i'm bored of this moment

all the times that i have been away from you i've been away from me too

i don't want to wait 
for when i have to say
that i take up space
it don't feel the same

it don't feel the same
i'm better off learning names
of people i'll never meet
(all the times that i have been away from you i've been away from me too)
ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ

thank u 4 cover art resize @caleblrt <3

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