it doesnt feel like a dream; more of an omen

this was made in under 24 hours . locked myself in my room until i couldve made something

its my birthday but i feel like jumping offa cliff

lyrics:
can u feel my heart
no, dont listen to me speak
ive seen this everywhere
ive seen this all the time
ive seen you in my words
i see you all online

i cannot stop this feeling
freak out when i feel it i freak out when i feel
dont think i have much of a choice
i dont think im alone in the void
👁‍🗨

okay, im not okay
same side, whats your play
...fuck
they dont care about you anyway
but they talk to you
(yea i do that 2?)
& i always lose :/
i cant take it no
i might kill -

..
will u catch me falling?
..

falling in my sleep

moonlight demo

guitars by: https://soundcloud.com/ske_l and 
https://soundcloud.com/scribbletest

conex

#voice memo moment

i probably should've lied
i knew you saw the inner parts of me you wished were just a fallacy of yours
i lost my ambitions
i know you thought i was missing the pieces you collected, the image you presented
of me 

how do i forget all the things that you said about how i'd never be close to you
how do i forget all the times i thought you meant all the great things i could be, i can't be
i can't be

slowly learning more than you taught me 
i show you i show you i show you
i show you i show you i show you 

i probably should've lied
i probably should've lied

spite me

yeah i tried calling it went to voicemail

it's prettier without me

the way you are (loud)

i’m showing you a new flaw
come grab me 
my arms shatter your law
i’m lying 
how does she know my name,
how do you use my name?

break me down another day 
you can come back 
please don’t do that   

meet the wives of my vices 
they know what my own price is

take me inside
and outside
and everywhere in between 
all your hopeless demises
there’s crisis underneath 

i am the only one to hurt (love?) you like this
over and over and over and over

you’ll sell me out, my love, 
my doubt
for my embrace you’d take this route

i never said you could say what i meant

my hands are empty and yours are calling me near 
i see a tempting distraction matching all my fears

should i worry, or should i hurry?

does the silence ever tell
how my heart is holding well
these words won't be enough
my hunger doesn't love
not for a touch

zero

i’m so young and impressionable 
still feeling out the windings
my breath isn’t as heavy 
when your grip seems to weaken 
around my body 
is this summer just another season 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

you’re so young and impressionable 
still feeling out the windings 
your heart isn’t as heavy 
when i’m not within it
do you still want me 
when i forget all my promises 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like

a million stars manor

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Chillwave, Bedroom Pop, Neo-Psychedelica , Indie, Alternative

moonlight demo

moony